Rock Chick Revenge (Rock Chick #5)(111)

I stopped struggling and stared at him mainly because he sounded like he meant it and I couldn’t believe that. Even though I couldn’t believe it, nothing about him was suggesting he was feeding me a line.

He went on. “Worse for them, you were smarter, funnier and nicer. People liked to be around you.”

Ho-ly crap.

He sounded like he meant that too.

“My Dad used to say that the man who got you would be the luckiest and unluckiest man alive because he’d have you for a lifetime but he’d also have to put up with them.”

All of a sudden, I was finding it hard to breathe, like I’d been kicked in the gut.

“Your Dad said that about… about… me?” I asked breathlessly.

“It was the only thing he and I ever agreed about.”

Okay, it was then I totally forgot how to breathe.

“Now let’s talk about the rest of the shit that came out of your mouth,” Luke continued.

Uh-oh.

I wasn’t even finished dealing with all he’d just said. I didn’t want to get into me blurting out that I’d had a crush on him since forever, I was a sure thing and that he’d won.

I was such a f**king dork!

Immediately, I said, “I need to brush my teeth.”

His eyes narrowed.

“No f**kin’ way,” he clipped.

“I need quiet space,” I tried.

He shook his head.

“Luke, you told me any time I needed something –”

“Quiet, Ava.”

I decided, from his deathly tone, it was prudent that I be quiet.

Luke stared at me while I mentally zipped my lips and then he started talking. “I’ve been straight with you since the beginning, something, I might add, you haven’t been with me. But I’ll be even straighter ‘cause it’s obvious you are just not f**kin’ gettin’ it.”

Oh no, not this again. Luke being “straighter”.

Ee-yikes.

“I want this…” he said and he let go of my wrists. His finger touched me on the forehead then slid across it and down the side of my face. “And I want this…” he fell to the side, his hand moved down my body and I sucked in breath when he cupped me between my legs. His hand stayed there a second before it glided down the inside of my thigh, pushing it open so he could roll on top of me again, settling between my legs. “I’m not stupid, I know your heart’s involved in this and I’ve never, not once in all the time you’ve known me, given you the idea that I won’t handle it with care.”

Oh… my… God.

Someone, shoot me, kidnap me, cuff me to a sink, anyone! My mind screamed.

“Luke –” I interrupted.

“I’m talkin’,” he bit off.

I shut up.

“I don’t put up with the shit you’ve handed me the last week because you’re some f**kin’ piece I want to conquer. I put up with it because I’ve liked you since you were eight years old. You made me laugh. You understood me. You looked out for me when no one else f**kin’ bothered and you acted like you thought I could move mountains and I needed someone who thought that about me because my Dad sure as f**k didn’t.”

“Please, stop,” I whispered because now I really needed quiet space in order to process this latest episode with Luke from waking to now, all of it.

He ignored me. “I never expected I’d want you in my bed but I always knew I wanted you in my life. The f**kin’ second you looked at my mouth in the office, though, I knew I would stop at nothin’ to get you in my bed. And I thought then too that for the first time in my life I might do somethin’ both my Dad and I would be proud of, and that’s bein’ with you.”

My throat went so tight, the breath I sucked in sounded ragged.

He didn’t just say that. Did he?

“Get this into your head Ava, I’m not gonna do anything to f**k it up between us but I’m also not gonna let you do anything to f**k it up either.”

“Luke, I have to get out of here,” I said in a quiet voice and it sounded like a desperate plea mainly because it was one.

“I told you once, you’re not goin’ anywhere. And now I’ll tell you the rest too.”

Oh shit.

There was more. I didn’t want to know the rest.

Unfortunately, Luke was on a roll. “This is the way it is for us right now. I know you fixed this place up but I’m not givin’ up the loft so we’re gonna have to work somethin’ out about where we live, eat, sleep and f**k. We last, you’re gonna have to give up the Range Rover, they’re dangerous because they roll easy and I don’t like you drivin’ it. We go the distance, we’re havin’ a small wedding, I’m not f**kin’ dancin’ and I want three kids, all boys, but if we have a girl she’s not datin’ until she’s twenty-five, especially if she looks like you, got me?”

I didn’t answer, couldn’t answer, I’d lost the ability to speak.

His face got closer. “Do you still think I’m playin’ games?”

I shook my head. One thing was for certain, Luke was not playing games.

And now I didn’t know how to feel about that.

Great, like I needed something new to worry about.