It Had to Be You (Chicago Stars #1)(27)

“How could it still be important to you?”

“It just is. When I was a kid, I couldn’t think about anything else. I read about football, dreamed about it, went to every game I could—playground, high school, the pros, it didn’t matter. I loved the patterns of the game—its rhythms and lack of moral ambiguity. I even loved its violence because somehow it seemed safe—no mushroom clouds, no litter of dead bodies when it was over. I did everything but play. I was too small, too clumsy. Maybe I just wanted it too bad, but I could never hold on to the ball.”

He slipped a hand into the pocket of his trousers. “My senior year of high school, I was a National Merit Scholar and I’d been accepted at Yale. But I would have given it all up in a second if I could have been on the team. If, just once, I could have carried the ball into the end zone.”

She understood his yearning even if she couldn’t understand his passion for football. How could this sweet, gentle man have such an unhealthy obsession?

She nodded her head toward the papers he was carrying. “You want me to sign those, don’t you?”

He came closer, his eyes gleaming with excitement. “All I can do is advise you, but I think this team has an exciting future. Dan’s temperamental and demanding. Sometimes he’s too hard on the players, but he’s still a great coach, and we have a lot of young talent. I know these contracts represent a fortune, but in football, championships make money. I think it’s a good long-term investment.”

She snatched the papers from him and quickly scrawled her name in the places he indicated. When she was done, she felt dizzy knowing that she had just given away millions of dollars. Still, it would ultimately be Reed’s problem, so why should she worry?

The door opened and Dan came in. He saw the pen in her hand as she returned the contracts to Ron, who gave him a brief affirming nod.

Dan seemed to visibly relax. “Why don’t you take those back to Steve now, Ronald?”

Ron nodded and left the room before she could stop him. The office felt measurably smaller as the door once again closed and they were alone. She had felt safe with Ron, but now something dangerous sizzled in the air.

As Dan walked behind the desk and took a seat, she realized this was his office. Unlike other parts of this building, this room had no ego-inflating wall of commendations and photographs. Utilitarian steel bookcases and file cabinets stood on one side opposite a well-worn couch. The desk and the credenza behind it were cluttered, but not disorganized. A television occupied the far corner along with a VCR. She averted her eyes from an ugly hole in the wallboard that looked as if it might have been made with a fist.

She waited for him to start pulling empty beer cans out of the drawers and crushing them in his fists, but he nodded toward one of the blue and chrome side chairs. She took a seat on the couch instead because it was farther away.

The chair squeaked as he leaned back. “I already had lunch, so you don’t need to look so scared. I’m not going to eat you up.”

She lifted her chin and gave him a smoky smile. “That’s too bad, Coach. I was hoping you were hungry.”

He smiled. “I’m glad I met you when I was thirty-seven instead of seventeen.”

“Why is that?”

“Because I’m a lot smarter now than I was then, and you’re exactly the kind of female my mama warned me about.”

“Smart mama.”

“You been a man-killer all your life, or is it something that happened recently?”

“I bagged my first one when I was only eight. A Cub scout named Kenny.”

“Eight years old.” He gave an admiring whistle. “I don’t even want to contemplate what you were doing to the male population by the time you were seventeen.”

“It wasn’t a pretty sight.” Playing games with this man was nerve-racking, and she searched for a way to change the subject. Remembering the empty practice fields, she nodded toward the window.

“Why aren’t the players practicing? I thought you were losing.”

“It’s Tuesday. That’s the only day of the week players have off. A lot of them use it to make community appearances, speak at luncheons, that sort of thing. The coaches do, too. Last Tuesday, for example, I spent the afternoon taping a public service announcement for United Way at a nursery school the county operates.”

“I see.”

The bantering had disappeared, and he was all business as he slid a manila file folder across the desk toward her. “These are résumés of the three men Steve Kovak and I think are best qualified for the general manager’s job, along with our comments. Why don’t you look this over tonight? You can let us make the final decision, or you might want to talk with Reed.”

“As long as I’m the owner, Coach, I’ll be making my own decisions.”

“Fine. But you need to move quickly.”

She picked up the folder. “What about the current general manager? Has he been fired?”

“Not yet.”

When he didn’t say anything more, her stomach sank. She couldn’t imagine anything worse than firing someone, even a person she didn’t know. “I’m not firing him! I like my men alive and kicking.”

“Normally it’d be the owner’s job, but I figured you’d feel that way so I asked Steve to take care of it for you. He’s probably talking to him now.”