Highland Warrior (Campbell Trilogy #1)(50)
Caitrina slipped her arms through the wide sleeves and belted it tightly around her waist. “Thank you. Indeed, it’s freezing in here.” But they both knew it was not the temperature that was making her shiver.
Plucking the pins from Caitrina’s hair, Mor undid the work of hours in minutes, and her long, heavy locks tumbled loosely down her back. Caitrina’s nerves were so frayed and ragged, she nearly jumped each time Mor’s knuckles accidentally scraped her back as she dragged the comb through her hair. As if she could hold back the inevitable with her ministrations, Mor combed her hair until every strand ran smooth and each curl lay in perfect symmetry.
There was something soothing in the repetitive motion, and Caitrina eventually found herself relaxing and the frantic rise of her pulse calming.
She would have been content to have her hair combed forever, but the moment of peace was suddenly shattered by the loud knock on the door.
She gasped, and Mor stiffened behind her.
The older woman placed the bone comb on the dressing table and slid her hands on Caitrina’s shoulders, giving her a little squeeze of encouragement. “It will be all right. There will be some pain,” she whispered gently, “but it will not last.”
Pain? Caitrina nodded, not daring to meet Mor’s eyes, frightened by what she might see there—the worry and sympathy would surely make her lose the tight rein she had on her emotions. The fear that she’d managed to keep at bay had suddenly rushed forward full force.
“The lad cares for you,” Mor continued. “He will not hurt you unnecessarily.”
Caitrina swallowed, but a large rock had formed in her throat. “I know,” she choked. I hope.
Another knock upon the door, this one more insistent.
“I wish your mother were here to explain,” Mor said. “But as she’s not, you are stuck with the faded memory of an old woman. It’s been a long time since I was a bride—or a wife, for that matter. Do you know what will happen?”
Caitrina bit her lip, her cheeks warming. “Yes.” She’d been raised around livestock. And any lingering ignorance had been eliminated years ago when she’d discovered one of the kitchen maids in the stables with one of her father’s guardsmen. The heavy pumping and grunting had left little to the imagination. It had seemed so . . . noisy.
And then there was the soldier. Bile rose in her throat as she remembered him prying apart her legs and fumbling with his breeches. Icy droplets of fear trickled down her spine before she quickly pushed the images aside.
Dear God, I don’t think I can do this.
With one more squeeze, Mor released her shoulders and strode to the door, opening it to reveal her husband.
She drew in her breath. His sheer physicality seemed even more intimidating than usual. His tall, wide-shouldered form filled the doorway.
Ignoring the servant’s forbidding frown, he gazed right at Caitrina, his eyes sliding down her form. Though her wrap was thick and made of heavy wool, she felt as if he could see right through it. Even though she’d worn far less the first time she’d met him, she was deeply aware of the sudden charge in the air, not to mention their changed circumstances.
She was no longer a stranger, but his wife. She belonged to him. He could do with her as he wished and there was no one to stop him.
Except for Mor.
Her old nurse stepped directly in front of him, toe-to-toe, preventing him from entering the room. With the top of her gray head barely reaching the middle of his chest, she was hardly a threat, but Mor didn’t let such a small matter as size stop her.
“I don’t care who you are or what reputation you have. If you hurt her in any way, you will have me to deal with.” Mor gave a deceptively sweet smile. “Have I ever mentioned that I have a very extensive herb garden?”
Caitrina sucked in her breath. Had her dear nursemaid just threatened to poison him?
Jamie eyed the old woman carefully, seeming to take the threat seriously. They stared at each other for a long moment, neither giving an inch. Finally, he nodded. “I will keep that in mind. But your concern is unwarranted. I am not an untried lad; I’ll have care for the lass’s innocence.”
Innocence. Was she innocent? Would he be angry if she wasn’t? Her heart beat faster.
“See that you do.” Mor moved back to allow him into the room. She took a few steps toward the door before turning back to Caitrina. “If you need me, all you have to do is call.”
Before Caitrina could respond, Jamie interjected with growing irritation, “Hell’s fire, woman. I just told you she won’t have need of you.”
Despite Jamie’s flash of temper, Mor still looked reluctant to leave. Not wanting the situation between the two to deteriorate further, Caitrina urged her old nurse away with her eyes. “I’ll be fine, Mor,” she assured her. “I’ll see you in the morning.”
“When I call for you,” Jamie added sharply.
With one last scathing look, Mor closed the door behind her with a definitive slam that seemed to ring out like an alarm bell.
Caitrina was alone with her husband.
The air that had moments ago seemed chilled suddenly felt warm and sultry. The room that had seemed spacious and sparse now seemed small and crowded—with no place to run.
Perhaps sensing her unease, Jamie strode over to the table beside the fire and poured two glasses of claret from the bottle that had been left for them. He offered her one. She shook her head.