Hearts in Atlantis(131)

'So do I,' Skip said. The rain poured down around us, soaking and cold. The lights of Chamberlain Hall were bright but not particularly comforting. I could see the yellow canvas the cops had put up lying on the grass, and above it the dim shapes of the spray-painted letters. They were running in the rain; by the following day they would be all but unreadable. 'When I was a little kid, I always pretended I was the hero,' Skip said.

'Fuck yeah, me too. What little kid ever pretended to be part of the lynch-mob?'

Skip looked down at his soaked shoes, then up at me. 'Could I study with you for the next couple of weeks?'

'Any time you want.'

'You really don't mind?'

'Why would I f**kin mind?' I made myself sound irritated because I didn't want him to hear how relieved I was, how almost thrilled I was. Because it might work. I paused, then said, 'This other ... do you think we can pull it off?'

'I don't know. Maybe.'

We had almost reached the north entrance, and I pointed to the running letters just before we went in. 'Maybe Dean Garretsen and that guy Ebersole will let the whole thing drop. The paint Stoke used didn't get a chance to set. It'll be gone by morning.'

Skip shook his head. 'They won't let it drop.'

'Why not? How can you be so sure?'

'Because Dearie won't let them.'

And of course he was right.

37

For the first time in weeks the third-floor lounge was empty for awhile as drenched cardplayers dried themselves off and put on fresh clothes. Many of them also took care of some stuff Skip Kirk had suggested in the infirmary waiting room. When Nate and Skip and I came back from dinner, however, it was business as usual in the lounge - three tables were up and going.

'Hey, Riley,' Ronnie said. 'Twiller here says he's got a study date. If you want his seat, I'll teach you how to play the game.'

'Not tonight,' I said. 'Got studying to do myself.'

'Yeah,' Randy Echolls said. 'The Art of Self-Abuse.'

'That's right, honey, a couple more weeks of hard work and I'll be able to switch hands without missing a stroke, just like you.'

As I started away, Ronnie said, 'I had you stopped, Riley.'

I turned around. Ronnie was leaning back in his chair, smiling that unpleasant smile of his. For a short period of time, out there in the rain, I had glimpsed a different Ronnie, but that young man had gone back into hiding.

'No,' I said, 'you didn't. It was a done deal.'

'No one shoots the moon on a hold hand,' Ronnie said, leaning back farther than ever. He scratched one cheek, busting the heads off a couple of pimples. They oozed tendrils of yellow-white cream. 'Not at my table they don't. I had you stopped in clubs.'

'You were void in clubs, unless you reneged on the first trick. You played the ace of spades when Lennie played The Douche. And in hearts I had the whole court.'

Ronnie's smile faltered for just a moment, then came back strong. He waved a hand at the floor, from which all the spilled cards had been picked up (the butty remains of the overturned ashtrays still remained; most of us had been raised in homes where moms cleaned up such messes). 'All the high hearts, huh? Too bad we can't check and see.'

'Yeah. Too bad.' I started away again.

'You're going to fall behind on match points!' he called after me. 'You know that, don't you?'

'You can have mine, Ronnie. I don't want them anymore.' I never played another hand of Hearts in college. Many years later I taught my kids the game, and they took to it like ducks to water. We have a tournament at the summer cottage every August. There are no match points, but there's a trophy from Atlantic Awards - a loving cup. I won it one year, and kept it on my desk where I could see it. I shot the moon twice in the championship round, but neither was a hold hand. Like my old school buddy Ronnie Malenfant once said, no one shoots the moon on a hold hand. You might as well expect Atlantis to rise from the ocean, palm trees waving.

38

At eight o'clock that night, Skip Kirk was at my desk and deep in his anthro text. His hands were plunged into his hair, as if he had a bad headache. Nate was at his desk, doing a botany paper. I was sprawled on my bed, struggling with my old friend geology. On the stereo Bob Dylan sang: 'She was the funniest woman I ever seen, the great-grandmother of Mr Clean.'

There was a hard double rap on the door: pow-pow. So must the Gestapo have rapped on the doors of Jews in 1938 and 1939. 'Floor meeting!' Dearie called. 'Floor meeting in the rec at nine o'clock! Attendance mandatory!'

'Oh Christ,' I said. 'Burn the secret papers and eat the radio.'

Nate turned down Dylan, and we heard Dearie going on up the hall, rapping that pow-pow on every door and yelling about the floor meeting in the rec. Most of the rooms he was hailing were probably empty, but no problem; he'd find the occupants down in the lounge, chasing The Bitch.

Skip was looking at me. 'Told you,' he said.

39

Each dorm in our complex had been built at the same time, and each had a big common area in the basement as well as the lounges in the center of each floor. There was a TV alcove which filled up mostly for weekend sports events and a vampire soap opera called Dark Shadows during the week; a canteen corner with half a dozen vending machines; a Ping-Pong table and a number of chess and checkerboards. There was also a meeting area with a podium standing before several rows of folding wooden chairs. We'd had a floor-meeting there at the beginning of the year, at which Dearie had explained the dorm rules and the dire consequences of unsatisfactory room inspections. I'd have to say that room inspections were Dearie's big thing. That and ROTC, of course.