Avoiding Commitment (Avoiding #1)(68)

"I don't think so," Ramsey finally answered breaking the silence.

"Why you are all so tense?" she trilled hoping to lighten the mood.

"Yeah Jack, why are we all so tense?" Ramsey couldn't keep himself from asking.

Jack's face immediately lightened some. "I don't know what you're talking about. I'm not tense," he said shrugging his lifted shoulders.

"Alright, well can we just get out of here. I'm tired," she pleaded her blue eyes opening wide as she looked up at him. He didn't even have a glance for her as his eyes remained locked onto Ramsey and Lexi who were still huddled together.

"Yeah, we were just leaving," Jack growled. "You ready?" he asked nodding his head towards Lexi.

"Oh, well I'm not ready to leave. We just got here," Lexi said lamely. Actually, she had no idea what time it was, and didn't particularly care.

"No, Lex, it's past eleven. Bekah and I have to work early in the morning so we're heading out. You have to come with us," he demanded.

How had she missed that they had been at Ramsey's for over three hours? Time had just flown by. Lexi's eyes shifted from Jack to Bekah and then up at Ramsey. She knew there was some reason she hadn't wanted to come to this party. Where was she going to sleep now that she was hammered? She couldn't stay at Jack's. They would definitely end up sleeping together. She was already turned on, and with all his bubbling anger she was sure he wouldn't be able to control himself. There was no way she was staying in Bekah's ridiculous Easter egg house. Honestly, she didn't have the money for a hotel, but there was no other option.

"Oh, I see," Lexi said wobbling even in Ramsey's grasp.

"Well let's go then," Jack said reaching for Lexi's arm.

Ramsey could see the reluctance in Lexi's face. He vaguely remembered her telling him that she was supposed to be staying with her parents tonight nearly an hour away from his apartment. There was no way she was going to make it there in her condition. For some reason, he instantly felt protective of her. He didn't want her to stay at Jack's house. Something deep inside him told him that it would be bad news if they were stuck in the same house together.

"She said she didn't want to leave," Ramsey said his voice turning business-like. He had moved just a fraction of a step forward, but it was enough to make Jack drop his hand. "She can stay here and party more if she wants. It's not like anyone else is going to be leaving at eleven." He hadn't intended for his words to come out quite so condescendingly, but he had managed to get his point across. Jack and Bekah both were looking at him curiously. Almost as if it were the first time they had ever looked at him.

"Ramsey, can I talk to you for a minute in private?" Bekah asked her voicing oozing with sisterly affection.

He glanced from Jack to Lexi and back. He didn't want to leave them alone. Something was gnawing at him, and he didn't know what it was. But it's not like he could always deny them alone time if Lexi was here visiting Jack, and he'd never been able to deny his sister anything. Reluctantly, he nodded and Ramsey and Bekah retreated back into the kitchen closing the door behind them.

Lexi and Jack were alone. They both realized that this was the first time since this morning at his apartment that they had been completely alone. Sure anyone could walk outside and find them together, but that didn't matter. The electricity coming from their nearness was intense.

She couldn't remember the last time she had allowed herself to drink this much around Jack. Before, if she knew there was even a possibility that they might end up alone together, she wouldn't touch the stuff. But she hadn't anticipated this moment. She knew she wasn't thinking clearly even as she walked towards him.

"What were you doing?" Jack asked his earlier anger resurfacing. He had drunk a few too many beers himself, but not enough to get him past the tipsy stage.

"What are you talking about?" she asked taking another step closer.

"You were kissing Bekah's brother!" he exclaimed unable to control his fury.

"If you already knew what I was doing, then why did you have to ask?" she questioned him her voice laced with sugar-coated inflections.

"How could you do that?"

She stopped her progression. Why was he being like this? God, she was so fed up with him being so goddamn demanding all the time. He didn't own her by any means. He couldn't decide who she could see, and who she could kiss. He had no rights, no claim on her…not anymore. "You want to know?" she asked returning his fury.

"Yes, I want to know how you could go and kiss him knowing that I'm here. Knowing what you…mean to me."

"What I mean to you?" she asked disbelief. He nodded. "I don't care if she hears," she spoke the words softly.

"What?"

"I heard you at Bekah's house. You told her that you didn't care if I heard you with her."

"Lex, I didn't mean it," he said once he realized his mistake.

"I don't believe you."

"I told her that I didn't mean it. Did you hear that?"

"Yes, I heard it."

"And you still don't believe me."

"No, I don't believe you Jack."

"But why? I'd never want to hurt you again Lex."