Kian (Undercover Billionaire, #1)(59)

“Now I get to make love to you the way I’ve wanted to from the very first moment I laid eyes on you,” he said.

Too emotional. This was too emotional. She wanted to pull back from him, but he leaned down and kissed her, his lips soft and hungry as he gripped her thigh and opened her fully to him.

He slowly pushed inside her before pulling out to the tip and doing it all over again. His tight sack rubbed along the sensitive flesh below her wet slit, and his pelvic bone hit her bundle of nerves. It was all too much, and she once again got lost in him. His chest rubbed her nipples, and his lips caressed hers.

He didn’t stop. He made love to her for an endless amount of time and built the ache up and up as she shattered in his arms, her body receiving unending pleasure. She was his, completely and utterly his. Anything he wanted from her, he could have. She didn’t have the will to deny him.

Then he sped up again, and together they came in the most intense explosion of the night. She saw colors flashing behind her eyelids as she gave herself over to him. And when it was finished with his weight on top of her, his body protecting hers, she felt safe and cared for.

She closed her eyes and let herself go.





Chapter Twenty-Three

Thank you for an incredible night. Coffee’s in the fridge, you just need to heat it, and fresh doughnuts are on the table. I got called in to work or I would have woken you up with a very satisfying morning. I plan on helping you sleep tonight.

Love, Kian

Roxie read the note and couldn’t help but smile. Her entire body ached in the best way possible, and even though she didn’t think it was feasible, she felt a stirring of hunger at the thought of doing that all over again.

She knew this was a dangerous path the two of them were taking, but maybe she should just admit they were on a runaway train and there was absolutely nothing they could do to stop it.

They hadn’t talked about what was going to happen with Lily; they hadn’t talked about if Roxie would even stay in this town. They hadn’t made a commitment to each other. For all she knew, he could be seeing other women. But she was afraid to talk about any of that. She was afraid of becoming the woman she’d been when she’d left him.

It would be so easy to lean on him, to get lost in him. But then she feared she would never find herself again. She couldn’t allow that to happen. She had to stay strong, especially for Lily’s sake.

She heard the squeak of the door and realized Lily was up. She quickly grabbed her nightshirt, which Kian had thankfully left on the pillow next to her, and shoved it on about three seconds before Lily bounded into her room.

“Good morning, beautiful,” Roxie said.

“Mornin’,” Lily replied as she climbed into the bed and snuggled into Roxie’s arms. This was their morning routine, and Roxie felt a bit of panic at the thought that Lily could have come in and seen Kian lying there in her spot. Would that traumatize her niece? Roxie couldn’t believe she’d been so irresponsible. She hadn’t even thought about it. Thankfully, he’d been called in to work, and she didn’t have to face that quite yet.

“Did you dream good dreams?” Roxie asked, pushing out her guilt and focusing on their routine.

“I dreamed about unicorns,” Lily said.

“Mmm, I like unicorns. I dreamed about piglets,” she said. She actually had dreamed of the cute little things.

“Piggies?” Lily said, looking up with bright eyes.

“Yep, cute little pink ones,” Roxie told her.

“I want a piggy,” Lily said, her eyes getting that stubborn look that Roxie was beginning to count on.

“We’ll have to visit Doc Evan again and play with them,” Roxie told her, afraid to commit to getting any animals. Lily didn’t look appeased, but she snugged against Roxie again, and Roxie rubbed her silky hair.

“I think we have doughnuts in the kitchen,” Roxie told her niece. She needed to use the bathroom, and Lily was resting right on her bladder.

“Doughnuts?” Lily squeaked. She jumped out of the bed and rushed from the room. Roxie found her pajama pants, slipped them on, and ran to the bathroom. She quickly brushed her teeth and joined Lily in the kitchen, where she was shoving a powdered doughnut in her face.

Roxie looked at the box suspiciously. “How many did you eat in the five minutes that took me?” she asked. There were five in there now.

Lily shrugged as she took another bite, white sugar all over her flushed cheeks. She should try to monitor this a little better, but she was too sated to care much about anything right now.

There were three coffee cups in the fridge, and she wondered if he still remembered what she liked. She warmed a cup in the microwave, then sat down next to Lily, who’d already grabbed another doughnut. Taking a sip of the coffee, she sighed in satisfaction. Yep, a caramel mocha. It was perfection.

She drank half the cup before grabbing a bear claw and taking a bite. This was the best breakfast ever. Lily finally filled up and sat back to drink the milk Roxie had placed before her, then the two of them made their way into the small living room with Roxie’s second cup of coffee, where they snuggled up on the couch and watched a cartoon.

Roxie couldn’t help but smile at how right all of this felt. Her body ached in the best way, her tummy was pleasantly full, and her arms were filled with a happy child. She couldn’t imagine it getting much better.