Captain Durant's Countess(36)

“It may be a girl,” Maris said. Lord, she hoped so. As horrible as David was, she didn’t want to cheat him out of his birthright. What she had done she’d done for Henry’s sake, but now that he was gone, what difference did it make? She had no heart for true deceit.

“Do you want me to be present when you tell him?” Dr. Crandall’s eyes shifted uneasily to a painting of lambs gamboling in a green field.

She couldn’t put him through it. “That’s very kind of you, but no. I’ll manage somehow.” Maybe she’d get Mr. Woodley to do it. She’d write to him at once. Woodley had warned David that the title might be held in abeyance waiting for word from the Countess of Kelby, but he’d scoffed and ordered her out of the house.

Maris was only too happy to go, which had surprised her. She’d lived at Kelby Hall her whole life, but now that it was obscured through the woods from vision, she didn’t miss it at all. It suited her to be in a smaller dwelling with a much smaller staff. She had to remind Mrs. O’Neill it was no longer her place to decide thorny household issues, although Maris believed the woman came to her a few times a week just to be kind. Amesbury and Mrs. O’Neill were perfectly capable of running the house for its absentee owner, far better than Maris had ever been.

Henry had bought a manor house outside the village of Shere for her, in the event she did not want to spend the rest of her life in the Dower House. She could let it for extra income if she wished, and it would serve as a daughter’s dowry. Maris had not felt equal to moving to Hazel Grange last winter, but perhaps it would be wise to do so now.

She had seen the house only once when Henry first purchased it for her eight years ago. It was made of mellowed brick, neat and square, with a hipped roof and an Ionic columned entryway. She would have to furnish it, which would be a challenge. She realized she did not even know what her tastes were. She’d been surrounded by generations of Kelby choices. The thought of her very own home with her very own things—and her very own child—made her feel somewhat giddy.

Maris looked around the paneled bedchamber with its pastoral pictures of sheep and horses and cows that some previous Dowager Countess of Kelby had selected to adorn the walls. In contrast, there was plenty of land for real animals and a first-rate stable block at Hazel Grange. She could ride every day.

Perhaps not. She’d talk to Dr. Crandall about it when her thoughts were more settled. Maris tied her dressing gown back on and saw Dr. Crandall to the door herself.

When she returned to her bedroom, Betsy was bouncing up and down. “See? I told you so, my lady!”

“Yes, you did.” And Maris had not wanted to believe her. She would have to write to Reyn, something that caused her stomach to do a little flip.

She’d heard nothing from him since he’d left Kelby Hall, which was as it should be. Since Henry’s death, she had forced herself to be busy at all hours of the day and night. But she had not been too busy to forget the captain, especially as she lay in her solitary bed.

Maybe she wouldn’t tell Reyn just yet. The news was so extraordinary Maris wanted to keep it to herself for a little while. Once she moved into Hazel Grange and got settled, there would be plenty of time to notify him. Months. It was not as if he could do anything, and a visit from him to Dower House would only engender gossip.

Maybe he wouldn’t want to see her, anyway. She’d been crystal clear about sending him away. Pushing him away. That had been for the best. No possibility of anything permanent existed between them.

Maris went to her desk and began to write. Mr. Woodley could take care of the details of telling David about the baby and arranging for her to move some twenty miles away to Shere. She would take her little crew with her if they’d go. Betsy and she might spend a few days in Guildford, buying furniture and other necessities for the new house. Margaret would need to be consulted about kitchen equipment; she should come too.

Actually, Maris supposed they should all inspect the property first. She had been uncomfortable during her only tour of it. The thought of Henry dying and leaving her alone had frightened her. They had been married a mere two years then and he was still a vigorous man despite his difficulties in the bedroom. She’d had hopes . . . but they’d come to nothing.

Now there was reason to feel joy. And trepidation as well. Bringing a child into the world without a father would not be easy. If she had a son, protecting him from a bitter David would require every ounce of strength she possessed.

She couldn’t bring up a son at the Grange. He’d have to learn his patrimony, to understand what Henry had intended for the family. The museum he’d been so keen on would come to pass, with Maris at the helm.

Once that would have excited her beyond reason. But oddly, she no longer gave a fig for Henry’s grand plans. She was having a baby! She touched her lips to prove to herself she was indeed smiling.

Yes, it was time to move, to start fresh. To surround herself with her own things and her own people. To smile more.

Even if it was just for a few months. All around her things were growing and blooming. Wild daffodils were scattered in the wood, their yellow heads bowing under the sun. She’d take a walk to bid them good-bye, get some roses in her cheeks.

Henry. She hoped he was looking down upon her, smiling himself.





The move was accomplished without any major hiccup. Hazel Grange was found to be solid, partly furnished and well cared for. An elderly caretaker, Mr. Prall, lived in a cottage on the grounds with his two bachelor sons. He had hired day girls from the village to keep the house clean since the last tenant vacated the property, so Maris was not choked with dust on the day she visited.

She had overspent in Guildford. Pretty sprigged and striped paper covered the drawing room walls, plush sofas and chairs were in place to collapse in, crockery had been put away in the kitchen, and a crib was set up in her dressing room. She had bought pictures of her own for her bedroom—no bovine or equine oils, but pastel architectural renderings of famous Italian buildings to remind her of her youth abroad. The garden held no imposing statues, but had been planted lavishly by Mr. Prall and his two sons and was in glorious bloom. The house and outbuildings were really quite perfect.

Dr. Crandall had tutted over a horse, but Maris purchased two and went riding every day with Mr. Prall’s younger son, Stephen. They took sedate, quiet country explorations over her own land, no hell-for-leather gallops, which suited her at present. Maris was becoming bulky. There was no other word for it. She was quite thick through the middle. If one did not know of her condition, she might appear simply a stout widow.

She had not sought the company of her neighbors, nor had they come to her. The servants had put it about early on that she was in mourning and refusing visitors. Maris was thus spared from making small talk with the local gentry. In fact, merciful heavens, she did not even attend church services. No drifting off while some well-meaning parson tried to explain the universe from one badly translated ancient book. Let them think of her what they would. She knew God had gifted her with a miracle and thanked him from the privacy of her garden and her boudoir every single day.

One grayish cloud was still on her horizon. She had not yet written to Reynold Durant. He might not even be in London for all she knew. The emerald would have opened up the world to him. Perhaps he’d gone back to Canada and taken his sister. She hoped so. An ocean between them would serve her purposes quite well.

Or so she told herself. Not a breath of scandal should be associated with the seventh Earl of Kelby’s child.





Chapter 20


May 1821

What were the odds? Reyn shifted in his seat in St. James’s Church and gave Ginny’s young vicar a gimlet eye. The man had managed to somehow get the living at Shere and his sister had never said a thing about it, the sly puss. She was blushing as they sat at the back of the church in a patch of stained-glass sunlight, in better health than she’d been in weeks and hanging on the new clergyman’s every word.

The move had been difficult for her. Had been difficult for him, too. If he’d known the trouble the emerald would cause, he would have tossed it back at Maris’s not-so-dainty feet.

It had been the devil to sell once he’d returned to London. He’d half-expected to be clapped in irons as a thief as he went from jeweler to jeweler. There was no provenance, no bill of sale. His fictional explanations as to how he’d acquired it seemed weak even to him, but he’d finally found a gem dealer who was less than particular.

Less than generous as well. Reyn had known he was being cheated, but he’d had no choice, accepting what the man would give him. Fortunately, it was enough to buy Merrywood Farm, a rather run-down horse breeding operation, from a gentleman who was not particular, either, and rather anxious to get out from under his failing enterprise. The sale had been accomplished in record speed that had made Reyn’s head spin with legal logistics and reams of paperwork, and by the end of January he was more or less landed gentry.