Captain Durant's Countess(32)

She couldn’t outrun her past, just make peace with it. He listened with half an ear as they went through an iron gate to the sweep of lawn above the water. She was talking about the little rotunda perched on the island in the center of the lake. Its design was based on some obscure ruin which Reyn cared not one whit about.

“Enough, Lady Kelby. If I’d wanted to take a degree in architecture or history I would have.”

Maris blushed.

He was becoming very used to her pretty pink cheeks.

“I’m sorry. I do tend to go on.”

“Is that boat functional?”

“You cannot think to row me out there. People really will notice us then.”

“You are right. It’s too cold anyway. Let’s return to the house. You’re probably chilled to the bone. Have you any idea who Kelby might be paying to spy on you?”

“No. Henry is a very generous employer. I can’t imagine why someone might be tempted to betray him.”

“Oh, come now. Money is the universal language, is it not? Temptation enough in its own right. Maybe it’s someone who prefers his own name to John and is out for revenge.”

“Stop teasing about that. I had nothing to do with the renaming of the servants. I don’t even think it was Henry’s idea. It’s just Kelby tradition.”

“Some traditions should die out, don’t you think? Do you expect your son to travel the globe and bring back more trash to Kelby Hall? There’s enough here already.” He could not see the value in much of what he’d seen over the past two days.

“If he—or she—chooses an interest in history, I would not object,” Maris said primly.

“What about the present?” Reyn argued. “Surely one should enjoy oneself in the here and now.”

“How do you enjoy yourself, Captain Durant? Whipping women?”

“I told you that was not my usual kind of thing!” Reyn sputtered. What exactly had he said about the Reining Monarchs? “I was . . . bored. At loose ends. A friend proposed me for membership and I didn’t see the harm.”

“You didn’t see the harm? Perhaps you do need those spectacles after all.”

Wait a minute. How had they gone from him trying to cheer her up to this attack on his character? It was she who’d broken a commandment.

Instead of giving her a blistering set-down, he bit his tongue near bloody. She was in a wretched fix and he happened to be a handy whipping boy.

The thought of her whipping him made him laugh out loud.

“What is so amusing?”

“You wouldn’t understand, Maris. I’m not sure I do myself. Let’s cry friends. Go back upstairs to work.”

“N-now?”

“It won’t be dark for a while.”

“All right.” She said the words with very little conviction, and would have been even less enthusiastic if she knew what he planned to do to her once she got upstairs.

Reyn had been hired for a job, and a job he would do. He could make Maris forget for a few minutes about David Kelby and the Earl of Kelby and all the Kelbys that had come before them. He was damned annoyed with the Kelbys, men who seemed to revere inanimate objects rather than treat the living well, particularly the Kelby women.





It hadn’t taken much, a brush of his lips on the back of her neck and she bent over the desk, his hand squeezing her shoulder. She’d looked up, her questioning brown eyes magnified by her spectacles. Reyn didn’t have to say a word to make her drop the pen, rise, and retreat behind the screen. They had undressed each other, hands slow and steady, never breaking eye contact.

It was the most honest interaction he’d ever had with a woman. Maris’s trust was a living thing, a gift he could never equal. What he gave her body was nothing to what she gave his soul—her acceptance, her faith, her respect. He wasn’t worthy, but would work to be.

Reyn let her take charge, placing her over him. Once she realized what could be done, she laughed in delight and proceeded to obliterate all his thoughts but one. He loved her.

That certainly proved what a fool he was. He wasn’t in the habit of falling in love. Yes, he enjoyed more than his fair share of women. Who wouldn’t, when given the opportunity? But his heart had never been engaged. It shouldn’t be engaged now. Maris Kelby was completely wrong for him, and it wasn’t just because she was married or a countess. Her intellect was far superior to his own. Would she still like him if she discovered he couldn’t even read what she’d been writing in that ledger? He was worse than a child, for at least a child had hope of the future.

Reyn shut his eyes to the beauty of her arching above him, her lush breasts bouncing as she came down smooth and hard on his cock. He would concentrate on what was, not on what couldn’t be. He was inside . . . no, temporarily outside . . . the Countess of Kelby . . . ah, sweet Jesus. He slipped his hand between them, touching her where she needed to be touched.

Maris bit back a cry and lost her rhythm, but Reyn made up for it by righting her and thrusting deep. He would not let her lose him when he was so close to completion. He pressed and rubbed his thumb against her and felt the jagged tremors start, sweeping him right away with her.

He wanted to open his eyes and watch her come apart, but was afraid to. He didn’t need that tempting image in his head, a nagging companion to remind him of what was not his. Was Maris watching him or lost in her own secret world? Reyn wondered if he looked as frantic as he felt. He wrestled his face into a semblance of sanity and buried himself one final time, spending the last drop of seed inside her.

She collapsed atop him, shuddering. Her skin was hot damp velvet. He skimmed her back, coming to rest on her soft bottom. The next time, he’d enter her from behind. He vowed he’d give her as many variations as he knew before he left her. Reyn was still bearing that banner for all male honor, not that he minded. At least, it was something he was considered an expert at.

“Feeling better?”

“Better than I have a right to,” she said softly. “Are you too hot? I’m burning up.”

Reyn shifted her slightly to the side. “We only live once, Maris. You have every right to feel as good as possible, every single day. Nights, too.” He nuzzled her throat.

“Then you are not a proponent of self-abnegation?”

“Self-abnewhatsis? It’s not in my dictionary.”

She sighed. “Sometimes I think it’s the only word in mine.”

“Then we must get some ink and blot it out. You can’t make other people happy without being happy first yourself.” He’d learned that the hard way. Once he’d started following his own drummer, things had fallen into place for him.

“How is it that you’re so wise?”

“I’m an old man. Twenty-nine today, may I remind you.”

“Happy birthday again. I should have told Cook to bake you a cake.”

“Why? So I could eat it all by myself?” Reyn told himself it was just as well that they not dine together. Their growing familiarity would arouse suspicion. And the more time they spent together, the harder it would be for him to leave.

“I-I’m sorry you feel isolated. But now that we know someone is working for David, we must be extra careful.”

He kissed her nose. There were a few freckles on it he’d not noticed before. “I’ll see what I can do to discover who that is.”

She rose up on an elbow, her doubt plain. “How will you go about it?”

“Don’t worry. I won’t say or do anything to tip my hand. Anyone new working here would be curious about the family, yes? I can ask a few questions.” He’d gotten fairly far with Aloysius last night, and there might be someone else loose-lipped on the staff.

Maris frowned. “I don’t know. It might be dangerous.”

“Have you no confidence in my ability to be an absentminded, yet nosy, professor?”

“David was right. You don’t look like a scholar.”

“Well, neither do you. You’re much too beautiful to be a bluestocking.”

“B-beautiful?”

“Come now, Countess. Don’t fish for more compliments. You are a stunner.”

She hit his chest. “You are teasing me!”

Reyn sat up. “I am not. When one looks at you—really looks at you—one cannot argue that you are not a very handsome woman.”

“Oh. Handsome is not beautiful.” She sounded a bit disappointed.

By God, she was fishing for compliments, and he could provide them all the rest of the afternoon if he wanted to break his own heart.

Her body was glorious. It was criminal that it had been so neglected. Her face—freckles and all—was lovely in animation, her hair entrancing when it was mussed. How sad she did not know her own worth.

Reyn kissed her, letting it speak much more clearly than his words ever could. She relaxed into his arms and kissed him right back. If they kept at it, he would have to have her again, and the hour was growing late. Breathless, he looked down at her flushed face. “Beautiful,” he whispered, and made himself get off the chaise and dress.