Ballers: His Game (Ballers Series Book 1)(54)

“I won’t stop loving you, Baby. I can’t live without you. Not again,” I breathe in her ear and she shivers once again.

I unclasp her bra and unhurriedly peel it and her dress down. Gently I tilt her body back and peel the dress from her body bringing her panties with it. I just stare at my woman lying before me naked, except for her heels, splayed wide open for me.

I trail my fingertips up her calves to her thighs. I squeeze her upper thigh and drag her body closer to mine. I capture her bottom lip and pull it between my teeth. Tam takes her time pushing my blazer from my shoulders. I have set the tone. We are going to take this nice and slow.

I push my tongue into her mouth for a devouring deep kiss. Meanwhile she works the buttons of my shirt before pushing it too from my shoulders. When I release her mouth to kiss her neck she buries her face in my neck and starts to suck at the sensitive flesh. I groan and rock my hips up, brushing her hot * with my jean covered erection.

“You turn me on so much, Baby,” I groan in her ear and she whimpers.

“Brad,” she gasps as I palm her breasts and roll her nipples between my fingertips.

“I’m so in love with you, Tam. Do you understand that,” I whisper in her ear then lick it before sucking on her lobe.

Tam reaches to free me from my jeans and I lift my hips to help as I toe off my boots. As my hands make a slow accession up her sides my lips caress her skin, making a trip to her breasts. I kiss each one before pulling her harden left nipple into my mouth. I know it is her more sensitive one.

To prove my point she trembles and cries out, arching her back into me. My cock twitches against her stomach and she takes it as an invitation. Tam reaches for me and lifts up to place me right at her entrance.

“I need you,” she whispers as she looks me in the eyes. Her big brown eyes speak to my soul. I need her too.

She slides down my shaft nice and slow. I slide my hands down her back and cup her ass. There is no rush, I intend to make love to her. This is the most tender I have ever been with Tam. We have done it slow, but this is different. My body is humming with my need for her in a soul deep way.

I move my hands once again up her back lifting her arms with me until they are above her head. I lock our fingers together and hold her gaze. Tears are spilling from both our eyes as I roll my hips up into her.

“I could never hurt you,” I say as we move to our own rhythm. “I love you so much.”

“I love you too,” she moans and her head falls back.

I bend my head, taking my time as I lick up the center of her chest. Her hands tighten in mine as her body quakes. I release her hands to drag my fingers down her arms, her sides and wrap them around her waist. Her body feels so good. I continue to slide in and out of her at our slow tempo. With each roll of my hip she is rocking back into me driving me closer to the edge. I can feel myself swelling inside her.

“Brad,” she cries out pulling my eyes from her breasts to her brown eyes that are looking back at me.

She starts to slow grind and I swear I’m not going to last much longer like this. I move my hand over her heart and hold it there. “This is where I want to be Tamara,” I say and pull her hand to my chest. “This is where you are.”

I lift my hand to swipe away more tears. I pull her face to mine and fuse our lips together. I feel the moment she explodes around me and I groan into her mouth. I am almost pulled over with her, but I grit and hold out.

“Darlin’, I’m about to come. You need to get up,” I grunt as I go to lift her from my shaft.

“No,” she whimpers pushing back onto me. I hiss and struggle to hold back.

“I’m not wearing a condom, Baby,” I say through tight lips.

“I know. I want you to come inside me,” she says looking me in my eyes.

My sex clouded brain takes a few seconds to realize what she is saying to me. But when it becomes clear what Tam is offering I don’t have it in me to hold back anymore. She grinds into me one last time and I come with a force I have never known before. All I can think about is my seed planting in her belly and me getting to be there this time to watch her grow with my baby.

“I love you,” I bellow out.

“I love you too,” she whimpers into my neck.

My mind is spinning as I come down and catch my breath. She could be pregnant right now. We could be having another baby. The thought has me rock hard all over again. I swiftly switch positions, lying Tam on her back and hovering over her. I hook her legs over my shoulders and drive into her.

This is not the slow rhythm from before. The caveman within that wants her pregnant with my baby takes over. I lounge at her * with a mission.

“Brad,” she cries out. “Oh God, what are you doing?”

“I want you pregnant Tam and I plan to make that happen tonight,” I growl as I piston into her tight, wet *. “Fuck you feel so good.”

She is so wet her tight channel is making it easy for my thick rod to slip in and out of her but not without holding me nice and tight at the same time. I grab the hair at her nape and tip her head back as I lean to suck on her sweat soaked neck. She is going to kill me for marking her but I need this right now.

I need to claim what’s mine in this moment. I will never willingly hurt Tam, nor am I willing to let her go. I have loved this woman for so long, even before I had her to call my own. There is no way I am f*cking this up. I’ll do whatever I have to, to show her what she means to me.