Unhinged(Necessary Evils #1)(38)

“Know what?” Noah whispered.

Adam’s hand closed around his throat, gripping just tight enough to pull a shuddery sob from him. “That you’re mine. Just mine. That you fucking belong to me.” Adam dropped the washcloth, encircling Noah’s cock with his soapy hand. “You like that, don’t you? Like being mine?”

Adam needed the words, too, needed Noah’s confession, but his only response was a stilted nod and a broken sob. The sound shot straight to Adam’s dick. He wanted to tease Noah, make it good for him, but he was two seconds away from just pushing him up against the shower wall and impaling him right there.

“You want me inside you?” Adam crooned as he licked the water from the shell of his ear. “You want me to fuck you? Fill you up? Make you take it? All of it? All of me?”

Noah’s hips flexed as he tried to work himself into Adam’s loosened fist, giving another little whine of frustration when Adam didn’t give him what he wanted. He tightened the hand at Noah’s throat until he could feel his pulse thrumming beneath his fingertips.

“I asked you a fucking question,” he growled into his ear, tone menacing.

Noah shivered against him. “Fuck. Yes. You know I want that, too. Stop teasing me and fuck me already.”

Adam blew out a breath at Noah’s panting words, fingers squeezing his throat just a tiny bit tighter. “I need to hear it. I need to hear you say it. Tell me.”

“I want you to fuck me. Fill me up,” Noah promised, still trying to work his way in and out of Adam’s clenched fist. “Make me beg.”

Adam’s teeth sank into Noah’s throat. “Is that what you want? To beg?”

Noah didn’t answer, just whimpered.

Adam couldn’t take it anymore, he dropped to his knees on the tile, biting Noah’s ass cheek hard enough to make him hiss in pain. Adam tongued over the imprints from his teeth. “Open your legs.”

He made a low rumbling noise in his chest when Noah did as he was told without hesitation. Adam skimmed his fingertips over his balls before trying to spread him open. Noah was too tense. Adam bit him once more, then soothed over the spot. “Open up for me, baby. I want to taste you.”

This time, when Adam touched him, he opened easily. Adam took advantage, burying his face in the heart of Noah, teasing his entrance, licking and sucking at it until Noah’s legs were shaking.

When Adam pressed his fingertip into Noah, he moaned. “Fuck.”

When Noah tried to push back, Adam pulled free, standing once more. Noah gave another frustrated sob, but Adam just wrenched the water off and pulled Noah out of the shower. He used a towel to roughly dry them both before he slapped Noah’s ass hard enough to leave his handprint on his skin. Noah moaned.

That was something Adam would definitely need to explore more later. “Bedroom. Now. And you better run because I plan to fuck you wherever I catch you.”

Noah grinned then took off running. Adam counted to five before taking off after him at a dead run, catching him just as he reached the bed and tackling him, pinning him to the mattress. He kept a hand on Noah’s chest while he reached for the lube still sitting on the bedside table. He spread Noah’s legs, sitting back on his heels to look at him before slicking up two fingers and pressing them to Noah’s hole.

He didn’t know what he wanted to see more—the way Noah’s body made room for him or Noah’s reaction to the invasion. Adam moved over him, weight braced on his palm just beside Noah’s head. He tried to turn away, to look at the wall, but Adam wasn’t having it. “Look at me.” Noah slowly dragged his gaze back to Adam’s, his expression so vulnerable it took Adam’s breath away. “You feel so good.”

Noah shivered, pushing himself down on Adam’s fingers, his hands fisting in the comforter beneath him. He couldn’t wait anymore. He needed to be inside him. He sat up, then froze. Noah frowned. “What’s wrong?”

“Condom?”

Noah’s tongue darted out to lick over his lower lip. “I’m negative. On PrEP. You?”

Adam nodded, voice strained as he said, “Same.”

“I don’t want anything between us,” Noah finally said.

“Thank fuck. Me neither.” He moved to the edge of the bed, slicking up his cock before crooking his finger. “Come here.”

Noah’s eyes widened as he realized what Adam wanted, but he didn’t protest, just stood and slid a leg over until they were face to face, gripping Adam’s cock and pressing it to his hole. Adam groaned as he was enveloped in the tight heat of Noah’s body.





Noah sucked in a sharp breath as Adam breached him, the thick head of his cock working past the first tight ring of muscle with a slow steady push that robbed him of thought. He squeezed his eyes shut, wincing at the flash of pain, waiting for his body to relax.

He tried to focus on anything but the burn. The feel of the wood floor beneath his feet, Adam’s hands squeezing his ass, the sound of his strained breaths as he forced himself to wait for Noah’s body to adjust.

When he opened his eyes again, Adam was staring at him with such intensity it robbed him of breath. Nobody had ever looked at Noah the way Adam did. It was too much. Noah kissed him, had to do something to distract himself before he did something stupid like blurt out, “I love you,” to a stranger.