The Rules of Dating My Best Friend's Sister(66)

“Oh, it got my attention alright. But go back to your masturbation story. I want to hear how you got off the first time to thoughts of me.”

“You’re lucky you redeemed yourself by remembering my bathing suit because I was considering not sharing my story when you couldn’t even remember Nancy McDonald.”

Holden kissed my forehead. “I only remember the important things.”

“So anyway, while you were busy kissing Nancy in the pool, I was watching from my bedroom window. Getting busy with myself, with my hand down my pants.”

“Whoa! Lala Ellison, you naughty girl. I didn’t know you were a voyeur. My sweet little brainiac is a little bit freaky, getting off on watching others. I like it.”

I laughed. “I spent most of the time pretending I was Nancy, so I think it was more about sparking my imagination and less about me getting hot and bothered watching the two of you together. So you might not want to get your hopes up. I’m pretty sure that’s the freakiest thing I’ve done in my life.”

“We can fix that, you know.”

I bit down on my bottom lip. “I know you’re teasing, but I wouldn’t mind exploring my sexuality a bit with you.”

“That can be arranged. What did you have in mind?”

“I don’t know. Nothing specific really. But I’m not too experienced, and obviously you are. I trust you, and I think it could be fun to try something different.”

“I’m game. But you should give me an idea about what would be new to you.”

“Everything would be new to me, Holden. I haven’t done anything daring.”

“Ever been tied up?”

I shook my head. “Nope.”

“Sex in a car?”

“Nope.”

“Sex in public?”

“Definitely not.”

“Sixty-nine?”

I shook my head.

“Anal?”

“Never.”

My cell phone alarm interrupted with a loud buzzing. I reached over to the end table and turned it off, looking at the time. “I can’t believe it’s six thirty already. I need to get to work.” I leaned up and brushed my lips over Holden’s. “I gotta go next door and shower.”

“You can’t leave me now.” He took my hand and slid it between his legs. “Look what you did…”

“I didn’t even touch you. I think you’re just perpetually hard.”

“You didn’t have to touch me. You just told me I’m going to be the first one to do sixty-nine with you and anal. Of course I’m hard.”

I laughed. “I never said you were going to be the first to do either of those things. I said I’d never done them.”

He pulled me to him and flipped us, so I was suddenly on my back, and he hovered over me. “Oh, I’m going to be your first for lots of things, sweetheart.”

“We’ll have to discuss this later, because I really need to get to work.”

“What about my erection?”

I pressed my lips to his and smiled. “You’ll just have to do what I did when you were busy kissing Nancy McDonald.”

Holden pouted. “How about I shower with you?”

I wiggled out from beneath him and got out of the bed. “That will definitely make me late.”

“Can I see you later then? After work? We can order in and eat naked.”

I smiled and leaned down for a kiss. “Okay.”

Holden watched as I collected my clothes off the floor and got dressed. When I got to the door, he stopped me. “Lala?”

“Yeah?”

He folded his hands behind his head. “Since you’re running out on me before finishing our conversation, you need to bring a sex to-do list when you come tonight.”

“A sex to-do list?”

“That’s right. I want a list of everything you’ve ever fantasized about.”

***

I couldn’t believe I was doing this. I’d cheated and Googled sex bucket list to give me some ideas. Then I’d gone through one by one and written down the things I thought might have potential.

Looking at the last entry on my list, I scribbled out sex in public and chewed on the top of my pen. Could I have sex in public?

Too many people have cameras.

Is it even safe to do?

I doubt it.

But damn…I had to admit the thought of doing it in public with Holden was pretty enticing. Then again, the thought of doing it anywhere with Holden made me feel tingly all over. So I put it back on the list, but added a big question mark after it.

What about a threesome?

With another girl?

Definitely not. I couldn’t share Holden.

How about another guy?

What did I need that for? Holden was more than enough.

Sex toys with a partner?

Sure. Why not? I had a few of my own toys, but it wasn’t something Warren and I had ever explored together. I bet it would be hot if Holden used one on me.

Mutual masturbation?

That one was definitely going on my list. Just envisioning Holden stroking himself while I watched made it difficult to sit still in my seat.

Being dominated by your partner?

I think I might be able to get into that, too.

I’d already discovered Holden had a naturally commanding way about him when it came to sex, which I loved. And because I already trusted him, the thought of submitting wasn’t scary. It turned me on a little. But I did have a lot of work to do today, and making this list had me unable to think straight. So before I forced myself to focus on my job, I texted the man responsible for my distraction.