My Darling Husband(65)
And I already know that she’s not.
“Stop,” I say when she reaches the stairs, then peer around the corner. I catch the tail end of a car whizzing by, but otherwise the street is empty. I jog across the living room floor.
Upstairs in the playroom, I flip off the TV, dumping the remote in a bowl on the table. “Back on the chair, missy.”
Four attached recliners in a curved row, covered in a buttery brown leather I mangled when I ripped the tape off Baxter. Beatrix’s getup is still intact, long lengths of tape a little looser in the middle, where she somehow managed to wriggle out.
This time, they’re going tighter. This time, I’ll make sure she’s good and anchored down.
Beatrix doesn’t move.
“Didn’t you hear me? I said, back on a chair.”
She sinks into the one behind her, one of the middle ones.
“Not that one.” I gesture with the Beretta to the opposite end of the couch. “I want you down there on the other end. As far away as possible from the door.”
She looks to her mother for confirmation, for help.
“But why?” Jade’s gaze flits between me and her daughter. “This is the one she usually sits in. What does it matter?”
“It matters because I said so. Now move.”
Still Beatrix doesn’t budge. And Jade just stands there clutching her daughter’s hand, watching me with bloodshot eyes above a shattered cheekbone. “Why are you doing this?”
“You know why. You’re the one who gave Cam his marching orders, remember? Though I will say, it’s taking him longer than I expected. If he doesn’t get that money over here in, oh—” I glance at my wrist, where an ancient Timex ticks away the seconds under two layers of black fabric “—exactly thirty-seven minutes, none of you are going to like what happens next.”
She blanches, brown hair floating around her face, and even with that cheek, she really is beautiful. And that stunt with the screwdriver downstairs, the way she’s constantly throwing herself in front of her kids. She’s a real daredevil, this one. I can see why Cam chose her.
I imagine him racing around town in that stupid truck of his, those ridiculous rims spinning on jacked-up, oversize tires. I hope he’s losing his mind with worry and desperation. I hope each second that ticks by pierces him like a bullet in the gut, that he’s realizing, this very second, the hopelessness of his mission. I wish I could be there for when the realization hits him—he can’t save the people he loves most in this world—when the guilt and desperation and helplessness sit on his chest with the weight of an elephant. I sure would enjoy seeing that.
“What I mean is, why us? Out of all the houses on the street, why ours? And why do you need such a specific amount? Why by seven? I don’t understand.”
Finally. Three hours into this train wreck, and Jade is finally asking all the right questions. I wonder what took her so long. Did she just now work up the gumption? Did she finally piece together that nothing about today is random? I’m guessing a lot came from the clues she overheard in the kitchen, but still. I was expecting these questions hours ago.
“What do you think?”
“I don’t know. That’s why I’m asking.”
“But you must have some kind of theory, or maybe a couple, and I want to know what they are. Why do you think I chose this happy little home? What do you think is happening here?”
“I think you’re a parent.” She looks as surprised as I am that she said those words out loud, then her expression doubles down. “Or maybe not a parent, but I think there’s someone who relies on you to care for them, someone you love very much.”
“Because of the phone call?”
Jade nods.
I think back through the conversation downstairs, but I was careful to be vague. I didn’t say a word that could lead back to Gigi. I’m positive I didn’t mention her by name.
“I didn’t say anything about a kid.”
“No, but you called somebody pumpkin, and you seemed...”
“What?”
She shrugs. “Worried.”
I shake my head. “Stop trying to change the subject. This has nothing to do with me, and everything to do with Cam.”
With him having to live out the rest of his miserable days with what he’s done. With knowing that whatever happens today, however this ends, it’s all his fault. With knowing he was helpless to prevent tragedy.
“What, did he fire you once upon a time? Did he run you out of business? Is this about revenge?”
“This isn’t about revenge,” I say, though that’s not totally true. It’s in part about revenge, but mostly it’s about getting what I deserve. The money Cam cheated me out of two years ago plus interest, the resulting hole in my income that meant I lost my home and my savings and health care, all the medical treatments that I couldn’t pay as a result. For the way Gigi got weaker, scrawnier, sicker. Just thinking about it burns like the skin on my back, where Jade split me open like a hog. “This is about justice. About me getting what I deserve. What I am owed.”
“Owed to you by Cam.”
By Cam, by God, by the universe. Take your pick. Nothing about these past two years has felt fair. I’m not leaving here today without taking back what’s rightfully mine.