My Darling Husband(62)

I wince in frustration, and my cheek throbs in response. It aches like there’s a knife stuck through it. Every movement is agony.

“Yes, I’m sure. The alarm is armed, and we checked all the doors. Every window but the upstairs ones have sensors. She could have gotten out there maybe, but she’d break her neck trying.”

If I didn’t know before, I’m certain now. Whoever is on the other end of that phone call knows why this man is here. They know about the ransom plot. They are a coconspirator. I make a mental note, add it to my growing list of clues, along with the one I just saw—that almost-swipe through his hair just now? It means he has some.

“Jade.”

I look up, but I take my time.

“Does Beatrix know how to work the panic button?”

It’s a possibility I haven’t thought of, mostly because I’ve never once explained to her the workings of the alarm. For Beatrix, the alarm has always been an annoyance, one last delay before getting in or out the door. Even if she knew where the panic buttons were, she probably wouldn’t have known to hold it in for three full seconds.

I shake my head. “I don’t think so.”

“You don’t think so. What does that mean? Yes or no?”

“It means no.”

“You’re sure.” Not phrased as a question.

And even though I’m not sure—Beatrix is a smart kid, and she hears a lot more than Cam and I give her credit for—I nod. “Yes, I’m sure.”

He speaks into the phone. “I’ve jammed it, but monitor the scanners just in case. The second somebody’s headed this way, I need to know about it.”

He’s jammed our alarm—is that even possible?

He leans a hip against the counter and fingers his gun, watching me across the kitchen island.

“Keep me posted, will you? I want an update every fifteen minutes or so. I agree it’s worrisome, but she’s done this before, remember? Just hang in there a little longer. We can’t pull the plug on this thing, not even as a last resort. This is our last resort, remember?”

I stare at the counter, processing everything I just heard. So far he hasn’t said the first word about money—unless that was what he meant with the numbers he mentioned. Maybe post payment, he will take the cash and return to his lists and levels and whatever else this one-sided conversation has been about and disappear from our lives forever. I imagine Beatrix crawling out of her hiding place and rushing into my arms, the two of us racing across the street for Baxter. The police wrapping us in silver foil blankets and peppering me with questions while I hug my children and cry joyful, relieved tears. Maybe this day can have a happy ending.

“I know, which is why I’ve got to find this kid and get everybody back upstairs, pronto. Text me in fifteen, okay? And hang in there. In another hour this will all be over.”

At his words, the hairs on the back of my neck prickle with awareness. It’s that feeling you get right before the phone rings with bad news, that out-of-the-blue premonition two seconds before your tires hit the patch of black ice. I look up and his gaze meets mine, and that’s when I know. Every last bit of hope I allowed myself to feel drains away like muddy rainwater.

What he means is, this will all be over for us.



J A D E


6:17 p.m.


He slides his cell into the cargo pocket of his pants, his voice jolting me back into the moment. “All right, Jade. No more fooling around. Where’s the kid?”

Curled into a ball in some cabinet, wedged between the boxes downstairs, pressed flat between a piece of furniture and a wall. Or maybe sitting on a chair at a neighbor’s house, a cup of something hot and sweet in her hands and a blanket draped over her shoulders, recounting her harrowing tale to the police so a sniper can train their gun through a window and shoot this masked-man in his face. Yes, let’s pray it’s the last one.

He drops his head back and howls at the ceiling: “Beatriiiiiiiix.” All hard consonants and dragged-out vowels, fueled by fury. If Cam or I called for Beatrix that way, she’d pee her pants.

I stare with wide eyes at the man, the way his fingers are creeping across the marble toward the gun. Tension buzzes in the air like static, and I hold my breath, but I don’t dare look away.

I listen for movement, the patter of footsteps or the creak of a door, but there’s nothing. No sounds, other than cool air blowing through the vents.

“Where is she?”

I drop the towel filled with ice in the sink. Screw this guy. Screw his apology ice pack.

“I don’t know.”

“Jade. I am not joking here. We’re running out of time.” He slides the gun from the counter, one smooth move from the marble to his glove to my face. There’s a good ten feet between the bullet and my skull and the space is dwindling.

Time for what?

I stare down the muzzle of the gun, and my chest swells and stills.

He aims at a spot directly between my eyes. “Let’s try this again. Where. Is. Beatrix?”

I hold up both hands—a sign of defeat, a useless shield—and squeeze my eyes tight. “I don’t know. I swear I don’t. Please don’t shoot.”

Something cool presses against my forehead, the hard metal pressing into my skin.

“Beatrix!” His shout is a loud roar.