Hostile(60)

Her eyes light up again. “He told me you like to volunteer there. That’s wonderful.”

“What about your cabin?” Bree asks.

I turn to her. “What about it?”

She snorts and takes a quick drink. “If I had a cabin at the lake, that’s where my entire summer would be spent.”

I shift uncomfortably in my seat because that was my plan before Rhett. To spend the last few months before college at my cabin. But I couldn’t leave him, knowing he has to stay here and work.

I play it off though. “Maybe at the end of the summer, I will.”

I see a small smile play on Rhett’s plump lips like he’s waiting for the invitation. One I will definitely be extending to him later.

After dinner, I thank them, and Blair hugs the life out of Rhett and me yet again before we drive back to his place. We immediately make our way to his bed, our mouths fused together, pulling apart only to rip our clothes off.

“Your family really is great.”

“Yeah. Maybe we can talk about them later when my hand isn’t wrapped around your cock,” he says and strokes my naked dick with his hand, making me groan and completely forget about what I was talking about.

“Yeah. Okay, yeah,” I say and kiss his mouth, sucking on his tongue as I thrust into his hand.

He grabs the lube and a condom quickly from his drawer, something we’ve done many times now. It all seems so effortless. Switching it up, depending on our moods. But tonight, it’s clear he wants to fuck, and I want to be fucked.

We don’t even have to talk about it. He preps me, and before I know it, his slick cock is inside me, both of us soaring toward bliss. “I want you to come with me to the cabin,” I say in a gasp when he hits that sweet spot inside of me.

“You’re still talking.” I’m on all fours as he slams into me from behind, and I grin when he pulls me up, his hand stroking my dick. “I must be doing something wrong.” He thrusts deeper into me, and my cock dribbles out precum onto his hand as I pant and shake my head.

“No. Not wrong. So, so right. Please.”

“So why are you still talking?”

My mind is mush at this point, and I don’t even know what he’s talking about. “No talking. None. Just fuck me.”

I can feel his smug grin against my shoulder as he slams into me, working my cock in his hand over and over until stars burst behind my eyes. I thrust back into him, squeezing him with my ass and letting go. Cum spurts from my cock as I cry out in relief and pleasure when I feel his dick jerk in my ass, his voice straining as he says my name.

We fall onto the bed, both breathless and happy, his hand falling over my heart.

“Yeah. I’ll ask Kole for a week off at the end of summer.”

I smile at that until that feeling comes back, the impending doom.

The end of summer.





THIRTY-NINE





How the hell are we at the end of summer already? It doesn’t make sense. I’m happy to be here at Grayson’s cabin, but my stomach literally hurts when I think about it being the last damn week with him.

We spent the summer fucking and me working at Hostile Ink. We volunteered at the mission. And now it’s almost over. This is it.

Hell, we even had dinner with my family once a week. It’s been the greatest fucking summer of my life, and now it’s coming to a close.

Even though I’m lying in bed with a naked Grayson, I can’t fight the melancholy of my heart. “Tell me what you’re thinking.” He drags a finger down the side of my jaw and rolls to his side.

“Nothing.”

“Liar,” he says quickly.

I sigh heavily because I shouldn’t be thinking about anything other than the fact we’re lying here naked and looking out at a pretty fantastic view of the lake. “I can’t ask you to stay.”

If he’s surprised, he doesn’t show it. I roll to my side, looking directly at him. “I know.” He abuses his bottom lip, gnawing on it deep in thought. “I mean . . . you could.”

I shake my head quickly, covering his heart with my palm. “I can’t. If you don’t go to the school he wants, you have no chance of getting your grandfather’s company, do you?”

His face drops, taking my heart with it. “No. I don’t think so.”

I can’t ask him to do that, no matter how badly I want to. “And especially if it’s to stay here with some guy.”

His fingers slide through my hair, and he leans in, his nose brushing against mine. “You aren’t just some guy, and you know it.”

I do. I can feel the shift—whatever it was—we aren’t just “friends who fuck” or kiss or anything. We’re much more than this, and I’m back to drowning again. Wallowing in hatred of the world because why can’t one goddamn thing just be easy?

“I guess I can’t ask you to come with me either, right?” I can hear the sadness in his question.

“Right.” My eyes flutter closed as his forehead rests against mine. “I may not know my exact identity, but I know whoever I’m with, I want it to be out loud.”

He doesn’t say anything for a while, and we just lie there, our foreheads touching, my hand over his warm chest, feeling his beating heart with his hand covering my hair. “You deserve that.”