Hostile(58)

I blink in surprise. “You understand that?”

He almost laughs at that, his eyes sparkling with it. “Yeah. I do. When you grow up like we did, you plan and plot to get the fuck out of it. You already had plans before Blair and I adopted you, and it’s hard to break out of that.”

I nod because he does get it. “And for the record, I wasn’t handing you shit. You earned it, and you’d have kept earning it. But if you want to work at Kole’s shop, you should. Just know you have a home here too.”

I feel better but also somehow worse because he’s good. Blair’s good. Bree’s good. Fletch is good, and I don’t understand how I ended up with them. I still don’t feel worthy.

As if reading my mind, Rhys releases me, but his eyes don’t. “And you have a home with your family, no matter where you move. Blair is crazy, and she will find you.”

I laugh at that, grateful for the break in the tension. “Oh, I know.”

He grins and then nods his head behind me. “Kole’s shop is close to here, right?”

I nod. “Yeah, it’s like three blocks.”

“You wanna show me? I haven’t been there for a while. I should probably check in with Kole.”

“Yeah. Okay. What about your client?”

He pulls his phone out of his pocket and looks at it. “Should have plenty of time.”

“Okay. Let’s go then.”

“What’s the name of his place again?” Rhys asks.

“Hostile Ink,” I say with a grin, expecting a joke about how fitting it is that I’m going to be working there.

He only scoffs with a grin and head shake. “Stupid fucking name,” he teases, and I laugh.

We start walking toward Kole’s, and I still can’t believe how damn lucky I am. I guess just like Rhys, I’m working on some things still.

It all seems way too good to be true. Like it all has to go wrong sooner or later, and I’m just waiting for it to knock me down.

But I guess that particular punch is probably coming at the end of the summer. And it’s even worse because I know it’s coming, and I have no idea how to stop it.





THIRTY-EIGHT





“There’s no way you made this.” Laney giggles and nods her head exuberantly.

“I did, Grayson.”

I chew the peanut butter cookie in my mouth and make over-the-top moaning sounds, shaking my head. “No. Way. You’re lying. I know it.”

She giggles and shakes her head again. “No. I really did. My foster mom helped a little, but I made them.”

I pretend to study her in disbelief and then grin. “You did a damn good job.”

She brightens up, her big eyes full of light and a far cry from the way she looked when I first met her. It’s clear this foster family is working out. Thank god. “Thanks.”

“Someone has googly eyes,” Max says, and I think he’s talking about Laney at first, but when I turn to look at him, he’s aiming his teasing at Rhett, who’s stone-faced now.

“Do not.”

“Do too,” Max zings back, and I laugh.

“Aw, do you kind of like me now, Rhett?” I tease as he looks down at the sketch in front of him and not at any of us.

“I think so,” Max says happily, and Ian joins in too. We have a good time giving Rhett shit until the kids have to go home, and Rhett and I walk out to my car.

I don’t have to fight him on riding with me anymore. I just pick his ass up at his place or work, and we head here without fail every Tuesday and Thursday. Despite it being summer, the program is still running like clockwork.

The familiar sickening feeling fills my chest as I climb into my car, knowing that I’ll have to give them up soon too.

I don’t know how to do that either. Those kids have become a big part of my life.

“What’s wrong?” Rhett’s deep timbre pulls me out of my funk almost immediately because he’s here. At least for right now, he’s here.

“Nothing. Your place?” He squirms in his seat a little, and I notice he’s nervous about something. “What?”

“I was, um, thinking maybe you could drive us to Blair and Rhys’s place. I know for a fact, they’ll be having dinner in about an hour.”

“Oh yeah? And how’s that?”

He shrugs and still looks a little nervous. “Blair read a long time ago how important it is for kids to have structure. So, she made sure we ate dinner at the same time every night.”

I smile. “She sounds great.”

“She is. You wanna meet her?”

My heart is racing yet again, something that always seems to happen around Rhett. I should probably have that checked out. But meeting the parents? That’s a big step. “Yeah. Okay.”

He nods, finally seeming to calm a little and gives me the address. “I told Rhys about Hostile,” he says when we’re on our way.

“Yeah? How did he take it?”

“Really well. Way too fucking well.” His grin is wide now as he slides a hand through his hair and relaxes into his seat. “I think he was relieved he didn’t have to put up with me,” he says jokingly, and I have no doubt Rhys wanted him around. But I also had a feeling it would all be okay.