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I pulled my attention back to his face, cursing myself silently for be-coming so distracted. “I was looking for a seashell. For Oliver. But I am glad to find you here. I was hoping to speak to you. Alone.”

His brow furrowed. “Why?”

“I need you.”

The words struck me as sounding much too forward and leaving too much open to interpretation. I saw that Henry thought the same thing by the way his head reared back.

I hurried to fill in the space I had opened. “I need your help, rather.”

He folded his arms across his chest, but that made things worse for me, watching how the muscles in his arms bulged. I really needed to stop thinking about his muscles.

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“Does anyone know you’re out here?” he asked.

I shook my head. “I sneaked out.” I expected him to smile. But he didn’t. If anything, he looked more severe than before.

He shook his head, blew out an exasperated breath. He raked a hand through his wet hair, releasing drops of water. I expected a lecture about my habit of sneaking out, but it didn’t come. Instead he said, “And what about Mr. Brandon?”

I looked at him, puzzled. I could not understand this severity, this sternness about him. No, it was more than sternness. It was anger.

“What about him?”

“What does he know?”

I was more confused than before and shook my head. “I don’t know what you mean.”

He stepped closer—so close I could smell the salt of the ocean on him. My heart quickened. The moonlight was doing all sorts of favors for Henry, casting him midnight and silver and dark and strong.

“Have you told him what you’ve told me a hundred times?” His voice was low, a thread of something running through it—anger? Or some other emotion? “Have you told him that you have no intention of mar-rying? Ever?”

I blinked in surprise, struggled for words, and found myself completely dumbstruck. Some strong emotion was coming off Henry in waves, and I felt struck by the impact. I stepped back from him.

“I don’t think that’s something I need to tell him.” In fact, the very thought of it struck me as completely presumptuous.

“Why not?”

I lifted my hands, at a loss. “I have done nothing to encourage his affection.”

His jaw clenched, and he shook his head, a look of reprimand in his dark eyes. “A man does not need encouragement to lose his heart.”

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J u l i a n n e D o n a l D s o n wrong. “I did not come out here to talk about Mr. Brandon. Let us agree to disagree on that subject, shall we?”

He pressed his lips together and looked away.

I tried to smile, tried to lighten the mood. “So . . . you like to swim in the ocean. At night. By yourself.” I frowned as I looked at the waves behind him. “It seems quite dangerous. Is this a regular habit of yours when you’re here?”

A half-smile lifted one side of his mouth. “Not exactly.” He took the shirt he held, shook it out, and pulled it over his head. I did not stare at the way his muscles bunched as he did so. At least, I tried very hard not to.

“So why tonight?”

Another half-smile. “I felt the need to do something daring. That is all.”

There was something between us. Secrets that we were keeping from each other. I was just as guilty of it as Henry was, and so I had nothing to say in response to his cryptic answer. But I wondered if my idea was feasible at all, considering this new strain between us.

“So, Miss Kate. What did you need from me?” His tone was lighter, more playful. His anger seemed gone—or at least hidden—and my friend Henry was back.

Hope seized me, and quickly, before I could lose my courage, I said, “I need you to propose to me.”

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Henry looked stunned. He stared at me, completely still, and I felt like the biggest dolt alive.

“That didn’t sound right,” I hurried to say, my face hot with embarrassment. “I made a bargain with Mama before I left. She said that if I receive and reject three proposals, she will give up hope of ever marrying me off and allow me to go to India. I don’t need you to tell me how mad this scheme was, but I was desperate when I agreed to it. I don’t know what I was thinking.” I drew in a shaky breath. “But Sylvia told me last night—she told me how stupid I was to think that three men here would propose to me.”

Something like anger flashed across Henry’s face, and he opened his mouth to speak, but I held up a hand, stopping him. “Let me finish. Last night you told me that there had to be more than one option. And then this morning I found my other option! I remembered that Mama and I had agreed to three proposals rather than three gentlemen, and you told me that if I ever needed saving, that you would . . .” I swallowed and said softly, “that you would save me.”

Henry’s expression erased my newfound hope. It was stern and bleak, and there was that anger again. “You want me to propose. Three times.”

I nodded.

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J u l i a n n e D o n a l D s o n “You do understand the position I am in, do you not? I am here to court Miss St. Claire. To propose to her. I cannot appear to be courting you as well.”