Savage Love (Back Down Devil MC #7)(31)

“He’s definitely cute,” Mia said.

“Thank you both,” Ella said. “He’s special.”

Emily kept talking to Beck, making noises with him, making him giggle and yell. Then Beck leaned forward, clawing at Emily’s cheeks.

“He wants a kiss,” Emily said with a big smile.

Beck moved down, his mouth hitting Emily’s chin. He then let out a whine and Ella stood up. Before Ella could say a word, Beck’s right hand grabbed at Emily’s breast. His mouth opened and he made noises, trying to get to Emily’s chest.

“I think he’s hungry,” Ella said. “Sorry.”

Emily laughed. “Not the first guy to grab my chest at a bar. I won’t tell Gaige though.”

“I bet he could kick Gaige’s butt,” Mia said with a grin.

“I’ll take him somewhere and feed him,” Ella said.

Emily lifted Beck to Ella. “Sorry, Beck. Nothing coming out of my mine.”

Ella laughed at that. She took Beck and turned him around. “Let’s get you some breakfast.”

“Mind if we tag along?” Emily asked. “If you need any help…”

“Oh, I’m fine. But, yeah, sure, you can come with me. I’m just going to Miller’s room I guess. I’m not going to whip my boob out here in the middle of the bar.”

They then all walked back to Miller’s room. Ella secretly hoped Miller would be there waiting for her. He’d then order Emily and Mia away. Then they could be alone and talk. There was so much lingering from last night and it went far beyond the hot sex.

When they got to Miller’s room, it was exactly how Ella had left it, the cot outside the door and everything. Inside, Emily and Mia kept their distance as Ella sat on the edge of the bed and set herself up to feed Beck. To her it was all routine. But when she caught Emily and Mia staring with wide eyes, she remembered that not everyone experienced this.

Beck quickly became comfortable and he ate.

“You look like you want to ask me a hundred questions,” Ella said.

“I don’t know,” Mia said. “I’m amazed.”

“Does it hurt?” Emily asked.

“It does a little now that he’s teething,” Ella said.

“How long do you do it for?” Mia asked.

“Until he’s full.”

“I meant… his age…”

“Oh,” Ella said. “I don’t know. I think I have bigger problems right now.”

“Yeah, true,” Mia said.

“Can I help with anything?” Emily asked. “I feel like a creep standing here, looking.”

“It’s okay,” Ella said with a smile. “I’m used to being alone so much this is a nice change.”

“I don’t think anyone is ever alone around here,” Mia said. “The guys love their women and aren’t afraid to take hold. Trust me.”

Love their women.

“Well, with me and Miller, it’s different. There’s a past there.”

“Hey, Nate caught me following him,” Mia said. “I was held captive in a room. Nate was my guard. And we ended up…”

“My best friend was killed the night I met Gaige,” Emily said. “There is some crazy stuff that goes on around here all the time.”

Beck made a noise and Ella welcomed the distraction. She didn’t need to walk down memory lane with these women. Because she didn’t feel like talking about herself and Miller.

After burping the baby, Ella offered Beck some more milk and he was more than happy to indulge.

“Hungry this morning,” Ella said, staring down at Beck.

She smiled, forgetting for a few seconds that she wasn’t alone in the room. Reality was a cruel friend to have sometimes, especially right then when Ella reminded herself of the hell she had stepped into.

Beck continued to feed and Ella looked at Emily and Mia, wanting to say something to them. Before she could muster up something to say, the door exploded open.

“Miller, brother…”

It was Blaine.

He stood with the door opened and made the connection of what was happening.

To Ella, any half decent human would apologize and shut the door. Any * would at least look away or shield their face. But this was Blaine. And while Ella didn’t know much about him, she sat there, a baby to her breast, and watched as Blaine stared and then a few seconds later licked his lips.

“Do you mind?” Ella finally asked.

“Jesus Christ, not at all,” Blaine said. “Am I next?”

“Are you kidding me?” Emily yelled. She rushed to the bed and grabbed a blanket.

Ella turned and Emily put the blanket to her shoulders, shielding Ella.

“Whoa, whoa, I’m sorry,” Blaine said. “I just… I mean… damn… tits… milk…”

“Blaine!” Mia said. “She’s feeding her baby.”

“And feeding my freaking mind,” Blaine said. “I’m looking for…”

“What in the hell is this?” a voice boomed.

Ella looked back and saw Miller put a hand to Blaine’s shoulder.

“I was looking for you,” Blaine said. “But I walked in and your girl’s got her tit…”