Hope's Chance(35)

I was sure I knew what was about to happen, but instead he kissed my shaved skin right above that tender spot between my legs and used his tongue to lick up my abdomen until he reached the skin in the center of my breasts.

Chances lips finally made their way back to my face. I kissed him eagerly; stroking my tongue against his is a ravishing manner. His hand found one of my breasts and he massaged it as he continued to kiss me. I ran one of my legs over his ass, and finally wrapped them around his back, causing him to be positioned over top of me.

Chance pulled away from our kiss and looked me right in the eye. I noticed immediately that they were filled with tears. I reached up for his face wondering what could be wrong, but he just froze.



Chance



In all of my efforts to make Hopes request a reality, I had lost myself. Each touch, every kiss led to my heart breaking more and more. I couldn’t do this to her. She needed to know.

“Chance what’s wrong?” She asked.

“Hope, I don’t think I can do this.” I confessed.

Her eyes filled with tears. “Why? What did I do? Please just one more time Chance. Please don’t stop being with me tonight. I can’t ….”

I put my finger over her lip. “Shhh. I can’t just be with you tonight Hope. I don’t want to stop being with you at all. You are worth the risk. I don’t care if we have to sneak around for five months. I will do anything it takes; just tell me you feel the same. Tell me I am not imagining this thing between us is so much more than either of us has ever experienced?”

Hope began to sob. I pulled her into my arms and rolled us over so that she was now on top of me. I kissed the top of her head. “Hope are you okay?”

“You aren’t imagining it Chance. I feel it too.” She announced as the tears fell down her cheeks.

I took her face into my hands and used my thumbs to wipe away tears on each cheek. “We will figure this out baby, I promise.” I looked her directly in the eyes when I said it.

Hope pressed her lips against mine and started to run her hands down my stomach. I grabbed both of her hands and flipped her on her back. I set both of her hands above her head and held them there with one of my hands while the other one traced a nipple. Her eyes watched as I slowly took it into my mouth and drug my teeth against it. She licked her lips and let out a gasp. I slide my hands down between her legs and knew instantly how ready she was for me. I wanted to taste her, but she had other plans. “Please Chance; I just want you inside of me.”

I positioned myself on top of her and slid right inside. She arched her back and I made slow thrusts deep into her. Her legs locked with mine and her body rocked in sync with me. She was so wet for me and I couldn’t stop myself from being completely turned on from it.

“Does it feel good baby?” I said with my lips against hers.

“Don’t stop.” She answered.

I felt her nails digging at my back and I began to explode from the rush of excitement it gave me. Hope’s insides started to tighten around me and I knew it was happening for her as well. I continued moving, not wanting her to miss out on her own release. When she finally collapsed, I fell on top of her, trying to catch my breath.

I kissed her forehead and buried my face into her neck.

We eventually switched positions so that her weight was on me. As she drifted to sleep I tickled her back with my fingers, every once in a while kissing her head.

Hope’s breathing became slower and when I was sure she was asleep, I finally let my eyes close. I wished that we could have stayed awake all night, but we both were exhausted. I found myself wondering if my lovemaking was good enough for her. I had never been asked to do that, and everything I had done just now was out of raw emotion.

Before I finally let myself fall into sleep, I kissed her one more time. “I love you,” I confessed, knowing she didn’t hear me.

It was the first time I had ever said those words and really meant them. I thought I had meant them in the past, but after feeling what Hope did to me, I knew it had been something else all together.

I didn’t know how we were going to make it work. Hell, I didn’t even know if it was possible. I just knew that I couldn’t be away from her. Even if we had to meet away from the house once a week, I would do it.

I wanted her to know how I felt, and I finally decided that I would tell her tomorrow and confess how I had fallen in love with her. If she still accepted me and wanted me after she knew my past, then I would tell her my true feelings.

I was so nervous, even afraid that she would be sickened by me or leave me like everyone else had. I didn’t want that to happen. God, I didn’t know what I would do if she looked at me the way all of my ex-friends had. She had to be told though. She had to understand why her father didn’t want us together. She needed to hear the truth from me, not my sister or even her father.

I felt a tear falling down my cheek. I prayed this wasn’t going to be the last time I got to hold her in my arms. Losing her would be the final nail in my casket. I just knew it.

I squeezed her tighter against me and finally let myself sleep, knowing for right now she was right where she wanted to be.





Chapter 20


Hope



Chance woke me up with gentle kisses all over my face. I opened my eyes to his smiling face, but immediately started to panic about my father coming home and catching us.