Four Roads Cross (Craft Sequence #5)(61)
He reread the scroll, examined it front and back. “Okay.”
“Any questions?”
“Do whatever you want, and justify it later if you don’t like the consequences. Sounds like your kind of plan.”
“That was beneath you,” she said. Dream’s gangplank was down. She climbed first, and he followed her. The cry came: “Captain on deck!” The skeleton who’d given it saluted them with a clatter of finger bone against skull.
Raz returned the salute. “Come on. Let’s finish this.”
*
Abelard joined vigil early. Outside the sanctum window, the blued sky deepened to black. Around him, the Sanctum of Kos Everburning beat like a heart. Hydraulic fluid pulsed through pumps. Steam sang down pipes. He lit incense in the Everburning Flame and knelt before the chromed altar with hands outstretched. Firelight glazed the faces of long-dead saints, women and men of faith who’d raised Alt Coulumb from river mouth port to metropolis, who’d shed their blood for God, who’d let the Lord’s heat work through them. As a novice, he dreamed of following their path.
Some felt he had.
He had been convenient to God back then, that was all.
But he could earn his place.
His voice framed the prayer. He’d knelt here so often the words seemed to speak themselves. These days he struggled to keep his heart in the ceremony, to feel the ritual as praise rather than a series of rehearsed steps.
Tonight the words formed as they should: Glory to You, Everburning, Ever-transforming—and within them he framed his appeal.
We need to talk.
The world around him took fire, and he was lifted.
His body knelt. His voice prayed. It was his context that changed. A cold rush climbed his spine, spread through his limbs, and he stood astride the city. But when he looked down on Alt Coulumb’s teeming streets and sidewalks and the wharfs that pulsed with broad-backed men and women strong as sprung steel, he saw them as if he was them, as if he moved through and within them, as if his thoughts were pieces of theirs—
f*ck they want to buy at that price for I don’t even
gotta hold the knife like this so you won’t cut
even know where was he last night and he comes
home all
consider the alternatives
I don’t mind if you just want to screw
fillet of whitefish six thaums a pound
God-damn Blacksuits make it so
a man can’t live
Gods, or at least the few with which Abelard was on speaking terms, could use human speech, as a person who lacked sign language could point to a flower or a passing cloud. The bigger the god, the harder that became. Rather than reducing themselves to human syntax, larger deities preferred to elevate humans to theirs. That approach had drawbacks, though. Human beings were good at comprehending things that looked, thought, and spoke at roughly human size, speed, and complexity. A modern god in a modern city, networked through faith and bond to pantheons and Deathless Kings around the planet, was larger, faster, and more complex than monkey-derived man. Divine communions sometimes made as little sense as Cathbart’s sermons might to an ape. Some saints went mad from the experience.
Not that Abelard could have expressed such thoughts in that moment, borne on the tide of God, burning in the flame at the heart of His city. Kos Everburning, Lord of Flame, gave His servant knowledge of Himself. Tears streamed down Abelard’s face.
Through the awe and wonder, though, he thought: you won’t get off the hook that easily.
The city web wriggled and drew back, cold, nonchalant. God had no idea what he could possibly mean.
I’m here to talk about Seril. You know what’s happening. Everything Tara’s said in council. There’s no use playing dumb.
(Lord Kos was great and benevolent and wise. Why feign politeness, as if such an Interlocutor could only hear your surface thoughts?)
The city moved. Far below, in a body that was but one axon of the Mind with which he now conversed, he spoke the second stanza of the Litany for the Coming Burn. Ocean rolled against pier and distant sand, with a sound like the shuffling of enormous feet.
I know you love Seril. I know what you went through to bring Her back.
The world collapsed to a spark, all while he was coiled and compressed until thought’s whirlpool became a slow sludge spinning downward toward a drain. Curled inside Abelard’s cigarette, Lord Kos had been a flame quivering on the wick of a single soul.
But the more you work for her, the more you set us all at risk. Tara says, and Bede says, if you support her, Craftsmen will use that against you. Break you. Seize control of the city. You might die. Seril has to stand alone, or fail.
If there was a change in the God, he did not feel it. The city’s many voices receded, and he heard his own again, praying.
The God wanted to know what he thought. Not Bede. Not Tara. Him.
They know the market, Abelard prayed reluctantly. They know how the world works, and the Craft. They know the risks. I trust them.
The flame danced within its wire throne.
But do we trust each other?
*
“It’s strange,” Daphne said when the balloon reached its intended altitude. She bent over the basket’s edge and looked down upon the tops of skyscrapers and jagged streets, as if a drunken civil engineer had broken a case of matchsticks with a hammer, then dropped the pieces on a map. “The sky’s so clear.”