Floating Staircase(55)

“Forget it.” I hefted the axe over my shoulder.

“I happened to talk with Ira Stein yesterday. It’s the reason I came over yesterday looking for you.”

Fuck, I thought, dropping the axe in the snow. I glared at him. “What are you doing, trying to set me up or something? Catch me in a lie? Yeah, I spoke with Ira.”

“He said you’re writing a book about what happened to the Dentmans.”

“That’s not what I told him. He was drunk by the time I left and he’d misunderstood.”

“He said you asked a lot of questions about them. You upset his wife at one point, too.”

“Jesus Christ, she got upset when her husband started talking about her dead dog. I told them I was interested in the history of Westlake. We got sidetracked and started talking about the Dentmans. It was completely incidental.”

“So then it’s not true? You’re not writing a book about the Dentmans?”

I stared at him and counted my heartbeats. When I spoke, I surprised myself with how even and steady my voice sounded. “I don’t have to answer any of your questions. We’re not in one of your f*cking interrogation rooms.”

“Fine. You don’t have to answer shit. But let me give you a little brotherly advice. This is a small town and gossip travels fast. You want to keep yourself out of trouble, you’ll stop poking around.”

“Fucking unbelievable,” I howled. “Now you’re threatening me—”

“I’m not threatening you, *. I’m warning you. You’ve got a nice setup out here, and your wife deserves it. Don’t muck it up for her and embarrass her by acting like a fool.”

I blurted out, “I think David Dentman killed his nephew.”

“Is that so?”

“The pieces don’t fit. Things don’t make sense.”

“Really? And what evidence do you have? Aside from some assault charges for which he’d never been prosecuted?”

What was my evidence? The overall weirdness of the whole thing? The fact that David had looked like he wanted to punch me in the throat when he’d come and found me in his home with his mentally disturbed sister? I knew what my gut was telling me, but those gut feelings didn’t translate well into actual facts.

My silence at this point was condemning.

“We deal in facts,” said my brother. “Murderers have motives, innocent people have alibis, and you can’t lock someone up behind bars because pieces don’t fit. Sometimes in real life, things don’t fit. This is real life, not one of your books.”

But what if it is? I thought.

“There was no body,” Adam said. “Those people never got any closure. Leave them alone.”



Still fuming, I kicked my boots off on the front porch and tossed my jacket over the sofa as I entered the house. On the coffee table in front of the sofa, Elijah’s colorful wooden blocks were stacked into a pyramid.

Upstairs, I stood in the doorway to the office. Jodie was hunched over her desk before a display of psychology textbooks and reams of photocopied journal articles. She had one finger looped through the handle of a steaming mug of what smelled like chamomile tea.

“Working hard?” I said.

“Thy feelest the crunch upon thee.”

“Did you set up those blocks on the coffee table downstairs?”

“What blocks?” Her nose was buried in one of her books; she didn’t turn around to look at me.

I chortled. “Come on. The blocks on the coffee table.”

She turned around in her chair. Her face looked plain without makeup, almost puritanical. “I’m trying to work here. What are you getting at?”

“Someone stacked a bunch of toy blocks on the coffee table downstairs.”

“You look different,” Jodie said, her gaze lingering on me a bit too long. She was reading me. I felt nude standing there in the hallway. “Are you okay?”

“What do you mean?”

“I don’t know. You haven’t seemed like yourself for the past few days.”

“Who have I seemed like?” I said, and I couldn’t help but recall the night Jodie had said she’d gone into the bathroom in the middle of the night and it was my reflection staring back at her from the mirror. I was you.

“You know what I mean,” she insisted. “No, I don’t. Tell me.”

Jodie sighed. “Why don’t you go shower and shave, clean yourself up a little bit? You’ll feel better.”

“I feel fine.”

“You look haunted.” Her words chilled me. “Maybe you’re working yourself too hard on this new book. Take a few days off.”

“All right,” I said, not wanting to prolong this conversation any further.

“You’re stressed out. That’s why you’ve been having those nightmares.”

“What nightmares?”

“I don’t know.” She drew her eyebrows together. “You sort of whimper like a puppy in your sleep.”

“Do I?”

“It’s stress,” Jodie said, returning to her schoolwork.

“What about those blocks?” I questioned the small of her back again.

“I don’t know what the hell you’re talking about. I don’t play with blocks.”