Filthy (A Stepbrother Romance) #1(18)
The second he digested the words, his eyes flicked to mine the blue-gray in them growing dark. I could feel his length against my leg. I should have been scare or at least wanting to roll away from him, but I didn’t.
None of those things came to mind. Instead, the need to devour him did. I wanted him like I needed my next breath. He made my stomach hurt, and my body quiver with need that I didn’t understand.
“Don’t say that.” Talon’s voice was so deep, and I wanted to dive right into it and never come out.
“Why? It’s the truth,” I whimpered, hurt that he couldn’t believe me. I wanted him. What did I have to do to prove that to him?
One of his hands gripped my hip, pulling me into his center. I could feel his hardness way more now. My mouth watered.
I was ready for him if he would have me.
“Do you feel that hardness?” With one thrust his hips I moaned into his neck.
“That’s what you get when you tell me you want me. My cock’s been hard since the first day I met you and you told me to f*ck off.” He smirked, and I wiggled my body against him watching his willpower shrink.
“I’m not na?ve, and I’m not a virgin, Talon. I know what to expect. I’ve f*cked before,” I whispered the words into his throat, nipping at his skin. He shuddered against me, his grip growing tighter.
“You might not be a virgin or na?ve, but you’ve never been f*cked until I f*ck you, Mia. Until I make you scream my name over and over again. Until I feel your * clench around my cock. Until I leave your body red and worked over.” He bit my lip forcing me to stare into his eyes.
“Until every single ounce of your body is given to me. That’s being f*cked, better yet that’s being f*cked by Talon f*ckin’ Reed, baby.” I was so turned on I could feel wetness in my panties.
“Then I want to be f*cked by you. Actually f*cked,” I begged. How I had gone from hating him to begging him for sex I didn’t know nor did I understand. I just wanted Talon and all his glory.
“You’re not ready, but when you are I’ll take you, and I’ll give you everything you want and desire.” He released his hold on my hip and pulled from my body, coldness immediately covering my body.
“How would you even know?” I gripped his arm, stopping him from leaving. I couldn’t handle it if he left me.
“After everything that happened tonight, you’re not ready. You’ve been drinking, and I can’t think of taking you after seeing the way you were treated. All I can see when I close my eyes is your body on that rock and his above yours.” His fist clenched as he spoke.
“I…” My lip trembled. I would not cry. I couldn’t.
“It’s not you. I’ve wanted you for months. That hardness you felt was for you, baby, and when you finally get it everything after it will only be a comparison.” I wanted to smack the cocky right out of him.
“Then, just stay with me. Hold me. Okay?” I asked. I could see he was weighing the options. His decision was made as soon as he slid back in next to me wrapping both his arms around me.
Talon wasn’t as unbreakable as I thought. He was still filthy though, and I couldn’t wait to get a taste of that cock.
Blue Balls and All
I was seriously trying to kill myself a million times over. I couldn’t handle not touching her, but I needed to, at least for her sake. I refused to be that guy that f*cked with her head after everything she had been through. For Mia, sex could wait and that was a big f*cking adjustment for me.
I had a boner the whole night, and I did all I could to decompress it adjusting it every chance I got. Mia however did everything possible to keep it there. Every little movement, moan, or sigh from her made it go rock hard again. I needed twenty cold showers plus ice cubes.
When I woke up this morning, I had to get out of the bedroom and beat off. I couldn’t handle another moment of her body against mine without her being underneath me and my cock inside her.
“Fuck yeah!” I said a little louder than I should have. I leaned my forehead against the tile while I fisted my cock in my hand. Each thrust pushing me that much closer to my release.
Her * was soaking wet for me as I slipped a finger inside, just to feel for myself. Sliding in fast and coming out slow, I could feel her muscles clenching around me. God, she was so f*cking tight.
“Harder, Talon. You promised to f*ck me. So give it to me. Fuck me!” she ordered me, her legs spreading wider with each stroke of my finger. I could see she was on the verge of coming all over my hand, and I smiled knowing that her first release would be from my hand.
“Roll over, I want that ass of yours in the air, and that sweet face in the mattress. I’m going to spank and f*ck you so hard you won’t remember your own name,” I growled, flipping her over. She watched me over her shoulder, her eyes meeting mine with more trust than I deserved.
“Fuck yes! Fuck yes! Ahhhhh.” I shot my release against the tile wall, my balls tightening, and my muscles pulling together. I had never come so hard in my life; I thought of all the other times that I had masturbated to Mia’s image that I had come hard. No nothing was as good as it just was.
I finished my shower and got out, drying off, and slipping on some clothes. I was hoping that Mia wasn’t up yet, but the chance of that now was pretty slim. I had all but yelled during my release. If she didn’t hear me she was a really heavy sleeper.