Fear For Me (For Me #2)(98)
Screw that.
He’d stayed by her side. Day and night.
“I don’t exactly have a house anymore,” Lauren murmured. “And hotels are nice and all but…”
“I have a place for you.”
He’d always have a place for her.
Her lips, still not the healthy pink he loved, curved. “Is it a no-tell motel?”
Damn, but he loved her. Only Lauren would try to joke with him after the hell she’d been through.
Only Lauren.
“Better,” he whispered. Promised.
Her smile widened.
His heart cracked.
When she’d been airlifted to the hospital, he’d been so helpless. His Lauren, still and bloody.
I should have killed him when I had the chance. Instead, she’d suffered.
“Don’t.” Her smile was gone.
His hands tightened around the wheel.
“Do you think I don’t know what you’re thinking? It’s on your face, Anthony. It wasn’t your fault.”
He’d bear the guilt for the rest of his life, no matter what she said.
“Anthony…”
She’d risked her life to save him. He cleared his throat. “Promise not to ever do that again.”
“Promise not to get into a battle with a crazed serial killer?” Lauren said. “Done.” It was that low, husky voice he loved.
But then, he loved everything about her.
They drove in silence, the SUV eating up the miles, taking them back to a place where they’d been safe. A place where they’d been happy, even in the middle of hell.
“Wait, isn’t this…?”
He turned onto the drive that would lead them to the antebellum home. He hadn’t been there since Lauren had been in the hospital, but then he hadn’t been anywhere since she’d been in the hospital.
“I lied,” he told her when he brought the SUV to a stop.
She was frowning.
“It’s not a friend’s.” He climbed from the vehicle and hurried to her side. She tried to walk. He wanted her taking it easy, so he scooped her up into his arms and carried her into the house. “At least, it doesn’t belong to him anymore.”
She glanced around the house. “What’s going on?”
“I bought this place, right before Walker broke out of Angola, before everything went to hell.”
Her wide eyes found his. “Why?”
“I was coming back to you. I was going to fight for a second chance with you.” He eased her into one of the lush leather chairs. Everything there had been picked with her in mind. “Whatever you don’t like, we can change. I’d had a decorator working on the place. I was just trying to get things in place…”
“In place?”
“For when I came back begging you for another chance.” After the Valentine case in New Orleans, when he’d had only moments to live, he’d known exactly what he wanted to live for—
Her.
He bent down onto one knee. “I don’t have a ring.”
Her delicate brows climbed. “A house, but no ring?”
Was she laughing? God, he hoped so. He wanted her to spend the rest of her days smiling and laughing and banishing the ghosts and demons from the past.
“I’ll give you any ring you want,” he promised. “I’ll give you anything you want, just please, stay with me.”
Her gaze searched his. “I remember what you said to me.”
Hell, during those desperate hours in the hospital when he’d been a deranged f*ck?
“Marriage,” she whispered. “Kids.”
He had to swallow the thick lump that rose in his throat. He wanted those things with her, so badly.
“I tried to tell you then…”
She had the two crosses around her slender neck. A neck that still showed the wounds Greg had given to her.
“I tried to tell you yes.”
All of the breath left his lungs. He surged up. Wrapped his arms around her and held her carefully, so carefully.
Her hold on him was tight and hard—and so perfect.
“How is this going to work?” Lauren whispered. “With your job, how?”
He pulled away, just a few inches, so he could stare down at her. “I’m not a marshal anymore.”
“What?”
“I’m officially retired.” He gave her a smile. “I’m going to open a security business in town.” Giving up the job had been easy for him.
Wherever she was, that was where he needed to be.
“What happens now?” Lauren asked.
Her eyes were shining. Her lips waiting. Love…it was right there for him to see and touch and taste.
“Now we live.” He put his mouth to hers and knew their life together was truly beginning.
*
“It was a beautiful service.”
Lauren turned to see FBI Special Agent Cadence Hollow heading toward her. Kyle had flown back to Virginia, but Cadence had stayed a little longer.
Cadence had been checking in on Lauren, and helping Paul find the last of the victims.
When the police had searched Greg’s home, they’d discovered journals, diaries—dozens of them. All talking about his kills.