Court of Nightfall (The Nightfall Chronicles #1)(18)
"What is it you want, Scarlett?"
I crossed my arms over my chest. "My parents."
His eyes flinched. "Of course. I ask the wrong question." He leaned in, serious. "What will you do?"
"I'll find the Nephilim." I stuck my hand into my pocket and pulled out the Token of Strife, squeezing it until the cuts on my hand opened up again. "I'll find the Nephilim who killed my parents, and I'll make the monster pay with his life."
He nodded. "Then stay, and let me train you. Let me forge the sword that would avenge my daughter's death."
His eyes glossed over as he spoke of my mother, and for the first time, I realized Jax and I weren't the only ones in mourning. He'd lost a child, perhaps the worst kind of loss a person could face.
But our shared loss did not make me trust him any more. Could I really join these Orders? These people? Could I trust anyone here?
Changing tactics, I asked something that had been nagging me since walking through these halls. "How did my parents get involved in the Orders? In protecting this 'weapon'?"
"Stay, and I'll tell you," he said.
More secrets. Fan-freaking-tastic.
"I need to get back home. Everything I have is there. All my memories, everything I have left of my parents… "
"The Inquisition is there, discerning what happened. But when they leave, I promise, you can return home."
"Alone. With my father's airplane."
He raised an eyebrow, but nodded. "Very well. Alone. And with his airplane. I assume you can handle the aircraft by yourself?"
"Yes." I had before, even if it wasn't strictly legal.
"Will you come back? Will you train with me and learn what you must become to avenge your parents?"
This mattered to him. And a thought occurred to me as we sat there, measuring the breadth of each other: he needed me. Though with this entire school, with all four Orders at his disposal, I didn't entirely understand why. But the fact remained: he needed me.
And I needed him too. I could shoot a gun and maybe throw a few punches. I could hack any system on the planet, and I could fly an airplane. But I had no idea how to kill a Nephilim. I needed him and Castle Vianney, maybe just as much as they appeared to need me.
"I'll come back. I can't promise beyond that, but I'll come back."
"That's good enough for now," he said.
"How long until I can go?"
"A few days."
Jax came out of his room and stood beside me as I thanked the Chancellor. "What do I call you?" I asked.
He smiled. "You can call me Grandfather. I would like it very much if you did."
I didn't know how I felt about that, but it might be good to have another living family member. To not be the last of my blood.
The Chancellor turned to Jax. "Tomorrow, take her to the city, to the bank. She needs to see what her parents left her."
"Yes, sir," he said.
The Chancellor—I couldn't quite bring myself to think of him as Grandfather yet—stood to leave, but hesitated. "Scarlett, do you know what you're holding?"
I opened my hand to look at the black ring. "My father called it a Token of Strife."
"The Tokens are an ancient practice of the Orders. The Token of Strife symbolizes a conflict. When you give a Token of Strife to another, you are challenging them to combat. But only when you put the Token on, do you agree to the challenge."
"My father wore it… during the battle."
"Then your parents died fighting for their beliefs. For their belief in protecting others. For their belief in this place. They died as Templars."
I sucked in my breath and squeezed the ring harder.
The Chancellor put his hand over mine, his lined skin thin as paper and smooth against my own. "I know you can't trust me, but perhaps you can trust them."
Chapter 9
The Inquisition
Jax and I had slept in the same bed before, but last night it felt different. Everything felt different.
I hadn't wanted him to give up his room and sleep in the hall. "We've shared a bed before," I'd reminded him. "Just stay. Besides, I don't want to be alone."
I wasn't sure how true that was, but it worked. He stayed and I woke up this morning with his arm draped around me, the stubble of his cheek rubbing against my shoulder.
It was never sexual in the past and it certainly wasn't last night either. But it was comfort. Friendship. A semblance of safety in a world that suddenly seemed dangerous.
I dreamed of my parents that night, and for the briefest of moments, just as I was waking but before consciousness dealt its blow of truth, for those few moments I'd forgotten about the day before. Forgotten that my parents were dead and I was homeless in a world I didn't understand. I had them back, if just for a flicker of thought, and it felt so good. So happy.
Then the memories came crashing in and reality destroyed that briefest of peace.
Now I stood at the gates of the Castle, dressed in borrowed clothes and borrowed shoes, my hair braided to one side, my treasures tucked into my pocket, ready to face New York City with Jax.
He'd dressed in his Order's formal uniform, a cloak with the Teutonic symbol on it. His wolf pendant hung around his neck, as always, but now he also wore his Teutonic Knight Order ring.