Bender (The Core Four #1)(54)
He groaned deep in his chest. “Your pussy is so tight. Fucking made for me. You’re mine. Tell me you’re mine.”
He wants to talk? Like right now? I couldn’t even form a full thought, let alone have enough air to breathe out a sentence. My fingernails clung to the sheets and the swinging of my breasts with his thrusting was almost my undoing. I was about to fall over the edge when he stopped. I was panting hard. If he hadn’t been holding me down, I was certain I’d take a swing at him for pulling back.
Gritting his teeth he said, “You know what I want to hear, Keegan.”
I twisted my head back refusing to look in his intense eyes. Maybe if I just reached down and used my own fingers with him still inside me I could give myself a decent orgasm. I was right there anyway, wouldn’t take much work. I started to do just that when he snagged my hand and paused my movement.
“No fuckin’ way Blue. You get your pleasure only from me. Now say it.” I couldn’t help the giggle that bubbled up my throat. The action caused my pussy to clench around him because he let go of my hip, my butt resting on his legs, and he fell forward with a groan. He said a string of curse words, and I smiled.
“I’m sorry, what was that?” I cupped my ear.
His head snapped up and the vicious look he gave me made me shut my mouth. Oh, he was on the verge of coming just like I was, but he was torturing both of us. Bastard.
“I’m not fuckin’ around Keegan.”
He reared back till he almost fell out of me, and I swore I’d cry if he left me like this. Being that I was so close to what would likely be the most mind blowing orgasm of my life, I figured I’d pick this fight another time.
I brought my free hand up to his cheek and brush my fingers across his warm skin. “I’m yours Camden. Just yours.”
His eyes never strayed from mine. He rocked forward and seated himself back inside me. I sighed with relief. I continued to watch him as he slid in and out in a punishing pattern. We were both so worked up before his movement had subsided that it didn’t take long for me to get back to the moment of ecstasy. A few more pushes. When my vision clouded over and my body arched, my orgasm hit me with brutal force. My legs locked up and I shook, screaming out Camden’s name. I felt him stuttering above me, and he shouted out in satisfaction shortly after I did. He came down on top of me, his heat almost too much. He filled me to the point of overflowing, and I could feel his wetness dripping down the crack of my ass. Aftershocks wracked us both, as we came back from the euphoria.
Camden was still inside me when he lifted his head from being buried in my hair. He looked completely sated and sleepy. It was yet another new face that I’d never seen from him. It warmed me to know that I put him in the exhausted state. He gave me a lopsided grin that made him appear boyish and young. He brushed a few strands of hair that were sticking to my forehead away and tucked it behind my ear.
“How are you doing?” he asked, his voice tired and raspy.
“Fine,” I answered, unsure of what else to say.
As the high of what we’d just done started to fade, worry worked itself in. Were things going to be awkward between us? Did he regret it? What did he think of it, of me? I wasn’t fooling myself into believing that I was good in bed, but Camden was experienced. Ranking low on the totem pole would have been a blow to my ego. At best I hoped I fit somewhere in the middle.
Tilting his head to the side he looked at me curiously. “It’s like all of your emotions are written on your face right now. Breathe Keegan, whatever questions and worries you have, let them go. Feel the moment and just be in the now.”
“Since when did you become a mind reader and so philosophical?”
He smiled at me. “I’m not a mind reader, just a Keegan reader. I’ve watched you enough to know when you can’t let yourself relax. Like this.” He tugged on my lip, releasing it from my teeth. “Or this.” He used his thumb to smooth out the crease that was likely between my brows. “And there’s always your eyes.”
“What about my eyes?” I asked.
“I’m right here. You look over my shoulder, never at me when you’re nervous and lost in your head. I like eye contact, I know you’re with me when I can see those baby blues looking at mine.”
His words were sweet and laced with so much sentiment. I didn’t know he paid enough attention to me to pick up on certain habits. I felt a blush creep up to my cheeks, and I stared into the warm chocolate color that was reflecting just how I was feeling.
“I’m going to get something to clean up with. I’ll be right back.”
Despite the sex we’d just had, he still had a semi-hard erection that slid out of me when he lifted himself up. Cool air hit my bare skin on my chest, and my body shivered. Camden stood up and pulled the covers over the top of me in a very tender and sweet gesture. When he turned, I got a full view of the ass that I’ve been admiring through clothing for the past several months. It certainly didn’t disappoint. I made note to get a good feel of it the next time we were together.
Whoa wait…next time we’re together? Would we do this again?
I guessed I never made it that far in my thoughts as to whether this was a one-time deal just to get it out of our systems, or if he actually wanted me. I was clear on one thing, and that was the way that I felt about it. Every preconceived notion I’d had of Camden prior to tonight went straight out the window. I liked him. Like like liked him. I shouldn’t because of how he’d treated me in the past, but none of that really mattered.