A Shadow Bright and Burning (Kingdom on Fire #1)(103)

“I will be once the soldiers come to take me back to the tower. The queen ordered my execution.”

Fenswick huffed. “Not this again. Do you really think you’d have been in this bed the past two hours if the queen thought you dangerous? Her Majesty took advice from the wrong people.” He dried my face. “No one will hurt you now.”

My vision blurred with tears. “They might as well kill me. I let Rook die.”



“What?” Fenswick’s right ear twitched and bobbed. “No, he’s alive. I’ve told you already.”

“What?” I grabbed the unfortunate hobgoblin by the shoulders and lifted him from the table. “How? Where is he?”

“Unhand me! I suppose I can’t blame you, you were half blind and raving when Magnus carried you back here. Hopefully, this time you’ll remember what I’ve said. Ow! Stop squeezing!”

“How could he be alive?” I gasped.

“Rook teetered on the edge between life and death. I merely saw to it that he tipped over the correct way.” Fenswick proudly flapped his ears.

“Where is he?”

“Resting in Blackwood’s room. Do you think you can remember all this information? If you give me a moment to put my kit away, I can take you there.”

I tossed Fenswick onto the bed, threw the blanket off my legs, and stumbled for the door while he yelled at me to come back and carry him. Tripping twice, I checked every door along the boys’ corridor until I found a room with a fire in the hearth and Rook propped up in a canopied bed, his arms and chest bandaged. Lilly dozed in a chair. When I said Rook’s name, his eyes opened. Oh God, he was alive.

“Don’t crush me, Nettie.” He laughed as I crossed the room and fell onto the bed beside him. “I’m not beyond the reach of death.”

“Are you all right?” I touched his hand. His breathing sounded shallow and strained, but at least he was breathing.



“I’ve some new scars.”

I buried my face in his shoulder. He stroked my hair.

“I’m so glad you’re all right, miss,” Lilly said when I’d composed myself enough to sit up. She grasped my hand. When she let go, her fingers were all sooty. “Oh dear. I’ll get the young gentlemen.” She wiped her hand on her apron as she left the room.

“You saved me,” I said.

“We saved each other. Always have.” He smiled. It was him, just as he’d always been. No, not quite. The more I looked, the more I realized something was different, though I could not tell…

The boys entered to embrace me and gather around the bed. Magnus and Blackwood stood by Rook’s side, talking with him. Wolff and Dee each shook my hand before moving to pay their respects to Rook as well. They were all smiles and acceptance. I sat down, my knees weak with relief.

“Very well done,” Lambe said. He stood before me and placed his hand on my hair, almost like a blessing. “You were brave.”

“Thank you.”

“Just take care about the woman.” His eyes got that glazed, half-asleep look. “She got out of the fire. You must keep her away from the wood.” He patted my head and went to join the group.

Another vision. Sighing, I rubbed my eyes. It could wait till tomorrow.

I felt a pull at my skirt. Fenswick, huffing and puffing, motioned me out the door. Embarrassed for having forgotten him, I carried him into the hallway.



“Henrietta, I need to tell you something,” he said when we were alone. “It’s about Rook’s scars.”

“Yes, he has new ones from the battle.”

“Well, that’s just it. They seem to be overpowering him.” The hobgoblin stroked one of his ears and stared down at it, not meeting my eyes.

“How do you mean?” I asked, careful.

Fenswick sighed. “I’ve known what his powers are for some time. For both your sakes, I’ve held my tongue, but now they’re getting worse.”

“You’re wrong. Rook was in control. He battled Korozoth, for heaven’s sake!”

“Rook taking control doesn’t mean what you wish it did, not according to my examinations. He’s learned to master a certain amount of power. Additional scars will mean additional strength. The more he takes control, the more he changes.”

“Changes?” My voice sounded hollow.

“There are subtle differences now, in the eyes, in the ears. So long as he was safe in Yorkshire and his powers lay dormant, he was mostly a normal boy. He is in a state of transformation now, becoming less human.”

“No.” I put my hand on the wall to steady myself. I hadn’t come so far, pulled both of us through so much, for this. “Korozoth’s dead. He can’t hurt Rook anymore.”

“Hmm.” Fenswick tucked all four of his hands behind his back. “We know that sorcerers may bestow powers upon their chosen human servants. Who’s to say the Ancients can’t do the same?”



Was that the purpose of the Unclean? If they were receptacles of power…His abilities lay dormant. He’s transforming. I brought him here. I forced him to come. “We’re going to help him.” I clenched my jaw.

“It’s beyond all my medicine,” Fenswick said. He patted my hand. “I think it would be kindness to, well…”