The Long Way Home(81)

“Do you?”

* * *

Jean-Guy grabbed a table inside. All the ones on the terrasse were already taken, but he wanted to be inside anyway. Where he could watch the servers.

He picked up the menu and looked at the image laminated on the cover. It was a simple line drawing of a woman. Dancing.

“What can I get you?” the server asked. Her voice was crisp, business-like, but her eyes had scanned him. Taking in the lean body, the dark hair and eyes. His ease.

Beauvoir was used to this, and used to returning the look. But now he found, while he absorbed the fact of her presence, it meant nothing to him. Far from feeling he’d lost something, he once again was reminded of all he’d found. In Annie.

“A ginger beer, s’il te pla?t. Nonalcoholic.”

She brought him the drink.

“How long have you worked here?” He gave her a five-dollar bill, telling her to keep the change.

“Couple of years.”

“You an artist?”

“No. I’m studying architecture. I work here in the summers.”

“Is the owner around?”

“Why? Is something wrong?” She looked concerned.

“No, I just wanted to meet him.” Beauvoir held up the menu. “Interesting design.”

“He did it himself. He’s an artist.”

Beauvoir tried not to show his interest. “And is he here? I’d like to compliment him.”

She looked like she neither believed him, nor cared. “He’s away.”

“Oh. When will he be back?”

“A week, maybe two.”

“Do you know how I can find him?”

She shook her head. “He goes off somewhere down the coast painting every year.”

“In the busy season here?” Beauvoir asked. “Can’t he do it in winter?”

“Would you?”

She had a point.

* * *

They strolled through the cobblestone streets of Baie-Saint-Paul, Clara and Chartrand ahead, Myrna and Gamache a few paces behind.

“They’re quite friendly,” said Gamache, gesturing toward the two ahead.

“Yes,” said Myrna. She watched as Chartrand lowered his head so that he could better hear Clara. Clara was gesturing with Peter’s rolled-up paintings.

Talking about art, Myrna thought. And she realized it had been a long time since she’d seen Peter bend down, to better hear Clara. And since she’d heard them talk about art, or anything, in the intimate way Clara and Chartrand were now talking.

“I like him,” said Myrna.

Beside her, Gamache put his hands behind his back, and held them there, rocking slightly as he walked.

“Do you think the tenth muse exists?” he asked.

Now it was Myrna’s turn to walk in silence. Considering.

“I think muses exist,” she said. “I think something happens when an artist or writer or musician meets someone who inspires them.”

“That’s not the same thing, and you know it,” said Gamache. “I’m not talking about a person who inspires an artist. I’m asking you about the tenth muse. You didn’t answer my question.”

“You noticed that, did you?” she smiled, and began to also rock slightly as she walked, in a rhythmic motion mirroring his. “I’ve never given the actual Muses any thought,” she said at last. “But now that I am, I have to say if I can believe in nine, I can stretch it to ten.”

Beside her, Gamache gave a low laugh. “And can you believe in nine? Or ten?”

Myrna was quiet for another few paces, watching Clara now look up at Chartrand as he spoke. Watching him gesture in ways Peter never did.

Myrna stopped, and Gamache stopped with her. The other two, not seeing this, continued on.

“Hundreds of millions of people believe in a God of some sort. They believe in karma, in angels, in spirits and ghosts. In reincarnation and heaven. And the soul. They pray and light candles and chant and carry good-luck charms and interpret events as omens. And I’m not talking about marginal people. This is the mainstream.”

Between the old homes they could see the river.

“Why not Muses?” she asked. “Besides, how else do you explain Ruth’s poetry? You can’t tell me that drunken old woman writes them without some supernatural help.”

Gamache laughed. “A ghost writer?”

“It really doesn’t matter if the Muses exist,” said Myrna. “What matters is that No Man believed it. He believed it so strongly he risked ridicule and even his job. That’s powerful, Armand, but it’s something else. That kind of passion, that kind of certainty, is very attractive. Especially to people who are directionless.”

“Are you coming?” Clara called.

She and Chartrand had stopped to wait for them.

Myrna and Gamache joined them and together they walked until they reached the archway that led to the hidden courtyard. It was where they’d first regrouped twenty-four hours ago. It seemed so long ago now, so much had happened.

While the others had been keen to join Jean-Guy at La Muse, Gamache had convinced them that Beauvoir might not do his best work with the four of them looking on.

So they found themselves in the now-familiar courtyard. The terrasse, which should have been crammed with tourists admiring the view, was all but empty.