The Final Winter: An Apocalyptic Horror Novel(64)
Jess sighed. “Is this the part where you say your daddy never hugged you enough?”
“No,” said Damien. “This is the part when I tell you my dad had me selling drugs for him at eight years old. No one would ever expect a kid, huh? Or how about how my dad put a lad in a coma a couple years ago and made me take credit for it around the local estate. ‘It will make people fear you’, he said. You’re absolutely right; my dad never hugged me because that’s not what monsters like him do.”
“Are you shitting me?” Steph asked. She sounded mortified.
“No, Steph. I’m not shitting you. Truth is I was glad the day he went to Jail. Thought it would set me free from his f*cked-up demands, but I was just wishing on a f*cking star. He called me at least once a day, making sure I was running his little empire for him ‘til he got back. Selling the merchandise and bringing in the dough.”
“You can’t blame everything on your dad,” Jess told him. “I saw you cause enough trouble to see that you enjoyed being the big man.”
“Yeah, course I did. The only love and respect I got was from the guys I hung with. If people on the estate don’t fear me then I’m nothing. I’m alone with nothing.”
“Why didn’t you get out?” asked Steph. “You could have done something, I’m sure.”
Damien was quiet once more but the sound of his breathing was heavy and distinct, laboured. “I was getting out tonight. I had a bunch of money stashed and I was going to stay with an old girlfriend that moved to Edinburgh a couple years back. I just had one last thing to do tonight and then I was out of here.”
“One last thing?” asked Steph.
“Warn someone.”
“Who?”
“The guy who gave evidence on my old man and sent him down. Took over a year but my dad’s mates finally managed to find out who it was. My orders were to kill the guy tonight; take him outside and stick a knife in him. Guess my dad was beginning to doubt my loyalty.”
“Jesus,” said Jess, not believing her ears. “You weren’t going to do it though, were you?”
“That’s what I’m telling you.” Damien raised his voice and it seemed to cause him pain. “I was…going to warn him, tell him to get the hell out of…town. Soon as the snow stopped I was going to get on a train and never come back. Maybe go to college and do business or something.”
No one spoke for a while. It was a revelation, for sure, and not one Jess had expected. She felt sad that Damien might not get the chance to fulfil his plans for atonement; such things were important. Jess closed her eyes, feeling more tired than she’d ever felt in her life. The cold was no longer bothering her as much; in fact she was starting to feel quite numb. Maybe now she could finally rest for a while.
So tired...
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Harry’s legs ached and he wasn’t sure how much further they would take him. He didn’t know whether the pub was two yards away or two thousand. All he could see was snow, and although he could see nothing following, angry growls and wailing from unseen beasts filled the air all around him.
Harry could no longer feel his feet from the cold and it felt as though he was walking around on nerveless stumps. Kath was obviously suffering too. She hadn’t spoken since they’d watched Nigel die. Lucas however seemed fine, unaffected by the cold for reasons that Harry was eager to find out. Was the man any more human than the hooded figures?
“So,” said Harry. “If the things wearing hoods are Angels, what are the dog things?”
Lucas continued looking forward as he walked, but answered the question promptly. “Hounds of Hell.”
Harry scratched his chin. “But don’t Angels come from Heaven.”
“Aye, they do, Harry Boy, but Angels have dominion over both heaven and hell during certain circumstances.”
Harry felt himself confused already. “Circumstances such as what?”
“You know, family reunions, birthdays, The Apocalypse.”
Harry spluttered. “The Apocalypse?”
“Aye, you know, Armageddon and all that, but it’s not as dramatic as you might think. There’re no horsemen, none of that fire and brimstone nonsense. The old man upstairs likes to do things a bit more efficiently. Biblical floods and such are more His style.”
“Or biblical snow storms,” Kath added glumly.
Lucas smiled. “Indeed, lass.”
Harry was trying to follow, but things still didn’t add up in his mind. If this really was the end of the world, and God intended to simply freeze the world to death, then why did he need…?
“The Angels,” said Harry. “Why are they here?”
“Call them overseers if you will. God can’t just make the snow fall unendingly without having a presence on earth. He needs vessels to channel his power through - conduits. That’s why the Angels have come down here, to exercise His will.”
Harry nodded, an idea forming in his head. “So if we take out the angels, we can stop this?”
Lucas laughed, loud and hearty. “Do you know how many of them there are? We’re talking tens of thousands, and they don’t play nice. You can’t kill an Angel anyway.”
Harry sagged. “I still don’t understand why they are doing this. It can’t be because of me?”