Blow Fly (Kay Scarpetta #12)(122)

"When did you do this?" She takes his hand.

"After she left and didn't come back. Then he left. The man on the plane. I don't like him!"

"Your aunt didn't come back?"

Scarpetta noted when she approached the house that a white Mercedes and Mrs. Guidon's old Volvo were parked in front.

"You have a place where I can do something about those cuts?"

He shakes his head. "I don't want to do anything."

"Well, I do. I'm a doctor. Come on."

"You are?" He seems dazzled, as if he's never imagined that women could be doctors.

He leads her up the stairs to a bathroom that, like the kitchen, hasn't been renovated in many years. Inside is a old-fashioned white tub, a white sink and a medicine cabinet, where she finds iodine but no Band-Aids.

"Let's get your shirt off." She helps him pull it over his head. "Can you be brave? I know you can. Cutting yourself hurts, doesn't it?"

She is dismayed by the multitude of scars covering his back and shoulders.

"I don't really feel it when I do it," he says, watching anxiously as she unscrews the cap from the iodine.

"I'm afraid you're going to feel this, Albert. A little sting." She lies the way all doctors do when some procedure is going to hurt like hell.

She works quickly while he bites his lip. He waves his hands to cool the burning while he tries not to cry.

"You are brave," she says, lowering the lid of the toilet and sitting on it. "You want to tell me why you started cutting yourself? Someone said it began several years ago."

He hangs his head.

"You can tell me." She takes both his hands. "We're friends, aren't we?"

He slowly nods.

"These people came," he whispers. "I heard cars. My aunt went outside, so I did too, only I hid. And they pulled this lady out of a car and she was trying to scream but they had her tied up." He points to his mouth, indicating a gag. "Then they pushed her into the cellar."

"The wine cellar?"

"Yes."

Scarpetta recalls Mrs. Guidons insistence that she tour the wine cellar. Fear raises the hairs on the back of her neck. She is here. She doesn't know who else is here, except Albert, and someone could drive up at any moment.

"One of the people with the tied-up lady was a monster." Albert's voice rises almost to a squeal as his eyes widen in terror. "Like I've seen on TV, in scary movies, with these sharp teeth and long hair. I was so afraid he saw me behind the bush!"

Jean-Baptiste Chandonne.

"And then my doggie, Nestle. She never came home again!" He begins to cry.

Scarpetta hears the front door open and close, then footsteps downstairs.

"Is there a phone up here?" Scarpetta whispers to Albert.

Terrified, he wipes away tears.

She repeats her question urgently.

He stares at her, paralyzed.

"Go lock yourself in your room!"

He touches the wounds on his stomach, then rubs them, causing them to bleed.

"Go! Don't make any noise."

He walks quickly, quietly down the hall and turns into a room.

For several minutes she waits, listening to footsteps until they stop. The footsteps sound like those of a man, relatively heavy, but not the sharp sound of hard leather against wood. He starts walking again, and Scarpetta's heart hammers as he seems to head toward the stairs. She hears him on the first step and walks out of the bathroom, because she does not want him-and she is certain he is Jean-Baptiste Chandonne-to find Albert.

At the top of the stairs she freezes, gripping the railing with all her might, looking down the staircase at him, the sight of him draining the blood from her head. She shuts her eyes and opens them again, thinking he will go away. Slowly, she takes one step at a time, holding on to the railing, staring. Midway, she sits down, staring.

Benton Wesley doesn't move as he too stares. His eyes glisten with tears that he quickly blinks away.

"Who are you?" Scarpetta's voice sounds miles away. "You aren't him." "I am."

She begins to cry.

"Please come down. Or would you like me to come up and get you?" He doesn't want to touch her until she is ready. Until he is ready, too.

She gets up and slowly walks down the stairs. When she reaches him, she backs away, far away.

"So you're part of this, you bastard. You goddamn bastard." Her voice shakes so violently that she can barely speak. "So I guess you'd better shoot me, because now I know. What you've been doing all this time I thought you were dead. With them!" She looks at the stairs, as if someone is standing there. "You are one of them!"

"I'm anything but," he says.

Digging into a pocket of his suit jacket, he takes out a folded piece of white paper. He smooths it open. It is a National Academy of Justice envelope, just like the photocopy Marino showed her-the photocopy of the envelope containing the letters Chandonne wrote to Marino and her.

Benton drops the envelope to the floor where she can see it.

"No," she says.

"Please, let's talk."

"You told Lucy where Rocco was. You knew what she'd do!"

"You're safe."