Where It Began(65)

“Hey.”

“So,” she says. “Charlotte says you’re still on Council, and you’re still on decorating committee, so I wanted to see if you were still coming to Fling committee.”

“Yeah.” Three beats of leaving Brynn McElroy hanging there. Three beats of thinking, if I can vanquish Cliché Man, why would I go along with this? And what would be the point of going along with these bitches, anyway? To create happiness in Muffin World? “Why wouldn’t I be?”

You can tell, even on a cell phone with the bad reception you get in a canyon, that Brynn didn’t anticipate idiot resistance. I feel so pissed off and so like such a righteously indignant moron simultaneously.

“Um, I guess everyone was hoping you were up to it,” she says.

And then I say to myself, Shit, Gabby, even though you are now the reigning queen of assertiveness and will no doubt soon be the elected idol of Winston Women for Equality, you have to stop it. Do. Not. Get. Carried. Away. You do not want to get into a pissing contest with Charlotte Ward and Aliza Benitez.

Close your mouth and stop screwing with the Fling committee.

“That’s really nice,” I say, trying to figure out how I’m going to fix this when she knows and I know and whoever forced her to make the phone call knows what’s going on and how not nice it is. “I’m doing great. Thanks for the concern.”

“Oh. You’re welcome,” she says. “You know that Charlotte scheduled the meeting for six thirty in the morning, so it wouldn’t conflict with the jazz ensemble dance rehearsal, right?”

And also so a person with no legal means of transportation other than legs can’t actually get there because last time I looked, there was no six a.m. bus. “So what’s happening at six thirty, anyway?”

“No big deal,” Brynn says. “Finalizing the decorations and the king and queen.”

“You’re getting up at five thirty in the morning to set up another election? You just need someone who can count to two hundred. Get Kaplan and sleep in.”

“Kaplan? Not likely. No one is up for another election this late in the year. People just nominate themselves and Charlotte picks.”

“Are you kidding me?”

“It makes Piersol happy because he doesn’t have to force any teachers to monitor the polls and okay the election posters.”

“You know what,” I say, which seems kind of anticlimactic after vanquishing Piersol and hanging on to Council, but there is only so much unhappiness a person can create in Muffin World and survive. That and I feel so kind of past it. “I’m going to sleep in. Finalize it without me.”

“You do know we went back to classic colors, right?”

“Disco balls and tinfoil?”

“I know,” she says. “I voted against it. They redid the posters with baby pink.”

“They put pink on my posters?”

“Sorry,” she says. “They’re still good posters. They’re at the printers.”

“I was supposed to take them to the printer to do the color check.”

“Gabby, you weren’t here and Nash didn’t know if you were ever coming back. We didn’t know what else to do.”





gabs123: did u tell brynn mcelroy u didn’t know if i was coming back to winston? i just had a very weird conversation with her.



pologuy: y would i even talk to brynn freaking mcelroy? don’t know what jack is doing with her. other than the obvious thing to do with her. u have to take care of yourself and NOT talk to people like her



gabs123: fling committee screwed up my posters.



pologuy: ok I get this. char wanted to know how long she had to get disco balls or something rammed through committee before u got back and stared her down. this is y u can’t talk to people. info gets twisted. everything gets twisted



gabs123: i wish someone had told me this.



pologuy: babe u were in the hospital. ur mom was telling people u were in a coma. didn’t think you’d care about party decorations. y do u want to b on that committee anyway? i’m not even on it



gabs123: exactly. i’m not going to their lame meeting. too early anyway.



pologuy: smart move. shit. gotta bounce. AP tutor barking at the gate. FML. miss u





LII


WHEN I AM SITTING IN FRONT OF MY COMPUTER screen, I can somewhat get myself to feel that pologuy is missing gabs123. But seeing Real Live Billy grinning his way across the ordinary people’s lawn to get to the Class of 1920 Garden, his back to me, looking over his shoulder, his eyes skimming the top of my head, which prickles as if I could feel the very tips of his fingers along my part, is not getting any easier.

The Aliza and Billy sightings—which he says, in his backhanded way, mean nothing because I’m the one, that it just makes the world at large and his mother in particular believe that he’s down with his probation and not with me so maybe someday she’ll loosen her Satanic grip and we can sneak around—are still miserable. And the Courtney Yamada Phillips and Billy sightings, even though I guess they prove he isn’t really with Aliza Benitez, which is supposed to make me feel fine when he pats Aliza between the knees for godsake, are not much better.