P.S. I Like You(47)

My eyes darted to his, not sure I’d heard him right. Was he teasing me, like he had been all day? What did he even mean by that? Was it an insult? Was our truce over?

My mom rushed back in. “Sorry, sorry. I couldn’t find it. Now we have less than five minutes until the movie’s over and we move on to pie.” She gave me a wink.

“No!” The word sprang out of my mouth.

Mom paused where she was affixing the clasp to the cord. “What? What’s wrong?”

“It’s not that time of night yet.”

“It is. It’s getting late.”

“We normally do that with family only.”

“Lily,” Mom scolded.

This was the moment Ashley decided to materialize, holding my notebook out in front of her. “It’s time,” she said with a smile.

I had completely forgotten about her vow to make me read a song. Terror raced through me. “No. Absolutely not.” I stood and rushed to her, rescuing my notebook from her grip.

“You promised,” Ashley said.

There was no way I could read a song now. The only one that was halfway finished was the one about Cade. And he was here. “I changed my mind.”

“I knew you would.”

“No, I was going to but … ”

Ashley shot me a disappointed look and left the room just as the rest of the family filed in, my dad holding the blindfold. I was trying to think quick. This would be a dead giveaway. Cade would know for sure that I was the letter writer if this happened. And then he’d be horrified. We couldn’t have this huge revelation in front of my entire family where they’d get to see what the kids at school truly thought of me.

“This is a special thing,” I said to my father, my voice rising in panic. “I don’t think we should do this with strangers.”

“Lily,” my dad said, his brow dipping to disapproval level.

“I’m so sorry,” my mom said to Cade, apologizing for me.

Cade stood, unwrapping the cord from his wrist and handing it to my mom. “You know what? It’s fine. It’s time for me to head out, anyway. It is Thanksgiving, after all. My mom wanted me home. Thank you all so much for having me. Everything was amazing.”

I was a horrible person. I was sending Cade running because I was scared. I was scared that tomorrow he’d be back to his old self. That I’d be back to my old self. That he wasn’t the person I thought he was. That he was the person I thought he was. That I wanted to find out. I was scared.

I followed him as he left, trying to think of some way to explain forcing him to leave without having to tell him the real reason. He reached the door.

“So did the truce have a time limit?” he asked without looking back. “Or is this the hour when you turn back into a … ”

He didn’t finish that sentence but I could fill in the blank. It helped solve my need to come up with an explanation. Instead, I opened the door and said, “Three hours is just as long as I can handle being around you.” I regretted saying it the second it was out of my mouth. I wanted to tell him I didn’t mean it. That I’d actually had a decent time with him today.

“That’s not what the other girls say, but you’re not exactly a normal girl are you?” he asked with a wry smile.

“Good-bye, Cade.”

“Lily.” He nodded and walked down the dark path toward his car. I shut the front door and placed my forehead against it. The door felt cold which made me realize my face was hot. With shame or anger, I wasn’t quite sure.

“Lily!” my mom called from the other room. “We’re getting started.”

“Coming!”

The pie I spent the next fifteen minutes tasting wasn’t nearly as good as it normally was. Apparently guilt had a bad aftertaste.





It was the Saturday after Thanksgiving and I sat at the sewing machine set up on the kitchen table, finishing up a skirt. My phone buzzed in my pocket. I pulled it out to see Isabel’s name across my screen.

“Hi,” I answered.

“You want to come over?” That’s how she greeted me.

I laughed. “Can’t. Babysitting.” The microwave beeped. “Hold on a sec.” I gathered the material hanging off the table and flung it on top of the machine. I went to the microwave as it beeped again and swung open the door to reveal four split-open hot dogs. “Wyatt, you put these in way too long.”

“I’ll still eat them.”

I pulled them out, put them on the table in front of him and Jonah along with a bottle of ketchup. “They’ll taste the same,” I said to Jonah before he could argue. “Eat. And don’t touch that.” I pointed to the sewing stuff on the other end then turned my attention back to the phone call.

“You want to come over here?” I asked Isabel.

“Yes! I’ll be right there,” she said, and I grinned.

We hugged when she arrived like we hadn’t seen each other in ages. It had felt like ages since the concert.

“How was Thanksgiving at Gabriel’s?” I asked her as she came inside.

“Fun. I only got to spend a few hours over there. You know how my parents are about holidays.” We walked into the living room and plopped down on the couch.

“I do,” I said. “I was surprised they let you go at all. Were there a lot of people there?”