When We Fall (Take the Fall, #2)(46)
Letting out a shaky sigh, I close my eyes. Last night Jase held me, claiming I was too sore for a fourth time. While I agreed with him, I still craved that closeness of making love to him, but it was more than nice falling asleep in his arms. I felt safe and secure in them. Rather strange if I think about, given that my boyfriend is a criminal.
The back door opens and so do my eyes. I crane my neck around to see Jase emerging from inside. He’s freshly showered. My heart flutters and my body gets warm.
“There you are,” he says, lifting me up so that he can sit behind me. He settles me onto his lap and I turn to him, pressing my nose into his throat. He smells so good. So male…so Jase. “What are you doing out here?”
“Didn’t feel like watching any movies.”
“Rowan wants us to come to dinner tonight, said we couldn’t put her off any longer, so I agreed. Hope you don’t mind.”
Shaking my head, I press a kiss to his hot skin. “I don’t mind at all.”
“We’ll have to endure at least two hours of wedding talk and cooing from Seth.”
I snort at little. “Rowan’s excited, too.”
“Not as much as Seth. One of his Marine buddies is helping him out.”
“They had a bet or something,” I say.
“Seth lost, huh?”
Biting my lip, I grin a little. “He won.”
Jase chuckles, his laughter rumbling from his chest. He begins to play with my hair, taking the long strands and brushing his fingers through them. “When Rowan was little, I used to braid her hair.”
“Best big brother in the world.” I peer up at him. “I have something to tell you.”
“Yeah?”
I nod. “Emmett and I had a heated discussion about two certified letters from the Health Department.”
“And?”
“He seems to think that those letters are because I’m an employee there.”
Jase’s jaw works. “Does he…so that’s why he was so riled up last night. I thought it was because some chick turned him down.”
“No. It’s all my fault.”
“It’s not your fault. Hell, even if it were your fault—in that your dad or mom wanted to make me pay for being with you—they had no idea that we are together.”
“They still don’t.”
“Couldn’t tell them yet?”
A huge part of me is relieved that he didn’t assume I’m ashamed of him. “We didn’t get past appetizers before Mother asked me to leave the table.”
“Why would she—I don’t want to know…unless you want me to know,” he says. “Anyway, back to Emmett. What else did he say to you?”
Embarrassed, I duck my head. “He fussed at me in front of clients.”
“I hope you gave him hell back,” Jase says, still running his fingers through my hair.
“I did my version of giving someone hell,” I admit.
“Good for you.”
“But he’s your partner and I shouldn’t come between the two of you,” I protest.
“Is that what he thinks—my judgment is clouded when it comes to you?” His blue eyes turn as hard as diamonds.
“I think so.” I know so.
“I’ll have a talk with him, kitten. You still have a job for as long as you need it.”
“That’s great, because my parents refuse to pay for college or even cosign a loan for me.”
“Is that why your mother asked you to leave?”
Wordlessly, I shake my head.
“Baby, tell me why. I can see that it’s bothering you.”
“She said that I needed to leave so that I could get my disgusting condition under control,” I whisper, ashamed of how my parents managed to reduce me to nothing while spending only ten minutes in their presence.
“What the f*ck does that mean?” Understanding dawns on his face. “Your asthma?”
I wrap my arms around him and lean against him once more. “Can we stop talking about all the horrible conversations I had on Friday?”
“Whatever you want,” he says, settling back into the chair. “We can stay in tonight.”
“I want to be with you…and Rowan and Seth. Y’all are my family now.” My vision blurs. I try to swallow my tears but they refuse to be held back. My body shakes.
“Always, baby. No matter what happens, we will always be family.” He wipes my tears from my face. “Please stop crying. God, please stop. Or tell me what to do to make you feel better.”
Love me. Please love me. “Hold me and don’t let go.”
“Never. I’m never letting you go.” He says it so fiercely that I believe him.
I don’t have any other choice.
Jase
I halfway expected dinner at my sister’s house to be different because of my relationship with Piper, but I’m grateful as hell that everything is the same.
Rowan and Piper whisper and giggle about God knows what while O’Connor moons over my sister. Every so often Piper will catch me eying her and turn as red as the roses in the backyard.
“Dinner’s ready,” Seth announces as he walks inside carrying a platter of steak.