Undeniable (Cloverleigh Farms #2)(88)

On the walk back to the bar, it was colder outside than it had been on the walk to the dorm.

“Want my jacket?” he asked me.

“No. I’m good.” I wasn’t good, I was freezing, but I never would have worn Oliver’s jacket before we had sex, so I wouldn’t wear it afterward. I didn’t want him to think I expected anything more than I’d asked for. Instead, I pulled my hands inside my sweater sleeves.

He stuck his hands in his pockets. It was a few minutes before he spoke again. “So was it what you thought?”

“I guess.”

“And you’re … okay?”

“I’m fine.”

We walked in silence for a while. My mind was spinning with all kinds of thoughts, but I wasn’t in the mood to talk. Truth be told, I was a little scared I’d say something I shouldn’t. Something I’d regret. I had this weird pit in my stomach, as if I didn’t want to say goodbye. As if I’d miss him. As if we were closer than we’d been before.

I had to stick to the rules, or I risked ending up with feelings for Oliver I did not want. I knew how he treated girls he dated, and I would never be one of those girls. He didn’t respect them. He certainly didn’t love them. He only cared about having a good time in the moment and moving on.

I never wanted to be the girl he left behind.





7





Chloe





NOW



Oliver found me on the deck about twenty minutes after I stormed out of the living room, lying in one of the chaise lounges and scowling up at the stars.

“This a private party?” he asked, dropping onto the chaise next to mine.

“Yes.”

“Well, I’m crashing it.” He stretched out on his back, folding his arms over his chest. “Beautiful out here. So peaceful.”

“It was.”

“Come on, Chloe. Can’t we find a way to work together? Let bygones be bygones and all that?”

“I’m not sure.”

He scratched his head and crossed his arms again. “Look. I can’t change the past, but I can try to make it up to you. Let’s put aside our differences and work together. Let me help you realize your dream. I know it would feel more satisfying to tell me to fuck off and do it on your own, but don’t be stubborn, okay? Be smart.”

I looked at him incredulously. “I am being smart, Oliver. My head is telling me not to forget all the stupid things you’ve conned me into doing in the past. My gut says you can’t be trusted. My heart says—”

“What?” he interrupted, leaning toward me. He put a hand on my arm. “What does your heart say? Be honest.”

I jerked my arm out of his reach and stared at him in the dark. “My heart is undecided.”

“So let me convince you.” Oliver’s voice softened. “Give me a chance to show you why partnering up is the smartest, easiest, quickest way for us both to get what we want.”

“And how’s that going to work?” I asked. “By me coming down to Detroit to toil away in your distilleries with you calling all the shots?”

“Not at all.” He paused. “Take a trip with me.”

“What?” I squawked. “Are you nuts?”

“Maybe.” He laughed. “But take a trip with me. There’s something I really want you to see, and a story I need to tell you.”

“What’s the story?”

“First say you’ll do it.”

“Where’s the trip to?”

“It’s not far.”

“You’re not giving me much to go on.”

“I know, but I promise it will make sense in the end if you just say yes in the beginning. Please, Chloe.” He reached over and touched me again—my leg this time, the top of my thigh. “I want to do this together.”

“You had your chance at that. You blew it.”

“Don’t you believe in second chances?”

He sounded sincere, and I let him leave his hand on my leg, but something was bothering me. “Why now? Why, all of a sudden, do you want to do this with me?”

“Because you’re great at what you do. I know what you’ve accomplished here in terms of the marketing campaigns for Cloverleigh, from the wines to the inn to the wedding business. You’re ambitious and creative and sharp, and I know you’re a hard worker. And to be fair, it’s not really all of a sudden. I’d have reached out sooner, but it felt more prudent to let some time go by, given the … circumstances.”

The flattery wasn’t lost on me, but I was silent for the moment, trying to do what Ken said and let things sink in before giving my answer. While I was ruminating, Oliver went on.

“I know I handled things badly in Chicago,” he said quietly. He took his hand off my leg and laced his fingers between his knees. “I shouldn’t have left that way.”

“Never mind about that,” I said stiffly. “I don’t care anymore.” It was a lie.

“I have no excuse other than—”

“I don’t need to hear your excuse.” That was for sure. The last thing on earth I wanted was to hear him confirm out loud what I’d known all these years—he’d been lying to me that entire weekend. That I had never been anything but a game for him. “The whole experience taught me some good lessons about trust. And you’re right about one thing—it would be more satisfying to tell you to fuck off and make this dream happen on my own, but if I do that, it’ll take that much longer.”