Tied Up, Tied Down (Rough Riders #4)(77)

I realized it was past time I stand up for myself.”


“Really?”


She nodded. “Hiding out, hoping Rex will go away won’t change any of the problems and isn’t the example I wanna set for my boy. The reason I was gone the past two days is because I talked to a lawyer. Then I went to the sheriff and told him what happened out here and about some other stuff Rex threatened to do. I filed a restraining order against him. A piece of paper isn’t armor, but it shows Rex I’m done being afraid of him. And we’re done. For good.”


“I can’t tell you how happy I am to hear that.” She grabbed Nadia’s hand. “Are you really okay?”


“Yes. I feel more in control of my life than I have been in years.”


“I’m glad, Nadia, I really am.”


“All thanks to you.”


“To me? I appreciate the sentiment, but you were the one who took that first step.

It’s easier not to change.” How well she knew that. She let her head fall back against the wall. “I’ve done some things wrong, things I plan to change as soon as possible. I thought you were coming in here to quit, and I was all ready to whip out my spiel about how I intended to beef up external security and do some things differently around here to get you to stay.”


“Quit? I’m not going anywhere. This is the best job I’ve ever had. We all think that.”


Nadia rolled to her feet. “You give us more than just a good paycheck and a great place to work, Skylar. You show us how to be strong. You give us confidence in ourselves. No matter what mistakes we made in the past, what’s been done to us, you’ve shown us we don’t have to live there, we can overcome it, change, and work toward a better future. We deserve to live our dreams the same as anyone else.”


She slipped out the door leaving Sky staring after her, feeling a little more at peace with her business, and her relationship with her employees, but not having a clue how she could make things right with Kade.

With everything that’d happened, the mindless sorting of paperwork was a welcome reprieve. Except the phrase, we deserve to live our dreams, hung in the air and stuck in Skylar’s brain on a continuous loop. A life with Kade and Eliza was her dream.

When she reached the bottom of the fifth box, the corner of an envelope—stuck in yet another safety supply magazine—poked out. Before her fingers connected with the smooth white paper, she knew. This was the letter Kade had sent.

Sky flipped it over. No return address. Post marked Gillette, WY…two months ago.

Using a pen, she slit open the top and dumped the letter on the floor. She unfolded the single piece of lined notebook paper. The blocky printing filled up half the page: Skylar—


I’m probably the last person you expected to hear from. I hope you won’t crumple this up and will give me a chance to explain.

After the bad way it ended with you last year, I needed time to re-evaluate some things. I moved to a remote section of the ranch, which is why I haven’t approached you before now.

In the year I’ve been alone on the range, I’ve had time to think about what happened between us. What I did wrong. I can honestly say I’m ashamed of myself. My intention wasn’t to deceive you, but to get to know you.

When I get back into town in the next month, I’d like to call you, maybe meet for coffee (or chocolate cake?) and see if time has healed the rift I caused. I believe there’s still something worth exploring between us, something worth working out, something worth fighting for. I’d like to start fresh.

I hope you don’t find this out of line, and I’m saying this from my heart. Being with you changed me. Time and distance haven’t changed my feelings for you. But I hope the same time and distance have changed yours for me and you’ll give me—us—a second chance.

All My Best,

Kade McKay


Kade wanted her. It was right there in black and white. He’d wanted to be with her before he found out about Eliza. No ulterior motive. The sweet, honest man had thrown his heart out, not knowing if she’d slice it to ribbons in her paper shredder.

Fat chance of that. Now that she had his heart she was keeping it safe forever. So, despite their rocky start, they’d finished what they’d begun not a month ago, but a year ago,they’d fallen in love, the forever, permanent kind of love she never thought she’d find or deserve.

Sky didn’t realize she was crying until the tears splashed on the page.

She had the overwhelming urge to shout it from the rooftops: He likes me! He really really likes me! Likes? He loves you.

You love him; he loves you. It’s the most simple thing in the world.

Was it?

Yes.

Eliza squealed and Sky glanced at her.

Her daughter batted those big blue eyes, flashed a gummy grin…and rolled over.

“Eliza Belle McKay! How long have you been able to do that?”


The baby made a gurgling sound suspiciously close to a laugh.

Still sobbing through her laughter, she said, “Wait until your daddy sees your new trick. He’s gonna be over the moon.”


And Sky couldn’t wait another second to tell him everything. She picked up her babbling baby and ran out the door. “Annie!”