Thorn Queen (Dark Swan, #2)(46)

"You...you touched it," she said grudgingly, clearly surprised.

I was alive and burning with energy now, too consumed by what I was doing to answer her. Using magic always set my senses ablaze, made the world seem more vibrant and real. I wanted to do the trick again but decided to see if I could work it the opposite way and exert control over a different type of air-oxygen. I waited again to get a feel for her breathing, letting my mind actually sense the different particles in the air. When I felt certain I could grasp the oxygen, I did-just as she was about to inhale.

Ysabel began to cough, her hands going to her throat as she tried to draw breath. Sucking the oxygen away meant, well, that she couldn't inhale it. I froze in my surprise at the obvious yet not entirely unreasonable consequences-so much so that I couldn't stop what I did. I was just...stunned. I was controlling air. The magic burned through me, and her oxygen just kept flowing away and away. It obeyed my commands, and I didn't have the coherent reasoning to cut it off.

After several seconds that felt like years, the realization of what I was doing suddenly penetrated my higher reasoning. I finally cut off the magic, letting go of my hold on her oxygen. By then, Ysabel had fallen to her knees in a desperate attempt to get air-and probably because she was starting to lose consciousness too. At last, free of the magic, she drew a large, shaking breath, face pale and terrified. A few moments later, when she'd recovered herself, she looked at me accusingly.

"You-you tried to suffocate me!"

"No!" I exclaimed, aghast. "I...I didn't. I'm sorry. I wasn't thinking. I was just trying to control the air...."

She stood up, and where once her face had been pale, it was now flushed with anger. She was shaking. "You deceived Dorian. You already know how to use this kind of magic. This is all part of some elaborate plot."

"No, no," I said, standing as well. "I've never used it before-except once and only for a few seconds."

"I don't believe you. What you just did...you couldn't have done that if you were as inexperienced as you pretended to be!"

What I'd done-aside from the fact it could have killed her-didn't seem like it was that big a deal. I'd sensed air and moved it. It was hardly a hurricane, and it had taken a lot of concentration-so much so that I didn't think I could repeat it anytime soon. I hardly had the effortless control she exerted over the wind.

"I'm sorry...I really am. I didn't mean to hurt you. It was an accident."

Ysabel's only answer was a scowl, just before she stormed out of the room. As she passed me, I thought I saw both fear and tears in her eyes. Despite her bravado, I realized that what had seemed more like anger in her was actually terror. She was in the home of someone she saw as a rival, someone with a reputation as a warrior and a tyrant-and someone who had just tried to kill her. She was trapped here by Dorian's orders.

"A terrifying feat, your majesty," a voice near the doorway said.

I took a few steps forward and saw Shaya standing just outside in the hall, her pretty face grim.

"It was an accident," I said, surprised at the trembling in my voice. "I don't like her, but I don't want to hurt her."

"I know." Shaya's expression turned both gentle and sad. "But her fear isn't unfounded. You learned that too quickly and too well."

"It was easy! It's the same as moving water around or any other type of air."

"From what I understand, stealing someone's breath-denying them air-is harder than simply creating breezes. You're fighting against life itself. Those who suffocate others in this way usually require great strength and stamina. For you to be able to do it already...well, it's a testament to your power-and that's nearly as frightening as the act itself."

The full impact hit me. "Wait...there are people who do that on purpose? Steal someone's air so they can't breathe?"

She shrugged. "Well, to those with the skill, suffocation's an effective weapon."

"It's sick...it's an inhumane way to die."

"I agree. And most people don't have that kind of strength, so it's not an issue. Among those who do have the strength, most would never consider doing it to another person, enemy or no."

I groaned. "Well, if that's true, then she has to understand that I wouldn't purposely do it to her either. She has to believe that it was an accident."

"I don't think you're going to have a lot of luck with that."

"Why not?"

"Because while most consider such torture unusually cruel, there was one person who enjoyed denying someone their breath-and who frequently used it as a form of execution and entertainment." Shaya's look was meaningful. "Tirigan Storm King."
   





Ysabel couldn't be coaxed out of her room, no matter how hard I tried. I even sent Shaya to do it, seeing as she tended to be a bit more personable than I was. No luck. Ysabel remained firmly entrenched and would only ramble over and over about how she was going to tell her lord about me and escape this accursed place.

Evening wore on, and I couldn't drag myself back to Tucson. My feelings were in turmoil. I'd never expected to feel guilty about anything pertaining to Ysabel, but there it was. And as more time passed, I didn't just feel bad about inadvertently suffocating her. As soon as I'd realized what I had done, I knew I had to cease practicing this kind of magic immediately. Storm King had used it to kill his enemies in horrible ways. Kiyo had warned that delving further and further into my powers would put me on a path I might not be able to turn away from.