The Wrath and the Dawn(86)

Shahrzad frowned at her handmaiden, wondering if Despina ever managed a decent night’s rest with such worries wreaking their silent havoc.

Why won’t she tell him?

When Despina resurfaced, her features were pinched by annoyance. “The garment may be in my room for mending. Come with me.”

The two girls left behind the piles of silk and damask to cross Shahrzad’s bedchamber. They paused before a single, polished wood door near the entrance. Despina pushed it open and walked down a narrow corridor before grasping the silver handle leading to another chamber at the end.

Shahrzad had never been in Despina’s room before, even though it was so near her own. The chamber was small and tidy, with a neat arrangement of cushions on one side and a low table on the other. The wardrobe in the corner was made of the same honey-colored wood as the table, and the entire space was lightly perfumed in the floral scent of jessamine.

Despina walked to the wardrobe and opened one side to begin her search.

Shahrzad’s eyes wandered past the wooden chest, and she noticed something wedged against the wall, tied in a bundle secured by hemp cord.

It was the rug gifted to her by Musa Zaragoza.

“Why is that in here?” Shahrzad nodded toward the bundle.

Despina glanced over her shoulder and sighed. “I kept meaning to ask you if I could throw it away.”

“It was a gift!”

“It’s old and threadbare, and it will likely attract vermin. I don’t want such a thing amongst your garments.”

Shahrzad rolled her eyes. “Give it to me.”

Despina shrugged before passing along the bundle. “Why anyone would gift the Calipha of Khorasan a tiny, shabby carpet is beyond me.”

Shahrzad held it in both hands as she recalled the day Musa-effendi had visited the palace.

“It is a very special carpet. When you are lost, it will help you find your way.”

“I don’t think it’s a mere rug.”

“Then what is it?”

“It could be a map of sorts,” Shahrzad mused.

“If it’s a map, it’s outdated and, therefore, useless.”

Shahrzad turned from Despina’s room and strode down the narrow hall back to her bedchamber. She knelt on the floor and set the bundle down. Then she began tugging at the knot of hemp at its center. When her efforts proved futile, she remembered why her curiosity had failed to win out upon first receiving the gift.

“This knot is from hell itself,” Shahrzad grumbled as Despina peered over her shoulder.

“Let me try.” Her handmaiden crouched beside her and began pulling at the strings. Faced with similar results, she lifted the knot and studied it for a spell. Then she removed a silver pin from the crown of hair atop her head. A cascade of golden-walnut curls spilled onto her shoulder, and Despina started working the pin into the center of the knot.

“You shall not prevail, little hell-knot,” she whispered, squinching her blue eyes over the bundle.

Moments later, the knot tugged free, and both girls shouted in triumph.

Shahrzad unwrapped the rug and spread it out on the floor.

It was indeed as worn and threadbare as it initially appeared—rust colored, with a border of dark blue and a center medallion of black-and-white scrollwork. Almost all the fringe of tassels had frayed away. The few that remained were dirty and yellowed with age, still clinging to misbegotten hope. Two corners boasted holes that resembled scorch marks.

As she ran her palms across it, an odd, tingling sensation began to form in her chest. She drew back in sudden alarm.

“What’s wrong?” Despina asked.

The sensation was gone.

Shahrzad glanced down at her hands and ran her thumbs across her fingers.

“Nothing.”

Both girls stood to inspect the small rug.

“Well . . . that’s an ugly carpet,” Despina pronounced.

Shahrzad laughed.

“May I please throw it away?” Despina pressed.

“I thought it might be a map. Musa-effendi told me it would help me find my way.” Shahrzad’s brow furrowed.

“You mean the magus from the Fire Temple?”

“Is that what Musa-effendi is?”

Despina pursed her lips and looked away.

“You weren’t supposed to tell me that.” Shahrzad smirked. “Were you?”

Despina glared at her.

“Interesting,” Shahrzad continued. “Though I’m not surprised. Jalal does seem to be the talkative type. I wonder what he says in moments of—”