The White Order (The Saga of Recluce #8)(123)

Cerryl's mouth opened.

“You'd look much better without it,” she continued, breaking off a chunk of fresh dark bread.

“Iron irritates me,” Cerryl said. “Even a sharp iron blade does.”

“It does many of the whites. There are answers to that. I'm sure you'll find one. Besides, you'll look old and distinguished soon enough.” Leyladin's eyes twinkled, and her voice lowered. “It's always better to be underestimated when you don't have as much power, and everyone knows it.”

“That's why I laugh a lot. Laughing mages can't be taken seriously.”

“Nor women,” added Lyasa.

For some reason, Cerryl's thoughts went back to Benthann and her comments about women always being considered for what they provided in bed. “The Guild allows women to be full mages. What about Anya or the older woman in Ruzor that Myral was telling me about?”

“Shenan,” mumbled Lyasa. “Think she's Myral's younger sister. He doesn't say.”

Leyladin frowned. “He's never mentioned her.”

“There's usually something most mages don't mention.” Lyasa took a long swallow of ale. “That tastes good.”

“What were you doing today?” Cerryl glanced at the black-haired student.

“Anya and Whuyl were showing me how to use a dagger-in close It's a lot of work.”

Cerryl took a mouthful of the lamb, dry despite the thick sauce.

“No one's taught me about daggers.”

“Anya says a female needs that kind of knowledge.”

“She'd know,” suggested Leyladin quietly. “If it can kill, she's looked into it.”

“I don't know that she has a choice,” pointed out Lyasa. A wry smile crossed her lips. “You can't use your body for everything.”

Cerryl almost choked, especially when he saw Falter at the serving table.

“We'll behave,” promised Leyladin, her eyes sparkling.

Cerryl wasn't quite sure he wanted her to behave. Even Lyasa snorted.

After a moment, he finally asked the question he'd wondered about for over a year. “Why do you spend so much time with Myral? He doesn't need that much healing.”

“Myral is old, very old for a white mage, Cerryl. He must be threescore, and most whites don't live much past two score.” Leyladin lifted her shoulders and dropped them. “I'm a healer, and that's what he needs.”

“That's all?”

“Handling chaos is hard on the body. You should know that. Especially after today.”

Cerryl gave a rueful smile. “But Myral?”

“I'm a healer, Cerryl. Myral's not too proud to ask for my help, unlike Sterol or Esaak. And I can learn from him. He knows a lot.” Leyladin studied him. “You ... you're actually jealous.”

Cerryl looked down, then forced himself to meet the laughing green eyes. “Yes.”

“And honest.”

“I try,” he said. “I don't know how honest.”

“You're honest. That's one reason why Myral likes you.”

“Honesty isn't enough around here.”

“No,” interjected Lyasa, “it's not enough. But all the other stuff you need to know isn't enough without it, either. Not over time.”

“My ... we're all so philosophical...” Leyladin laughed.

Both Cerryl and Lyasa joined her laughter.





White Order





LXXXV




“Matters have worsened in Gallos.” Jeslek paced around the table, then glanced to the rear window of his quarters. “Even the High Wizard is concerned.” His eyes went to Cerryl, then to Kochar. “We will be traveling to Jellico the day after tomorrow. Get together what you will need for a long trip.”

“Yes, ser,” said Kochar.

Cerryl nodded.

“There will be other mages and apprentices. You may bring your own glass, but no books. Not a word of the journey outside the Halls. From either of you.” This time, the mage's golden eyes rested on Kochar. “You may go.”

At least that meant that Cerryl didn't have to worry about Esaak and mathematicks. He bowed and turned, following Kochar through the door.

As Cerryl stepped out of Jeslek's quarters and down the corridor, he had to move aside as Kinowin strode past him. The tall mage with the purple-blotched cheek was aimed like a quarrel toward Jeslek's door.

The slender student mage walked slowly down the corridor. What did he need for a journey? What kind of journey was it going to be? He wished he'd asked more, but Jeslek somehow discouraged questions, without even saying a word.

At the foot of the steps, he glanced around, then walked slowly toward the commons but found it empty, except for Bealtur poring over a thick tome. Cerryl turned. Leyladin might have been able to give him an idea, but he hadn't seen her.

Who else might help-who would be around? He nodded, then turned and walked swiftly back down the corridor and out into the courtyard. Light rain joined the fountain spray in cooling the enclosed space, and Cerryl hurried into the foyer of the front hall and then up the front steps to the tower, past the silent guards.