The Study of Seduction (Sinful Suitors, #2)(58)
“Do I?” What he was doing to her was certainly delicious. “You are . . . oh . . . that is . . . incredible.”
Who’d have guessed such a thing would make her want to press herself against his mouth like a shameless tart? The urge to squirm grew almost unbearable, and her lower body seemed to move of its own accord, seeking more of the amazing sensations, more of the heat and intoxication. A wildly drumming thrill built inside her, pounding and thrumming and making her strain to feel every caress of the sweet, hard lashes of his tongue until . . . until . . .
“Edwin! Lord, yes, Edwin!” She clasped his head against her privates as lights exploded behind her eyes.
Then she tumbled over into a most delicious oblivion.
Fifteen
When Edwin felt Clarissa convulse beneath his mouth, he exulted. He could make her feel pleasure. And since that was possible, then all of it was possible. He’d just have to take special care with her.
Perhaps he’d have his wedding night after all.
Smiling against her luscious skin, he nuzzled her thigh, drunk on the smell of her, the taste of her. His wife. She might run him a merry dance, but they would have this, at least.
Her fingers loosened their grip on his head, and she uttered a drawn-out sigh. “Oh my. My, my, my.”
Chuckling, he wiped his mouth on her drawers. “Yes.”
“Mama most certainly did not tell me about that.”
He gazed up at her. “What did she tell you?”
“Not much; she was blushing too hard. But I already knew . . . some of it, anyway. Just not this.”
“Who told you?”
It was too dark now to see her face, but he could feel her muscles tense beneath his hands, which were still resting on her thighs. “Oh, girls talk about these things, you know.”
“Really? And what do they say?”
“Oh, this and that and the other. You wouldn’t want to know.”
She pushed on his shoulders and he drew back, only to have her pull her legs together and jerk her skirts down to cover them.
“Ah, but I would like to know.” With his erection still thick in his trousers, he rose to sit beside her and put his hand on her waist. “Why don’t you tell me?” He brushed a kiss to her cheek. “Then I can show you which things they were wrong about. And which things they didn’t even know.”
She shifted away from him to look out the window. “Oh, b-but surely we’re getting near to home. It’s been ever so long since we left London.”
Her withdrawal was too obvious to mistake, and he bit down on the impulse to push her, to demand answers. That wasn’t the way to handle a skittish female.
But now that he thought about it, wasn’t her reaction odd? Clarissa was never skittish about anything. She threw herself into every adventure, embraced every experience, was often too reckless for his taste.
So why be afraid of this? Unless . . .
“Durand didn’t do anything to you in Bath, did he?” he asked hoarsely.
Her head swung around. “Like what?” There seemed to be genuine surprise in her voice.
“Like overstep his bounds.”
“Oh. No, of course not. I mean, he stole a kiss once or twice, but no, nothing like that.”
“That surprises me. He hasn’t seemed to be good about staying within any boundaries heretofore, and he tried to push a kiss on you that day in the library.”
Crossing her arms over her chest, she slid back into the corner, into the shadows. “That was the first time he was rough with me. Before then, he was persistent in his attentions, but a gentleman. I think my unprecedented absence from London must have provoked him.”
Hmm. “So he never forced himself on you.”
“No. Certainly not.”
He digested that in silence a moment. She sounded perfectly truthful. And he was usually good at detecting lies, especially after years of dealing with his untrustworthy younger brother.
“Then why do you shy away from me?” He hadn’t meant to ask the question, but now that he had, he refused to take it back.
“I—I don’t.” She settled her shoulders. “For pity’s sake, you were just under my skirts.”
“And now I’m not.”
He could hear her breathing come harder in the dark of the carriage. She seemed to shrink into herself. “You agreed to my terms. To get to know each other better, to be amiable before we become too intimate.”
“Yes, but we have already become more intimate than most.” He moved closer. “Why do you seem to enjoy my attentions one minute, and then panic at them the next?”
“You’re imagining that,” she said, but her voice rang hollow.
“I’m not imagining the clause you made me add to the settlement. I’m not imagining the hairbrush you brandished at me at the theater.” He bent toward her, deliberately crowding her with his body, just to see how she’d react. “I know that you feel desire for me sometimes, Clarissa, and I can’t understand—”
“Get off of me!” She shoved at him. “Get off, get off, get off!”
The violence of her words startled him so much that he threw himself across into the other seat. When he could speak again, he said, “I’m certainly not imagining that.”