The Gravity of Us (Elements #4)(38)

“Ollie?”

“Yes?”

“Which word did he give you? To describe me?”

“Pure, my dear.” He tipped his hat one last time and opened the door. “He called you pure.”





His brow was knitted, and his arms crossed when I approached him. “You came back,” Graham stated, sounding surprised as I stood on his front porch. “Honestly, I thought you would’ve come back days ago.”

“Why would you have thought that?” I asked.

“Professor Oliver told me you received the flowers.”

“Yes.”

He raised an eyebrow. “That was four days ago.”

“Uh-huh.”

“Well, it took you long enough to come say thank you.” His stern, dry words were not shocking, but still, for some reason, they shook me.

“Why would I thank you for the flowers? You didn’t even pick them out.”

“What does that matter?” he asked, brushing the back of his neck. “You still received them. You seem ungrateful.”

“You’re right, Graham. I’m the rude one here. Anyway, I’m only here because you left a message saying Talon was sick.” I walked into the house without being invited and took off my jacket then laid it on his living room chair.

“A small fever, but I wasn’t certain that…” He paused. “You came back because she was sick?”

“Of course I came back,” I huffed. “I’m not a monster. If Talon needs me, I’m here for her. You just didn’t leave a message before today.”

“Yes, of course.” He nodded. “Listen…”

“Don’t apologize, it seems too weak.”

“I wasn’t going to apologize. I was going to say I forgive you.”

“Forgive me?! For what?”

He shifted around, picking up my jacket from the couch and hanging it in the front closet. “For being childish and disappearing for days.”

“You’re joking, right?”

“I’m not one to joke.”

“Graham…” I started to speak then closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths to stop myself from saying something I’d regret. “Can you at least for a second accept some kind of blame for how you acted at the museum?”

“Blame? I meant every word I said to you that night.”

“Every word?” I huffed, shocked. “So, you’re not sorry?”

He stood taller and placed his hands in his jeans pockets. “Of course not. I only spoke the truth, and it’s a pity you’re just too emotional to fully accept it.”

“Your definition of truth and my definition of truth are wildly different. Nothing you said held any truth to it. You were just stating your opinionated thoughts, which weren’t asked for.”

“He treated you like—”

“Just stop, Graham. No one asked you how he treated me. No one came to you for your thoughts. I just invited you to the event because I thought it would be nice to get you and Talon away from staring at the same four walls. My mistake.”

“I didn’t ask for your pity.”

“You’re right, Graham. Silly me for reaching out a hand to someone, for trying to build a relationship of some sort with the father of my niece.”

“Well, that’s your fault. Your need to find life in everything and everyone is ridiculous and reveals your childish ways. You let your emotions drive everything you are, which in turn makes you weak.”

My lips parted in disbelief, and I slightly shook my head. “Just because I’m not like you doesn’t mean I’m weak.”

“Don’t do that,” he said softly.

“Do what?”

“Make me regret my comments.”

“I didn’t make you do that.”

“Then what did?”

“I don’t know, maybe your conscience.”

His dark eyes narrowed and as Talon started crying, I started in her direction. “Don’t,” he said. “You can go, Lucille. Your services are no longer needed.”

“You’re being ridiculous,” I told him. “I can get her.”

“No. Just go. It’s obvious that you want to leave, so leave.”

Graham was a monster born from the ugliest of circumstances. He was painfully beautiful in such a dark, tragic way. His words urged me to go while his eyes begged me to stay.

I walked past him, our shoulders brushing against each other, and I stood tall, staring into his dark eyes. “I’m not going anywhere, Graham, so you can stop wasting your breath telling me to go.”

Walking into Talon’s room, I partly expected Graham to try to stop me, but he never followed. “Hey, honey,” I said, reaching down to Talon and taking her in my arms. I knew it had only been about a week since I last saw her, but I swore she was bigger. Her blond hair was growing in, and her chocolate eyes smiled all on their own.

She smiled more, too, even with her tiny cough and somewhat warm forehead. I laid her on the floor to change her diaper and quietly hummed to myself as she smiled brightly at me.

I wondered if her father’s smile would look like hers if he ever took part in the expression. I wondered what his full lips would look like if they curved up.