The Darkness in Dreams (Enforcer's Legacy, #1)(31)

Whatever it was, the object was ineffective, bouncing off his shoulder and falling to the floor. Lexi’s pulse raced tight in her throat when Christan lifted his hand. She knew he was on the edge, would put her on the ground again. She didn’t think she could endure that dark emptiness if he did. Frantically, she dragged a broken chair between them. Christan’s hand moved. The chair went flying to the side, splintering into pieces.

The sound broke the spell that kept her tongue-tied. “What the hell did you do to me in the rocks?”

“Nothing you haven’t asked for.” The words were as sharp as the glass on the floor. Lexi realized she was leaning toward him, drawn to his dark sun. When he straightened, she recognized the stance, knew the kind of man he was. It should have alarmed her but didn’t. Everything should have alarmed her, but they were lost, now, in a great angry sea with no land in sight, drowning in the last of what they once were.

“What did I ever do to you?” Her breath was coming in jerky gasps. “Why are we even here when you hate me so much?”

“Why do you pretend you don’t remember?”

“I don’t remember.”

“Like hell you don’t.” His jaw was so rigid the muscle bunched. “I felt your fear when we caught you in the rocks. I heard your lies.”

His voice cut deep into the softness of her core and she nearly cried out until she felt him—realized he was not limited to throwing one words into her mind but could insert himself as well. His psychic presence burned past her inner shields and Lexi knew he was probing into her deepest fears.

His energy was unyielding. In a panic, she struggled for the protective tactics she’d taught herself as a child, the white walls she tried to erect, realized those walls might not be strong enough to keep him out.

“Get out!” she screamed, but his response was to stab deeper into her most guarded thoughts. When she stared at the stars. When she ached with the sense of having lost something so vital she couldn’t breathe.

“Don’t,” she hissed, but Christan was moving toward her, hard and focused. He was perfection, intensity. She was powerless, caught in his fierce gravity, pulling her deep into the places where she shouldn’t go. Heaviness took over her legs. Emotions that were gossamer, full of hunger—he was ripping them to shreds.

Lexi struck out wildly, trying to push him away. Her hand connected with his face. He twisted to the side before she did much damage, but blood still pooled near his mouth. She watched as he swiped away the red smear with his tongue—a suggestive movement, reminding her of a predatory lion that matched the white-hot images he was forcing into her mind.

Wild. Feral. A mystery older than time. Pain. Death. A man who raced across a thousand deserts, alone and reveling in the isolation, covered in the red curtain of blood, what he was, would always be.

The images were crippling, the sensations far worse than any dreams. They revealed the emptiness of his life, taunting her with experiences she couldn’t remember, only feel in the deepest areas of her soul. Her heart was breaking. The images changed.

Passion. A feminine hand. Bronzed skin. The heat of the sun. The taste of wild oranges. A choked cry, an arched back. A deep male voice. A burning need.

Lexi staggered back. Tried to focus on what was coming, how they would ever get beyond whatever this was between them. He knew how to break a woman, in bed or out of it, and her lungs seized as she wondered how many lifetimes there had been—when he’d broken her, found her and broken her again.

He moved. The aggression was so fierce she knew he wouldn’t stop, not even see what he was doing to her. He had retreated to some dark place in the past and a wave of fear brought Lexi’s hands up in a protective gesture. She found the mental shield, pushed the white energy back against him, realizing too late that it wasn’t white at all but churning hot and angry in an explosion of red and black. It was an energy she’d felt before, when he’d slammed the one word into her mind, and it expanded now in a wave of uncontrolled fury.

Christan paused. His head tipped to one side, his expression curious before he slowly dropped to his knees. He swayed once, tried to gather himself. Those powerful hands were unsteady. His eyes were unfocused.

Dread gripped Lexi’s throat. “Oh god, oh god, oh god!”

Arsen appeared behind her, gripping her shoulders. She was going to faint, she knew it as she broke out in a cold sweat; Arsen bent her at the waist before he forced her to her knees.




“So, this is what it feels like.”

Christan’s mind was flat and empty. His telepathic voice sounded hollow. He’d been aware of her, fighting desperately, recognized her growing fear, and still he’d pushed into her mind. He hadn’t expected her to resist him, but she had and wasn’t it strange, now, as he lay sprawled on the floor staring up at the ceiling. Feeling his life thin out like a thread pulled at both ends. Strange, that she threw that one word back at him the way he’d thrown it at her.

She shouldn’t have been able to do it. She was too human to control the magic. But perhaps the magic responded in the way it was programmed to respond; he had aggravated the energy when he’d been probing her deepest fears. Perhaps he’d pulled it with him when she pushed him away. At least she hadn’t pushed the power at full strength. If she had, he’d be a pile of ash.

Robbie was bending over him, along with Arsen—yes, he sensed the cold anger that tested his second’s self-control. And he could hear her thoughts, feel her emotions. She was struggling to breathe. Marge was trying to calm her, but she was beyond that. He had ripped at the soft flesh of her deepest loss and he had no excuse. Never had he violated Gemma’s mind the way he’d done to her, and it was disturbing, the way he lost control.