The Case for Jamie (Charlotte Holmes #3)(46)

“So stop.”

“I’m sorry—what?”

“Stop,” she said again, louder. “If you know it, just stop. Stop. You like me. This shouldn’t be this . . . hard. I can’t believe you’re so hung up on someone you never even dated, not really—was she ever your girlfriend? She broke your heart anyway. Maybe that makes it worse. Do I need to break your heart? Is that how I can get in there, under your skin?”

An hour ago, I’d been thinking about Holmes in my bed. Even the memory now made me feel claustrophobic, too hot, and whether it was the way love should feel, I didn’t know. “I don’t know,” I said aloud. “I don’t want that to be true.”

“I’ll help you clear all this up,” she said. “This mess.”

“What mess? The Moriarty mess? Elizabeth—”

“Stop it with the pity voice.” She crossed her arms.

“Why would you put yourself in that kind of danger? What would any of this prove?”

“That I’m a better person than she is?”

I took it like a knife to the gut. No matter how many times I’d thought it to myself, that Holmes was a garbage human, a real piece of work— “Don’t say that. It isn’t true. This isn’t a contest of who’s less of a fuck-up. I think I’d lose, if it was.”

“Stop,” she said, shaking a little with the force of what she was saying. “I’ll help you clear this up, because it involves me, and I hear things around here that you don’t, and God, Jamie, you need a little help, I think.”

“It has to be over, though,” I said. “Between us.”

“Okay. Fine. So we’ll fix this. Then we’ll see.”

I should have said no. I had Lena’s help. I had my father and Leander. I had a five-day maybe-suspension lighting a fire under my ass. But Elizabeth was so adamant, and so cracklingly smart, it felt wrong to refuse her help.

“Where do we start?”

We walked slowly back up the hill toward school. “Anna’s in the hospital. Word is that Lena put her there, what with the ratting her out for the MDMA.” Elizabeth’s mouth twisted. “No one’s really sad about that. Anna’s not a prize.”

“I don’t know her that well.”

“She’s Sherringford swine,” she said with a bitterness I didn’t expect. “Lots of money. There are these amazing scholars who teach at this school, people who’ve written biographies of Elizabeth Bishop, who worked at the White House, who worked at NASA, and Anna doesn’t take notes and pays her hallmates to write her essays. Money gets you a lot here. But a thousand dollars is a whole ’nother level.”

“Did it exist in the first place? Like, did she bring it to the party?”

Elizabeth gestured with her cup. We were approaching the student union. “Let’s go find out.”

The union had a restaurant inside, the Bistro, where for ten dollars you could have them make you a sandwich with the same ingredients they had in the cafeteria. Students went in the evening, if they’d had to miss dinner for sports or studying, and the faculty had lunch there if they hadn’t packed their own. I hadn’t heard of any students going during school hours. It seemed sort of pointless.

But there they were, Anna’s friends, in pleated skirts and snow boots, eating their sandwiches next to the fireplace. Three of them had their hair up in high cheerleader ponytails, but the girl at the center had her long red hair loose and wavy. They sat almost as if arranged.

“They’ve been watching too many CW shows,” Elizabeth said, and determinedly started forward.

“Elizabeth,” the redhead said, placidly. “Hi. Oh, hi, Jamie.”

I didn’t know any of their names, but I guess I had just supposedly scammed their friend, so. “Hi,” I said.

“Was the money real?” Elizabeth asked.

I blinked. I was used to Holmes maneuvering herself in with a suspect, building trust and planting bombs. She never went for the jugular this soon.

“No,” the redhead said, and took another bite.

There was some history between the two of them that I was missing. “I don’t remember you at poker night. Were you there?”

The redhead regarded me over her sandwich. “I wasn’t invited. I don’t have an upperclassman boyfriend.”

“We don’t either,” one of the girls said.

“You wish you did,” the redhead retorted.

The other girls looked at each other. One shrugged. They went back to their conversation.

“Jamie’s not a status symbol,” Elizabeth said. “He’s—”

“Something you wanted and went out and got. I was there. I was your friend, before you dumped me.”

“I’m sorry,” I told her, backing away. “I sort of feel like I shouldn’t be here—”

“So the money wasn’t real,” Elizabeth was saying. “Did you put her up to it? Who did? Why was she there?”

One of her friends piped up. “She wanted to be there. We all did. Kittredge was there.”

“Kittredge?” I asked.

“Yeah,” she said. “He’s gorgeous.”

The redhead shrugged. “Don’t go thinking it’s all about you,” she told me. “It’s not.”