Tatiana and Alexander: A Novel(7)

Alexander's father walked around with a manly gait, touching the old dresser, the wooden table, the dusty window coverings, and said, "This is not bad. This will be great. Alexander, you have your own room, and your mother and I will stay here. Come, I'll show you your room." Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html

Alexander followed him. "But the smell, Dad..."

"Don't worry." Harold smiled. "You know your mother will clean. Besides, it's nothing. Just...many people living close together." He squeezed Alexander's hand. "It's the smell of communism, son."

It had been late at night when they were finally brought to their residential hotel. They had arrived in Moscow at dawn that morning after a sixteen-hour train ride from Prague. Before Prague they had traveled twenty hours by train from Paris, where they had spent two days waiting either for papers or permission or a train, Alexander wasn't sure. He liked Paris, though. The adults were fretting, and he ignored them as much as possible. He was busy reading his favorite book,The Adventures of Tom Sawyer. Whenever he wanted to tune out the adults, he opened Tom Sawyer and felt better. Then of course, his mother afterward would try to explain what had just gone on between her and his father, and Alexander wished he had a way to tell her to follow Dad's lead and not say anything.

He didn't need her explanations.

Except now. Now he needed an explanation. "Dad, the smell of communism? What the hellis that?"

"Alexander!" his father exclaimed. "What did your mother teach you? Don't talk like that. Where do you even pick up that stuff? Your mother and I don't use that kind of language."

Alexander didn't like to disagree with his father, but he wanted to remind him that every time he and his mother argued they used that kind of language--and worse. His father was always under the impression that just because the fighting didn't concern Alexander, Alexander couldn't hear it. As if his parents weren't in the next room, or right next door, or even right in front of him. In Barrington, Alexander had never heard anything. His parents' bedroom was at the opposite end of the hallway upstairs, there were rooms and doors in between, and he had never heard a thing. It was as it should be.

"Dad," he tried again. "Please. What is that smell?"

Uncomfortable, his father replied, "That's just the toilets, Alexander."

Looking around his bedroom, Alexander asked where they were.

"Outside in the hall." Harold smiled. "Look on the bright side--you won't have to go far in the middle of the night."

Alexander put down his backpack and took off his coat. He didn't care how cold he was. He wasn't sleeping in his coat. "Dad," he said, breathing through his mouth, wanting to retch. "Don't you know I never get up in the middle of the night? I'm a deep sleeper."

There was a small cot with a thin wool blanket. After Harold left the room, Alexander went to the open window. It was December, well below freezing. Looking down onto the street from the second floor, Alexander noticed five people lying on the ground in one of the doorways. He left the window open. The fresh cold air would clear out the room.

Going out into the hall, he was going to use the toilet but couldn't. He went outside instead. Coming back, he undressed and climbed into bed. The day had been long and he was asleep in seconds, but not before he wondered if capitalism had a smell also. Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html

CHAPTER TWO

Arriving at Ellis Island, 1943

TATIANA STUMBLED OUT OFbed and walked to the window. It was morning, and the nurse was going to bring the baby soon for a feed. She pushed the white curtains away. Opening the latch, she tried to lift the window, but it was stuck, the white paint having sealed the frame to the wall. She tugged on it. It popped open and she pulled it up, leaning her head outside. It was a warm morning that smelled like salt water.

Salt water. She breathed in deeply, and then she smiled. She liked that smell. It was unlike the smells that were familiar to her.

The seagulls cutting the air with their screeching were familiar.

The view was not familiar.

New York harbor in the foggy dawn was a misty glass-like expanse of greenish sea, and off in the distance she saw tall buildings, and to the right, through the pervading fog, a statue lifted its right arm in a flame salute.

With fascinated eyes, Tatiana sat by the window and stared at the buildings across the water. They were so tall! And so beautiful, and there were so many of them crowding the skyline, spires, flattops jutting out, proclaiming the mortal man to the immortal skies. The winding birds, the calmness of the water, the vastness of the buildings, and the glass harbor itself emptying out into the Atlantic.

Then the fog lifted and the sun came up into her eyes, and she had to turn away. The harbor became less glassy as ferries and tugboats, all manner of lighters and freighters, and even some yachts, started criss-crossing the bay, sounding their whistles and horns in such cacophonous delight that Tatiana thought about closing the window. She didn't.

Tatiana had always wanted to see an ocean. She had seen the Black Sea and the Baltic Sea and she had seen many lakes--one Lake Ladoga too many--but never an ocean, and the Atlantic was an ocean on which Alexander once sailed when he was a little boy, watching fireworks on the Fourth of July. Wasn't it Fourth of July soon? Maybe Tatiana could see some fireworks. She would have to ask Brenda, her nurse, who was a bit of a cow, and conveyed all her information rather gruffly, the bottom part of her face--and all of her heart--covered by a mouthpiece to protect against Tatiana.