Tatiana and Alexander: A Novel(24)

"Yes."

The boy was so helpless. He couldn't move, or turn his head, or hold his head. He was so difficult to dress--his floppy arms and head defying Tatiana's awkward mothering skills--that some days she kept him naked just in a cloth diaper, swaddled underneath the blankets. She had no clothes for him except for the few nightgowns Edward had brought for her. It was summer and warm and he didn't need much, thank goodness, for the head would not fit in the nightgown hole, the arms refused to go into the long sleeves. Bathing him was even harder, if that were possible. His bellybutton had not healed completely, so she washed his body with a cloth, and that was not too bad, but washing his hair was outside her expertise. He couldn't do anything, he could not help her in any way, he could not lift his arms or stay still when she needed him still or be propped up. His head bobbed backward, his body slipped out of her grasp, his legs dangled precariously above a sink. She lived in fear that she would drop him, that he would slither out of her arms and onto the black-and-white tile floor. Her feelings about his absolute dependence on her fluctuated from intense anxiety over his future to an almost suffocating tenderness. Somehow, and maybe that was how nature intended it, his need for her made her stronger.

And she needed to be made stronger. Too often when he was asleep and safe, Tatiana herself felt that her own bobbing head, her own dangling arms and legs, her fragile body would slip on the sill and plummet down to the concrete ground below.

And so to draw sustenance from him, she would uncover him, unwrap him and touch him. She would lift him from his bed and place him on her chest, where he would sleep, head on her heart. He was long, his limbs were long, and as she caressed him, she imagined looking at another boy through the eyes of his mother, a baby boy, long like Anthony, dark like him, soft like him, touched by his mother, bathed, nursed, caressed by his new mother who had waited her whole life to have this one boy.

CHAPTER SEVEN

The Interrogation, 1943

HE HEARD VOICES OUTSIDE, and the door opened.

"Alexander Belov?"

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room in the middle of the night. Was it the middle of the night? The same night? The next night? He decided to say nothing.

"Come. Now."

He followed the guard to a small room upstairs, this one not a classroom. It was an old storage area, maybe a nurses' station.

He was told to sit in the chair. Then he was told to stand up. Then to sit back down again. It was still dark outside. He couldn't figure out what the time was. When he asked, he was met with a "Shut up!" He decided not to ask again. After a few moments, two men entered the room. One of them was the fat Mitterand, one of them was a man he did not know.

The man shined a bright light into Alexander's face. He closed his eyes.

"Open your eyes, Major!"

Fat Mitterand said softly, "Vladimir, now now. We can do this another way."

He liked that they were calling him major. So they still couldn't get a colonel to interrogate him. As he had suspected, they didn't have anyone to deal with him here in Morozovo. What they needed to do was get him to Volkhov where things would be different for him, but they didn't want to risk any more of their men for a drive across the river. They had already failed once. Eventually he would go in a barge, but the ice would have to melt first. He could spend another month in the Morozovo cell. Could he take another minute in it?

Mitterand said, "Major Belov, I am here to inform you that you are under arrest for high treason. We have irrefutable documents accusing you of espionage and treason to your mother country. What say you to these charges?"

"They're baseless and unfounded," said Alexander. "Anything else?"

"You are accused of being a foreign spy!"

"Not true."

"We are told you have been living under a false identity," said Mitterand.

"Not true, the identity is my own," said Alexander.

"In front of us we have a few words we would like you to sign, to the effect that we have informed you of your rights under the Criminal Code of 1928, Article 58."

"I am not signing a single thing," said Alexander.

"The man next to you in the hospital told us that he thought he heard you speaking English to the Red Cross doctor who came to visit you every day. Is that true?"

"It is not."

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"I don't know if you are aware of why soldiers go to the critical ward of a hospital, but I was wounded in action. Maybe you should talk to my superiors. Major Orlov--"

"Orlov is dead!" snapped Mitterand.

"I'm sorry to hear that," said Alexander, momentarily flinching. Orlov was a good commanding officer. He was no Mikhail Stepanov, but then who was?

"Major, you stand accused of joining the army under an assumed name. You stand accused of being an American named Alexander Barrington. You stand accused of escaping while en route to a corrective camp in Vladivostok after having been convicted of anti-Soviet agitation and espionage."

"All bald-faced lies," said Alexander. "Where is my accuser? I'd like to meet him." What night was it? Was it at least the next night? Had Tania and Sayers gotten out? He knew that if they had, they would have taken Dimitri with them, and then it would be very difficult for the NKVD to maintain that there was an accuser when the accuser himself disappeared like one of Stalin's Politburo cabinet ministers. "I want to get to the bottom of this as much as you do," said Alexander with a helpful smile. "Probably more so. Where is he?"