Scarred (Never After #2)(17)
Huffing out a laugh, I glance at the ground before meeting his gaze again. “And you don’t know me.”
“What about Sara?” Michael cuts in. “Let’s announce our betrothal, officially. That should be enough to shift the narrative.”
I turn my attention to my brother. “Already on a first name basis? My, you move fast.”
Michael’s eyes narrow. “She’s my wife.”
“Not yet,” I reply, my stomach souring.
Grabbing Xander’s hand, I wrench it toward me, laying the still-lit joint in his palm and closing his fingers around it. His face scrunches in obvious disgust.
“You’ll get rid of this for me, won’t you, Xander?”
“Leaving so soon?” Michael asks, sticking out his bottom lip. “Pity.”
I lift a shoulder. “You two are dreadfully boring.”
“Talking about important things isn’t supposed to be entertaining. Although,” he rubs his chin, chuckling. “You’ve never been one to care about anything important.”
The hole in my chest twists, making my teeth grind. “Yes, well… if we all cared about importance, brother, who would care for you?”
His smile drops. “Go fetch Lady Beatreaux before you run off to whatever whorehouse you’re planning to waste your night in.”
I click my tongue and nod, spinning on my heel as I head for the door.
If I were to turn around and look back, I’m sure I would see their faces painted in surprise at how easily I agreed. I’m not known for how well I take orders. But surprisingly, I want to find her.
Arousal surges through my insides, pouring down my middle and pooling in my groin as I remember the way she looked last night; on her knees, chest heaving, and hair mussed as she stared up at me like she wanted to knife me where I stood. Most likely with the one she was hiding behind her back.
No one else has treated me the way she does—with anger brimming so potently that it tries to bleed through their gaze and strike me down. It makes me want to shove my cock down her throat and see if she’d try to bite it off, just so I could punish her for using teeth.
So, I’ll go find my little doe.
If only to get off on her hate before I toss her to her king.
CHAPTER 10
Sara B.
There must be a dozen different kitchens throughout the castle, but the one I’m in now is the largest.
Before coming to Saxum, I’ve always been free to roam where I please—within reason—and then retreat to my room and bask in the solitude. But now, the only time I get to myself is in my bed at night.
I never realized how insane it makes me to be surrounded by people.
It’s now been four days since I’ve seen or heard from my husband-to-be. And while my mind should be focused on the future and everything I came here to accomplish, I’m finding it… difficult. But not for the reasons it should be.
I can’t even sleep without visions of Prince Tristan making his way into my chambers and forcing me onto my knees, except this time for a different reason.
It’s disgusting. Not because I’m a stranger to the act—although if anyone knew of my dalliances, I most likely wouldn’t be sitting here—but because out of all the people I’ve met in my entire life, I’ve decided Prince Tristan must be the worst.
Him invading my dreams is an unfortunate turn of events.
Earlier, while playing bridge in my sitting room, Ophelia recommended an afternoon nap, no doubt noting the deep circles beneath my eyes. I took her up on the offer, although I wouldn’t be using the time to catch up on sleep.
Instead, I grabbed the opportunity and made my way here, hoping to find someone working in the kitchens. I want to meet the people who are the true eyes and ears of the castle. Ingrain myself in their loyalty, so when the time comes, I can depend on them. And that’s how I ended up sitting at a large metal table in a room the size of a house, with Paul, one of the castle’s cooks, banging on pots and pans while he makes me tea and an afternoon snack.
“Honestly.” Paul wipes his brow, his auburn hair held back beneath a netted cap. “You’re gorgeous, milady, but your pretty eyes make me nervous when you watch me like that.”
I smile, tapping my nails on the table’s top. “No need to be nervous, Paul. I like your company already.”
“You do?” he asks, spinning around from the stove. “Of course you do. I mean—” He huffs before throwing his arm across his belly and bowing at the hips. “Thank you, milady.”
Amusement bubbles in my chest. “You know, you don’t have to be so proper when it’s just the two of us.”
“Forgive me.” He smiles. “I’m not used to royals coming down here to socialize.” He walks toward me, plopping a plate down on the table and gesturing toward the dish.
I grin back, leaning across the metal surface. “Well… I think you’ll find I’m not quite like the other royals.”
“Technically,” a smooth voice cuts in. “You’re not a royal at all.”
My spine bristles, every single hair follicle standing on end as Prince Tristan appears out of nowhere, his lips tipped up in that infuriatingly lazy grin, his eyes zoned in on me.