Reflected in You(63)

It didn't matter that he was right.


If I'd earned it, so had he.


I gripped the top of the seat back for balance and wrapped the fingers of my other hand around his cock.


He was still hard, still throbbing.


A muscle in his neck twitched as I stroked him in my fist, priming him.


I placed the wide crest between the lips of my cleft, rubbing him back and forth, coating him with the slickness of my desire.


My gaze never left his.


I watched him as I teased us both, looking for any sign of the passionate lover I adored.


He wasn't there.


A furious stranger glared back at me, daring me, taunting me with his detachment.


I let the first thick inch push inside me, spreading me open.


Then I slammed my hips down, crying out as he pierced me deep and stretched me almost unbearably.


"Jesus.


Fuck," he bit out, shuddering.


"Goddamn it."


His uncontrolled outburst spurred me.


Digging my knees into the seat, I set my hands on either side of his and lifted, pulling off him, my trembling sex clinging tightly.


I pushed back down, the glide easier now that he was wet from me.


When my buttocks hit his thighs I found his muscles hard as stone, his body giving away the lie - he wasn't indifferent.


I lifted again, slowly, making us both feel every nuance of the delicious friction.


When I pushed back down, I tried to be as stoic as he was, but the sensation of fullness, the heated connection, was too exquisite to contain.


I moaned, and he shifted restlessly, his hips moving in a delicious little circle before he could stop himself.


"You feel so good," I whispered, stroking his raging cock with my eager, aching sex.


Sliding up and down.


"You're all I need, Gideon.


All I want.


You were made for me."


"You forgot that," he bit out, his knuckles white from his grip on the seat back.


I wondered if he was just holding on or physically restraining himself from reaching for me.


"Never.


I could never forget.


You're a part of me."


"Tell me why you kissed him."


"I don't know."


I rested my damp forehead against his, feeling the tears burning behind my eyes.


"God, Gideon.


I swear I don't know."


"Then shut up and make me come."


If he'd slapped my face, it couldn't have shocked me more.


I straightened and leaned away from him.


"Fuck you."


"Now you're getting the idea."


Hot tears slid down my face.


"Don't treat me like a whore."


"Eva."


His voice was low and raspy, filled with warning, but his eyes were dark and desolate.


Filled with pain that matched my own.


"You want to stop, you know what to say."


Crossfire.


With one word I could unmistakably, irrefutably put an end to this agony.


But I couldn't use it now.


Just the fact that he brought up my safe word told me he was testing me.


Pushing me.


He had an agenda, and if I gave up now, I'd never know what it was.Reaching behind me, I set my hands on his knees.


I arched my back and dragged my soaked sex along the rigid length of his cock, then slammed back down.


I adjusted the angle, lifted and fell again, gasping at the feel of him.


Mad as hell or not, my body worshipped his.


Loved the feel of him, the sense of rightness that was there despite the anger and hurt.


His breath was powering out of his lungs with every plunge of my hips.


His body was hot, so hot, radiating heat like a blast furnace.


I pumped my hips.


Up.


Down.


Taking the pleasure he refused to give me.


My thighs, buttocks, stomach, and core tightened with every lift, fisting him from root to tip.


They relaxed when I dropped, letting him sink deep.


I f*cked him with everything I had, pounding myself onto his cock.


His breath hissed out between his clenched teeth.


Then he was coming hard, jetting inside me so fiercely I felt each scorching burst of semen like a separate thrust.


I cried out, loving the feel of it, chasing an orgasm that would shatter me.


I was wound so tightly, my body desperate for release after pleasing him twice.


But he moved, grabbing me by the waist and restraining my movements, holding himself deep as he pumped me full.


I choked off a scream when I realized he was deliberately preventing me from coming.


"Tell me why, Eva," he growled.


"Why?" "I don't know!" I yelled, trying to grind my hips onto him, pounding his shoulders with my fists when his grip tightened.