Reflected in You(57)

I'm falling apart.


I'll drop to my knees, I'll beg you.


Please.


Please don't go.


There's so much more I want to know.


Eva, please.


I'm on my knees.


Golden girl, where'd you go? I'm singing for the crowd, the music's loud.


And you're not there, with sunlight in your hair.


Eva, please.


I'm on my knees.


The spotlight went dark.


A long moment passed as the music faded.


Then the lights came back on and the drums exploded with sound.


The flames winked out and the crowd went crazy.


But I was lost to the roaring in my ears, the tightness in my chest, and a confusion that had me reeling.


"That song," Gideon growled in my ear, his fingers f*cking me forcefully, "makes me think of you."


His palm pressed into my clit and massaged, and I climaxed in a rush that took me by storm.


Tears came to my eyes.


I cried out, shaking in his arms.


Gripping the railing in front of me, I held on and let the unstoppable pleasure pulse through me.


* * *


When the show was over, all I could think about was getting to a phone and calling Cary.


While we waited for the crowd to thin, I leaned heavily into Gideon, drawing support from the strength of his arms around me.


"You okay?" he asked, running his hands up and down my back.


"I'm fine," I lied.


Honestly, I didn't know how I was feeling.


It shouldn't matter that Brett wrote a song about me that painted a different light on our f*ck-buddy history.


I was in love with someone else.


"I want to go, too," he murmured.


"I'm dying to get inside you, angel.


I can barely think straight."


I pushed my hands into the back pockets of his jeans.


"So let's get out of here."


"I've got backstage access."


He kissed the tip of my nose when I leaned back to look up at him.


"We don't have to tell them, if you'd rather get out of here."


I seriously debated it for a moment.


After all, the night had been great as it was, thanks to Gideon.


But I knew it'd bother me later, if I denied Shawna and Arnoldo - who was also a Six-Ninths fan - something they'd remember for the rest of their lives.


And I'd be lying if I didn't admit to myself that I wanted to catch a glimpse of Brett up close.


I didn't want him to see me, but I wanted to see him.


"No.


Let's take them back there."


Gideon grabbed my hand and spoke to our friends, whose excitement over the news gave me the excuse to say I'd done it solely for them.


We headed down toward the stage, then off to the side of it, where Gideon spoke to the massive man acting as security.


When the guy spoke into the mic of his headset, Gideon pulled out his cell and told Angus to bring the limo around to the back.


While he spoke, his eyes met mine.


The heat in them and the promise of pleasure took my breath away.


"Your man is the ultimate," Shawna said, eyeing Gideon with a look of near reverence.


It wasn't a predatory look, just an appreciative one.


"I can't believe this night.


I owe you big-time for this."


She pulled me in for a quick, hard hug.


"Thank you."


I hugged her back.


"Thank you for inviting me."


A tall, rangy man with blue streaks in his hair and stylish black-framed glasses approached us.


"Mr.


Cross," he greeted Gideon, extending his hand.


"I didn't know you'd be coming tonight."


Gideon shook the man's hand.


"I didn't tell you," he replied smoothly, reaching his other hand out to me.


I caught it and he pulled me forward, introducing me to Robert Phillips, Six-Ninths' manager.


Shawna and Arnoldo were introduced next; then we were led back through the wings, where activity was high and groupies loitered.


I suddenly didn't want to catch even a glimpse of Brett.


It was so easy to forget how it'd been between us while I was listening to him sing.


It was so easy to want to forget after listening to the song he'd written.


But that time in my past was something I was far from proud of.


"The band's right in here," Robert was saying, gesturing to an open door from which music and raucous laughter poured out.


"They'll be excited to meet you."


My feet dug in suddenly and Gideon paused, glancing at me with a frown.


I pushed up onto my toes and whispered, "I'm not all that interested in meeting them.