Never Sweeter (Dark Obsession #1)(53)
He turned his bleary face her way, hair all sleep mussed, eyes half open.
Wits as sharp and annoying as ever.
“That would be a really cool way to hide me from your friend if I seemed to care even a little tiny bit about practice this morning. But as I don’t, that just leaves us with your subterfuge.”
“I wasn’t trying to be sub…ter…fuge-ious. I was just…”
“Politely asking me to hide under your bed?”
She sighed, resigned. Flopped onto her back.
“I was thinking the bathroom.”
“Or…we could just say we studied real late.”
“In our underwear. In a room that smells like come.”
“The room is gonna smell like come either way, honey.”
“I’ll just leave her guessing as to who jizzed all over the room.”
“So it only matters if it was me, specifically.”
She didn’t think he intended to sound hurt. When she turned to look at him his face was all good-natured amusement. But it had been there, she was sure of it. A tiny fragment of pain at the thought of her hiding him, buried deep beneath several layers of teasing bluster and sleepy good-naturedness.
It made her tread carefully, even if it was only her imagination.
It made her put a hand on his arm, as reassuringly as she could.
“It just might seem a little weird, that’s all. I haven’t told her anything, beyond the fact that you bullied me in high school. She finds you in here and she’s going to think I have Stockholm syndrome.”
“Hey, I have never once kidnapped you. Stolen all your good sense, yes. Kidnapped, no.”
“You haven’t stolen all my good sense. My sense is there, fully intact. I just don’t know how to prove that to her—so maybe if you could just take an extra long whiz right now…”
“I can do one better: I can leave a stench that will never leave your bathroom.”
“I will take that as the price I pay for sweeping you briefly under the carpet,” she said, intending something funny. And it worked, too. He snorted quietly as he ambled to the bathroom, as though the whole thing was just rolling off him.
But this time, he couldn’t quite cover over that hint of hurt.
She caught his wince, as slight as it was. She saw the slump of his shoulders.
The trouble was—she just didn’t know what to do about it. When she finally opened the door Lydia just gave her such a look. Eyebrows raised, eyes dancing with delight, everything about her saying okay, dish. Tell me all about whoever you had in there. And then somehow the words just wouldn’t come. They clung to the back of her throat, in a way they definitely wouldn’t have if he had simply been some guy.
So she turned him into one.
“He was handing out flyers in the library,” she said, thankful for the sheepishness in her own voice. It made it sound real, instead of like some furtive little lie. Lydia even gasped with delight to hear it.
“And yet you did not IM me the moment it finished happening.”
“You cannot be annoyed that I didn’t IM you after.”
“I’m kind of annoyed that you didn’t IM me during. Now I know almost nothing about the person I am desperately trying to see over your shoulder.”
Letty glanced behind herself at that, as though an echo of Tate somehow still remained.
But there was nothing to see. Just the scene of the crime—sheets still twisted into faintly sordid-looking shapes, the pillow he’d left curled like a recently salted slug, the hint of what could have been underwear peeping out from beneath her bed.
“He’s in the bathroom.”
“Tending to his wounds, huh?”
“Men these days just don’t know how to take a finger up the butt.”
“You did not put a finger up his butt. Are you lying? I can tell you’re lying, Letty.”
“I have to go now. I promise I will talk about how sore his butt is at lunch.”
“How am I supposed to wait until lunch? That is not cool, Letty, no don’t close the door on me—”
“I have to, you’re a crazy person. And besides, I really need to sleep off all the super weird, rubber-wearing mega bondage we did.”
Lydia’s expression was priceless as she finished closing the door—caught somewhere between glee and frustration. In fact she was still laughing about it when Tate finally emerged, fully dressed and groomed and ready to go. She turned with that wicked grin still on her face, then felt it slowly wither and die. He just looked so…down, suddenly. Not like himself at all.
Though it was only after he’d left that she fully appreciated the issue she’d caused.
Her phone stayed free of his texts for the next three days.
—
She knew he was at the party. She overheard two girls talking about how amazing he looked tonight—and it was true. He did. The moment she saw him—standing all alone in the flickering glow of the bonfire someone probably shouldn’t have lit—her heart actually lurched. Her mouth went dry, her knees went weak, her head spun. For a second she was every cliché she’d ever read about girls who’d fallen hard for some guy, and she couldn’t fault herself for any of them.
He was just that beautiful.
She was allowed to admit now that he was beautiful. In truth she barely knew how she’d ever thought otherwise. Those brutal features were not brutal at all—they were so soft they almost seemed out of focus, so pretty he could have walked the runway tomorrow. The only thing that really marked him as a powerful man was that body. But you couldn’t really see it beneath the dark red sweater he was wearing, the scarf he had around his neck, and the hat, the woolen hat, oh lord she loved that woolen hat.