Naked Love(57)
Holding my breath for three seconds, I close my eyes. Then … I fall. It feels like an out of body experience, and I realize that I’ve never truly fallen before. “Take me with you,” I whisper.
“Where?”
My teary eyes open as I turn in his arms. “Everywhere … nowhere.” I grin. “Just take me.”
White teeth peek through his lips. I want those lips. And that smile.
Everything.
I want everything, and none of it costs a dime, comes with a label, or will ever go out of style.
Jake lifts my sundress over my head and steals the kiss of all kisses. My fingers work the button and zipper to his jeans. We lose the rest of our clothes in the three steps it takes to get to the bed.
“Jesus …” he says on a tight, labored breath when he sinks into me. “It’s hard to breathe when I’m inside of you.” He kisses along my neck. “Another anomaly I’ll spend countless hours trying to figure out.”
I curl my fingers into his hair and smile as my hips lift to feel him as deep as possible.
Yeah … right there. Take everything, Jake …
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
Jake
“Never thought I’d be so happy to see a laundromat.” Avery twists her lips and sighs, staring at the building as I grab our bags of dirty clothes out of the back of the truck.
“Never thought I’d have to carry so many clothes into a laundromat.”
In spite of the grin that steals her mouth, she manages to feign irritation with an eye roll. “You’re my hero.” She holds open the door.
“Actions speak louder than words, Ave.” I give her a look.
“I’ll polish your saber later. Deal?”
I chuckle. “I think that’s what you did in exchange for me letting you shower first.” I drop the bags on the floor by the last row of washing machines.
“No, pumpkin, that wasn’t for letting me shower first. That was for the forty dollars I borrowed from your wallet while you were in the shower.”
“Forty-dollar blow job? That’s a little steep considering I’m driving your fine ass to California. Can I ask what you’re doing with my forty dollars?”
Avery starts sorting clothes into several washing machines. She has domestic skills. Why does that surprise me? I keep my shock to myself.
“I’m going to pay you back. The blow job was just the interest.”
An older lady an aisle over gives us wide eyes.
“Still doesn’t answer my question.” I slip money into the slots.
“It’s a surprise.” She makes a separate pile with just her bras and panties.
I resist the urge to slide it onto the floor and roll around in it. Instead, I play to our audience of one. Bringing a pair of Avery’s satin and lace panties to my nose, I take a long, slow inhale.
There they go … the old lady’s eyes roll onto the floor as she gasps, clutching her invisible pearls.
“Jake!” Avery rips the pink panties from my grasp and shoots the lady a tight, apologetic smile.
I chuckle and lift my hand, giving the unsuspecting woman a no-hard-feelings wave. She hides behind her book to cover her face.
“You’re an animal.” Avery puts her undergarments into another washer on delicate cycle.
I add money to the machine. “The forty dollars. What’s the surprise?”
“Not telling. Let’s go.” She nods toward the door. “There’s a deli across the street. Let’s grab lunch.”
“Are you paying with my forty dollars?”
Avery turns, walking backward while giving me a flirty grin. The wind catches her hair and blows the now-shorter strands across her face—her makeup-less face. Her wrinkled dress hugs her curves. I know every pair of panties she brought with her is in that washing machine, along with her bras. She’s naked under that dress.
I stop just before stepping off the sidewalk, feeling like the wind has been knocked out of me.
Her smile fades. “What’s wrong?”
“You’re beautiful.”
Avery gives me a nervous smile then shakes her head, averting her gaze. “Whatever … not all blow jobs will involve a forty-dollar loan.”
I don’t react to her insecurity, no matter how much I hate it. Instead, I wait for her to really look at me. I wait for her to see the absolute truth in my words.
“Don’t.” Her head inches side to side.
“Why?”
Her wavering self-esteem fills her eyes with unshed tears. It’s tragic.
“Because I don’t see it. Not now. Not when I’m such a mess.” Her hands wring together as her shoulders fold inward like a wilting flower in need of water and a day of sunshine.
“It’s not your hair or your dress. It’s the way you rub your lips together to hide your smile—and the way your teeth break through because you have to smile. It’s the little lines that form at the corners of your eyes when you do smile. It’s not that your eyes are blue like the sky, it’s that when you look at me like you are right now … it’s a truly beautiful day. And it’s pretty fucking incredible to be the recipient of that look, that glimmer in your eyes.”
Her lower lip quivers just before she turns her back to me. I give her a minute because I’m not done stripping her down. But … that’s good for today.