Motion(Laws of Physics #1)(43)

“Yes. You and Gabby showed up at Leo’s party?”

“Ah. Okay. Yes. Then what happened? I mean, from your perspective. What happened from your perspective?”

He shifted in his seat, placing his elbow on the window sill, his index and middle finger lightly brushing against his lips as he stared out the windshield. “Let’s see . . . You came in and your brother pointed you and Gabby out. It was dark, there were a lot of people, so I didn’t get a chance to officially meet you. Plus, I was preoccupied with the upcoming set.”

“Ah, yes. The set.” I assumed he meant a music set, i.e. he must’ve played a set of music for the party.

Abram cleared his throat. “I thought it went well, given I’d never played for that many people before.” A hint of uncertainty edged into his voice, which had me smiling at him automatically.

“The set was great,” I said unthinkingly, the falsehood slipping out of my mouth and sounding sincere. I didn’t know whether to be disgusted or impressed with myself, nor did I know why I’d said it.

But then he looked at me again and smiled, another hitting-me-right-in-the-center-of-my-stomach grin, melting my brain with fuzzy feels. And I understood at once why my subconscious had decided to lie so convincingly.

Conclusion: My subconscious wants to see him smile.

Abram’s gaze flickered over my face, his eyes warm and appraising as he said quietly, “You have a really nice smile.”

I blinked at him, and then turned my attention back to the road, surprised to discover that I’d been smiling as well. Surprise was accompanied by a rush of flustered heat to my cheeks at his unexpected compliment. It’s one thing to admire a person in the comfortable privacy of one’s own thoughts, but for those thoughts to be reciprocated out loud was highly disorienting.

Struggling in the ensuing silence for a response, I finally settled on, “Thank you. Also, your smile is also nice. Also.” Instead of wincing at the stilted quality of my response, I cleared my throat and expression. “So, after your excellent set. What happened next?”

I anticipated the next words out of his mouth with both dread and anticipation, but he didn’t leave me in suspense for long. “Leo introduced me to this guy named Broderick—a producer out of New York—and the three of us talked ‘til late, calling it a night around four. I went to bed, fell asleep, and then . . .”

“And then?”

He sighed. “And then I woke up and you were there.”

“Naked.”

“Yeah.”

“Yikes.”

We were both quiet for a short moment, and again the image of Lisa crawling into bed—okay, maybe she didn’t crawl, but crawling is skeevy and therefore in my imagination, she crawled—flashed within my brain. I was so irritated with her. Irritated and disappointed and . . . wait? Is that jealousy? WHAT?

“You were pretty drunk.”

“Don’t make excuses for-for me.” I swallowed around a lump of unpleasant feelings constricting my throat. We’d just exited the highway and Abram had to stop at a red light.

He opened his mouth, as though to argue, but I cut him off, “How did you even recognize me? It was crowded at the party, we weren’t even properly introduced.”

Abram’s eyelids lowered and he gave me a cut the crap look that reminded me of Leo.

I shook my head. “What?”

“Come on, Lisa.”

“What?” I glanced left, I glanced right. What was I missing?

“You know you’re crazy beautiful,” he said, not sounding happy about having to say it.

Startled by this explanation, and confused about how irritated it made me feel, I straightened my spine and glared at him. He thinks Lisa is beautiful. Which, I reminded myself calmly, meant he thought I was beautiful. Because we were identical.

. . . I hate that he thinks she’s beautiful.

Shaking my head again, I mentally swatted away the irrational thought just as the light changed and he turned his attention back to the road. “Right, well—”

“It’s impossible not to notice you,” he interrupted gently. “Even in a crowded room.”

Suspended on those words, I felt my glare dissolve, again not knowing what to feel. Or, perhaps more importantly, why I was feeling anything at all. Settling back in my seat, I refocused on the questions I wanted to ask and the information I was lacking.

“Right, so,” I started again, concentrating on balling my hands into fists. “You knew it was me. What did you do next?”

“I tried to wake you up. When you didn’t wake up right away, I checked your pulse and breathing. You seemed fine.” His tone was flat as he told the story, giving me the impression this memory was not one that he enjoyed. “So I got dressed, put a T-shirt on you—I didn’t look!” He added this last bit sharply, sending me a hard glance. “And then I called your brother.”

“You called Leo? Did you wake him up?”

“No. He was with Gabby. They were both frantic, looking for you.”

“Gabby was looking for . . . me.” I thought about that. I turned it over in my head. I examined it from many different angles.

“I guess you disappeared on her and she freaked out, because she knew you were drunk. Haven’t you talked to her about this?”