Lux (The Nocte Trilogy, #3)(78)

“It’s nice to meet you,” I tell him, and that’s the truth. “Why are you here in the hospital? Surely it’s not for the coffee.”

“You know what game I like to play?” Dare asks, completely changing the subject. I feel my mouth drop open a bit, but I manage to answer.

“No, what?”

“Twenty Questions. That way, I know that at the end of the game, there won’t be any more. Questions, that is.”

I have to smile, even though his answer should’ve annoyed me. “So you don’t like talking about yourself.”

He grins. “It’s my least favorite subject.”

But it must be such an interesting one.

“So, you’re telling me I can ask you twenty things, and twenty things only?”

Dare nods. “Now you’re getting it.”

“Fine. I’ll use my first question to ask what you’re doing here.” I lift my chin and stare him in the eye.

His mouth twitches again. “Visiting. Isn’t that what people usually do in hospitals?”

I flush. I can’t help it. Obviously. And obviously, I’m out of my league here. This guy could have me for breakfast if he wanted, and from the gleam in his eye, I’m not so sure he doesn’t.

I take a sip of my coffee, careful not to slosh it on my shirt. With the way my heart is racing, anything is possible.

“Yes, I guess so. Who are you visiting?”

Dare raises an eyebrow. “I’m visiting a grief group. My grandmother died recently, and my mother wants me to attend group therapy.”

“That’s what we’re doing too,” I tell him, surprised and excited by his answer. Surely we’re not attending the same group.

“You’re going to a grief group? Is yours in the Sunshine Room, perchance?”

My heart slams, because it is.

“Is that your first question? Because turn-about is fair play.” I suck at being flirty, but I give it my all.

Dare smiles broadly, genuinely amused.

“Sure. I’ll use a question.”

“Yes, we’re going to a grief group in the Sunshine Room. Our mother died recently.”

“I’m so sorry,” Dare says, and his voice is soft and I can tell that he is… sorry. He nods like he understands, and somehow, I feel like he does.

He takes a drink of his coffee. “What are the odds that you and I would be going to the same grief group? I think it must be kismet.”

“Kismet?” I raise an eyebrow.

“That’s fate, Calla,” he tells me. I roll my eyes.

“I know that. I may be going to a state school, but I’m not stupid.”

He grins, a grin so white and charming that my panties almost fall off.

“Good to know. So you’re a college girl, Calla?”

I don’t want to talk about that. I want to talk about why you think this is kismet. But I nod.

“Yeah. I’m leaving for Berkeley in the fall.”

“Good choice,” he takes another sip. “But maybe kismet got it wrong, after all. If you’re leaving and all. Because apparently, I’ll be staying for a while. That is, after I find an apartment. A good one is hard to find around here.”

He’s so confident, so open. It doesn’t even feel odd that a total stranger is telling me these things, out of the blue, so randomly. I feel like I know him already, actually.

I stare at him. “An apartment?”

He stares back. “Yeah. The thing you rent, it has a shower and a bedroom, usually?”

I flush. “I know that. It’s just that this might be kismet after all. I might know of something. I mean, my father is going to rent out our carriage house. I think.”

And if I can’t have it, it should definitely go to someone like Dare. The mere thought gives me a heart spasm.

“Hmm. Now that is interesting,” Dare tells me. “Kismet prevails, it seems. And a carriage house next to a funeral home, at that. It must take balls of steel to live there.”

I quickly pull out a little piece of paper and scribble my dad’s cell phone on it. “Yeah. If you’re interested, I mean, if you’ve got the balls, you can call and talk to him about it.”

I push the paper across the table, staring him in the eye, framing it up as a challenge. Dare can’t possibly know how I’m trying to will my heart to slow down before it explodes, but maybe he does, because a smile stretches slowly and knowingly across his lips.

“Oh, I’ve got balls,” he confirms, his eyes gleaming again.

Dare me.

I swallow hard.

“I’m ready to ask my second question,” I tell him. He raises an eyebrow.

“Already? Is it about my balls?”

I flush and shake my head.

“What did you mean before?” I ask him slowly, not lowering my gaze. “Why exactly do you think this is kismet?”

His eyes crinkle up a little bit as he smiles yet again. And yet again, his grin is thoroughly amused. A real smile, not a fake one like I’m accustomed to around my house.

“It’s kismet because you seem like someone I might like to know. Is that odd?”

No, because I want to know you, too.

“Maybe,” I say instead. “Is it odd that I feel like I already know you somehow?”