Lux (The Nocte Trilogy, #3)(56)
I slip into a seat with it, pulling open the pages, my eyes trying to devour the words my mother once read.
But I’ve only gotten to the part where Jane proclaims that she hates long walks on cold afternoons when I hear something.
I feel something.
I feel a growl in my bones.
It’s low and threatening, and it vibrates my ribs.
I startle upright, looking around, but of course, I’m still alone.
But the growl happens again, low and long.
My breath hitches and the book hits the floor, the pages fluttering on the rug.
A sudden panic overtakes me, rapid and hot.
I have to get out.
I don’t know why.
It’s a feeling I have in my heart, something that drives me from my mother’s rooms out into the hall, because something is chasing me.
I feel it on my heels.
I feel it breathing down my neck.
Without looking back, I rush back down the corridor, through the house and out the front doors.
I’ve got to breathe.
I’ve got to breathe.
I’ve got to breathe.
Sucking in air, I walk aimlessly around the house, over the cobblestone and down a pathway. I draw in long even breaths, trying to still my shaking hands, trying to gather myself together, trying to assure myself that I’m being silly.
There’s no reason to be afraid.
I’m being ridiculous.
This house might be strange and foreign, but it’s still a home. It just isn’t my home. It’s fine. I’ll get used to it.
I look behind me, and there’s nothing there.
There is no growl, there is no vibration in my ribs, there is nothing but for the dim twilight and the stars aching to burst from behind the clouds.
The house looms over me and I circle back, only to find myself in front of a large garage with gabled edges.
There are at least seven garage doors, all closed but one.
To my surprise, someone walks out of that door.
A boy.
A man.
His pants are dark gray and he’s wearing a hoodie, and he moves with grace. He slides among the shadows with ease, as though he belongs here, as though Whitley is his home too, even though I don’t know him, even though I feel like I do. I feel it I feel it I feel it.
“Hello,” I call out to him.
He stops moving, freezing in his tracks, but he doesn’t turn his head.
Something about that puts me on edge and I tense, because what if he’s not supposed to be here?
“Hello?” I repeat uneasily, and chills run up my spine, goose-bumps forming on my arms once again.
I back away, first one step, then another.
I blink,
And he’s gone.
I stare at the empty space, and shake my head, blinking hard.
He’s still gone.
He must’ve slipped between the buildings, but why?
I’m too nervous to find out, and so I turn to walk back to the house. As I do, two enormous shadows bound out of the trees and race toward me, panting and skidding to a halt in front of me.
I’m frozen as I stare at two of the biggest dogs I’ve ever seen.
“It’s okay,” I tell them, as they examine me with dark eyes. “I’m supposed to be here. I’m not an intruder.”
They stare at me.
I stare back.
Then one steps forward and nudges my hand, sliding his massive head beneath my palm like he knows me, like he’s not going to attack me.
“Castor!” Sabine yells from behind me. “Pollux!”
The dogs stand at attention, and when she yells Come, they do.
She looks at me. “I’m sorry if they got you muddy,” she tells me. “They’re the estate dogs. And as you can see, they aren’t always graceful.”
I follow her gaze and she’s staring at muddy paw-prints on my legs, and when did that happen?
“They’re fine,” I tell her, because they didn’t hurt me. In fact, even though they’re enormous, they have such sweet faces. Sabine acts like she knows what I’m thinking.
“They wouldn’t hurt anybody,” she tells me. “It’s their size that is intimidating.” She pauses. “They’d protect you with their lives, though.”
Me?
Before I can ask, she returns to the house and the dogs go with her. Down the path a ways, one of them pauses and turns to look at me, but then he continues on his way and I try to put my uneasiness to rest.
Why am I uneasy?
They’re just dogs.
And the guy I saw was just a gardener or something.
Nothing to be unnerved about.
Yet I’m still unsettled as I wash my face, so when I’m finished, I poke my head out into the hall. There’s nothing there.
With a sigh, I lock my bedroom door and I’m chilled from the wet English air. Glancing at the clock, I find it’s only six thirty. I can rest for a few minutes more, and I’m thankful for that.
Because clearly, jet lag has made me its bitch.
Chapter Twenty-Four
As I step into the grand foyer of Whitley, my feet have barely hit the floor when I feel the overwhelming sense of being stifled, of the coldness that permeates a person’s bones here. To put the feeling in perspective, my home in Oregon is a funeral home. Whitley is far, far worse.